Confession: I’m almost all the way through DA:I, and I’ve watched youtube of the Trespasser romance part as I couldn’t wait to finish (I’m a completionist.) My Lavellan romanced Solas by accident, I had been intending to go for Cullen as I love him, but Solas captured my soul….
So, it’s the first time I’ve wanted to write in months, and I’ve got fifteen pages of notes on lore, and Solas, and vignette thoughts. But whenever I go to google to look something up, I always end up finding the threads and posts and opinions that Solas is evil. And how they hope he’ll die, and all that jazz. Whenever that happens, I get very sad because I want to find a way to save him. But then I can’t write because I feel bad for loving Solas as a character. And I’m afraid that they may kill him in DA4, and I just want to be able to have a happy ending in a story as they seem few and far between in reality.