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EVERYTHING COMES BACK AROUND TO BUNNY BEING GAMZEE.

Mind zooming around.

Can't write. Can't read. Can't focus on anything.

It has been a day. Like. A DAY.

And I cannot mention things because it's not even in writing yet.

Ugh.

#sleep it is then I hope...#changes may be afoot and that is a very VERY scary prospect...#vague post is vague which isn't like me at all however this actually needs to remain vague...#fuuuck...

hoogh... i hate writing... hrughghhg... i hate Writing...

#fuuuck...

I could so easily see this as us. It makes me so stupidly happy.

#korowanie #one of the first movies we watched together too... oughhh.#fuuuck...#ue ue ue.#Youtube

a lot of the times I am reminded that things that have been normalized in my head due to what I have seen when I was younger are infact not normal to others. like writing certain range of characters doing a Very Specific Thing.

honestly. I feel weird. strange. is it normal or is it not. I wonder. I keep thinking about them doing that but it's because of weird urges. that I acquired at a time in my life where I should have not been doing that. it's killing me, actually.

I hate the current condition of my brain. nothing is working the way I want it to. it keeps wanting a certain thing that I can't. take off of my mind. I keep saying I can do whatever I want forever but this specific thing I think about is fucked up. if I directly said it people would absolutely find me disgusting, no doubt about it. god damn.

what I really feel like doing. is running away. I always end up drifting apart from people one way or another. it seems like I can't keep a meaningful connection for once.

abandoned. abandonment is what I fear. but then I also end up loosing touch. I keep ending up alone and having to rely on other things. my thoughts. they turn towards fervour.I wish I could stop it. I don't know what the hell I'm even doing anymore. I feel more like someone possessing a body permanently and it feels more like I'm rotting rather than living.

hurting people or making them mad. is also a fear I have. I don't want to be yelled at anymore. I don't want them to feel hurt because of my actions. I don't want to be seen like that. I just want. people to see me as something who breathes too.

#1am vent....#fuuuck...#I'm supposed to be asleep.#it's long don't read this.#or do. I'm not your father.#perhaps you'd either feel pitiful and give me affirmation or feel disgusted at me and yell at me in text for no reason.#your choice.

....Realization that I have 0 accurate drawings of Remus and Riella. FUCK.

#the henry stickmin collection #FUUUCK...#closest I have is old fanart from a Incredibly Bad Person .#and my own one bust drawing of Riella

MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW *JAWDROP

#aaand post #FUUUCK...

If you find us, you know what’s coming. I’d be careful if I were you~ <3 /lh –Twin cherries

A.AH.

rerrrgh. I’ll have to make note to not bump into you two then.

#/lh #fuuuck...#how am I to concentrate on my experiments when THESE FUCKERS have gotten me all worked uuuuup...

what I really feel like doing. is running away. I always end up drifting apart from people one way or another. it seems like I can't keep a meaningful connection for once.

#fuuuck...

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