I have good news and bad news. Bad news, it's the last day of Roceit Week hosted by @roceitweek2025 😔 Good news, it's the first day of Anxceit Week hosted by @darksideweeks! 😁 So I decided to mix them together for today, ending up with a Anaroceit story with lost of pining. Enjoy!
Summary: Virgil is kinda regretting agreeing to being Janus' groomsman considering he has a big crush on not only Janus but also his fiancé. He really shouldn't worry about it.
Content Warnings: Pining, so much pining
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“Darling, you look more nervous than me and I’m about to get married.”
Janus’ voice startled Virgil out of his thoughts. He looked up only to have his breath taken away. Janus’ suit fit him perfectly, the golden shirt complimenting the black of the jacket and made his heterochromia stand out in the best way.
If Virgil hadn’t been in love with him before, he certainly was now.
Too bad he was going to be a married man in only a few hours.
Not that Virgil could blame him, Roman was quite the catch himself. Handsome, strong, talented, willing to worship the ground Janus walked upon. They were frankly as close to a perfect couple as possible.
And Virgil hated how jealous he was of both of them.
When he had reconnected with Janus about a year ago, he hadn’t hoped for anything. At first, he hadn’t even been sure he believed Janus’ wild story about his dad piling him and his mom into their car in the middle of the night without warning because the cops were after him for some sort of shady business. Virgil had been to Janus house many times back then — they’d been best friends after all, which made the sudden disappearance hurt all the more — and his father maybe wasn’t the best guy, but he certainly wouldn’t have thought him a criminal.
But Janus had shown him the mugshots from his father that were taken only days later when the cops snatched them up two states away. Janus and his mother thankfully couldn’t be implicated, but going back to where they came from wasn’t an option either. With no phone to call his own, Janus hadn’t been able to contact Virgil and that had been that.
It was a crazy coincidence that they ended up working in the same city in another state so many years later.
After they started talking again, it didn’t take long for Virgil’s feelings for Janus to resurface. He hadn’t allowed himself to acknowledge them when they were both repressed teens in a conservative town and now, he was denying them again because Janus was about to get married.
Just Virgil’s luck.
He really shouldn’t’ve agreed to be a groomsman, but he couldn’t think of any excuse not to.
So here he sat, in a black suit and purple shirt as per Janus’ wishes, fulfilling his duties by making sure Janus wasn’t getting cold feet. Not that there was any real danger of that happening considering how enamored he was with Roman.
Again, Virgil couldn’t fault him. In fact, he was sure that his crush on Roman was going to grow just as much as his crush on Janus had.
He was so doomed.
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“So, you nervous yet?”
Roman looked over at his twin, who was lying on the hotel bed with his head hanging off.
“Kinda? But in a good way. I can’t wait to see Janus in his whole outfit; I’ve only glimpsed at pieces of it!”
“Well, neither of you is a bride, so I guess you don’t have to worry about bad luck if you see each other too early.”
A knock on the door stopped Roman from responding.
“Come in!”
Virgil opened the door and peaked his head in. Roman thought he saw him swallow before he spoke, he worried his anxiety may be acting up.
Roman hadn’t known Virgil for long, though Janus had told him stories from their high school days even before he had reentered his fiancés life. After all, he had been a crucial part in Janus’ realization that he might like men more than women. And Roman could certainly see why Virgil had been his awakening, the man was adorable, charming and protective in a way that made even Roman’s heart beat faster.
Thank the gods that Janus and he were both polyamorous and very interested in Virgil. It was just bad timing that he came into their lives when they had just finalized their wedding plans, otherwise they would’ve put the whole thing off and courted Virgil first. But alas, deposits had been paid and neither had the funds to reasonably move their plans just for the chance that Virgil might feel the same.
That didn’t mean they were giving up, just tabling it for later.
“Are you on schedule?” Virgil asked, startling Roman out of his reminiscing. “On our end everything’s good, so I just wanted to check…” he drifted off, the light tint of his cheeks making Roman think he was embarrassed to admit his worries.
“We are perfectly in time, my dark, stormy knight! Thank you for being vigilant.”
“Oh. You’re welcome? It’s not like I did much.”
Roman walked over — mainly to get a closer look at his outfit because, damn, Virgil looked good in a suit — and patted him on the shoulder.
“It’s reassuring to know someone is keeping an eye on things,” he smiled. Virgil’s blush deepened and he nodded.
“Okay, glad I could help then. I’m gonna go back to Janus now!” He spoke quickly and pulled the door closed behind him before Roman could react.
“Wow, you’re down bad for him, huh?” Remus commented and Roman wanted to throw something at him really badly.
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Janus couldn’t believe his luck.
He was standing here across from Roman, listening to his vows that were of course super cheesy and over the top, not that he would have it any other way. His romantic heart had been one of the things Janus fell for and of course it would shine the brightest during their wedding.
But he wasn’t the only thing Janus counted himself lucky for.
No, he was also incredibly lucky to have Virgil only a few steps behind him, supporting him in one of the most important moments of his life. Like he had when they were in high school and he’d been the only person Janus truly felt comfortable around. There’d been a tension at his home that he couldn’t explain back then, that now made sense to him, but Virgil had been his safe haven.
And now he was here. As his groomsman. And hopefully soon he will be more than just a friend.
Right now, Janus was going to give all of his attention to the sweetest man he knew, to Roman who was crying through his vows, whose hands he was holding on to with a strong grip, who he was going to spend a lovely week alone with in a nice cabin where it would be just the two of them.
And then he would make sure that Virgil quickly learned that he had two hands and had wanted to take his in his own for so many years. He already had a strong suspicion that the other reciprocated most of his feelings and had an interest in Roman as well by the looks he was giving them when he thought they weren’t looking. Janus had always been able to almost read Virgil’s mind.
But that would have to wait.
For now, he wiped Roman’s tears away as he proclaimed ‘I do’ loudly for everyone to hear.
He’d always been greedy. And he was going to make sure he got all he wanted in the end and make both Virgil and Roman the happiest men on earth.
