#fyodorxdazai

[steildottir]

lesbian fyozai oooeeeeee

[nekoteria]

Fyodor thinks of all ability users as sinner, so isn't Dazai as an anti-ability ability user a saint for him?

[mackereldoesart]

Now I suppose y'all have even more questions MHUHAHAHAH Alt!Dazai dominates my art up to this point, shush

[lil-potato00]

I HAVE A THEORY

Okay so I know a lot of people think of Dazai as the playful one and fyodor as the super serious one, BUT, in the jail scene in the manga, which is the longest one so far of both of them, fyodor seems more playful than Dazai.

Like these two pictures for example.

In the first one, fyodor is initiating a conversation for once before Dazai, and being “playful” if you wanna call it like that. The second, fyodor is smirking, and dazai is serious, which is very uncharacteristic.

More than half of dazai’s shots in the jail scenes with fyodor are him being serious for once

While fyodor, is smirking, acting like Dazai, etc

So maybe fyodor is the playful one around Dazai and not the other way around. maybe he isn’t totally serious as a lot of people portray him, and is actually similar to Dazai. They could probably just act like polar opposites while around each other.

THIS IS JUST SOMETHING I NOTICED BUT ITS PROBABLY KINDA STUPID DONT MIND ME IM JUST REALLY BORED-

[steildottir]

Fem! fyozai ???

[nekoteria]

Fyozai headcanon Fyodor learning the warmth of touch

(it's extremely out of character)

Fyodor never experienced normal touch because the moment he touched someone they died and went stone cold

One day he's walking around in alleyways when he hears Kunikida's voice

With the frustration of his defeat(DoA) still fresh in mind he decides to kill him

As soon as he's close he starts to reach out for Kunikida but suddenly gets stopped by another hand on his wrist

While the blond starts raging to Dazai for just touching a stranger like that, Fyodor freezes in shock while being stared at by the nullifier

(Nobody from the ADA has seen Fyodor so far so Kunikida doesn't know it's him)

While Fyodor's head screams at him to not show weakness, his body acts on his own and pulls his hand away because it burns

Dazai ignores his partner in favor to grab Fyodor on his arm and pull him away

Fyodor is still too shocked about the touch to really resist

Once they're in an abandoned alley, Fyodor takes a few steps away from Dazai because he "doesn't want risking to get stabbed" (he's definitely not running away from touch)

Dazai obviously sees through and cages Fyodor on the wall, with a triumphant smirk saying "So, our little rat here is just a touch starved russian, how cute."

While Fyodor does try to get away, he fails (he didn't even give his best because he is curious about human touch)

Dazai puts a hand on Fyodor's cheek, that causes him to gasp softly because it feels so warm and Fyodor never experienced this

After a few minutes standing just like that, Dazai retreats and disappears, leaving Fyodor alone with a too fast beating heart, burning skin and scattered thoughts

Fyodor thinks about this encounter even after days and misses the touch, misses Dazai

It's a week later that Dazai suddenly stands in front of him, in his living room, that he feels at ease again

Dazai starts to slowly introduce him to touch again, visiting him every day, no questions are asked and no answers are given

Another 2 weeks of just Dazai touching his face, hands and arms later, Dazai just pulls him in a hug on the couch

It's only after one real bad attempt that Fyodor realizes that he's in love with Dazai

Fyodor not expecting it and feeling so much warmth at once for the first time is overwhelmed of the feeling and almost starts crying

Dazai starts to sing for him to calm him down (it helps surprisingly well)

It's only another week later that Dazai starts kissing him as well (always his forehead, hands, cheeks or nose, never his lips.)

Dazai starts sleeping over at his place as well, only leaving for week sometimes and for suicide attempts (they started making Fyodor anxious)

It's only after Dazai got hurt during his job that Fyodor realizes he's in love with him

And it doesn't take long after that for Dazai to kiss him on the lips. They don't say "I love you", they don't have to

[mackereldoesart]

[lil-potato00]