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It’s infuriating!  Sean knows Dr. Reid means well, but it doesn’t excuse his approach.  At what point did Sean ever have a choice?  Not once.  Forced to eat the dead in the best case scenario, forced to kneel - these are the symptoms of William Bishop’s gift.  He called it a miracle before, something that would allow him to continue his charity for eternity; now, his feelings are mixed.  Sean is ashamed of himself at first turning, with all his mental gymnastics to see the good in this change.  It was a mania.  In his now sobered state, he knows better than to idolize this condition.  Desecrating the dead?  Who should want to subject themself and others to that?  It’s disrespectful, but it is not a choice.  The alternative is not an option.

“When?”  Sean isn’t backing down.  His gaze is hard as he stares up at his - maker?  Or should he consider Bishop as such?  No, God is his maker.  No man.  At the end of the day, he still considers them but men.  “When the late William feasted upon me?  When hunger pangs made me eat - my only choice being to consume dead flesh as opposed to the living?  Or do you think coercion is choice?  My kneeling was NOT -”  He stops there.  Looks downp.  This is hard for him.  There is such turmoil when it comes to his emotions with this.  He feels dirty, like this was a violation.  

“Dr. Reid.”  His eyes are still down.  Sean can’t quite bring himself to look back up at him.  “I understand your reasoning for what you did.  My problem lies in...”  Sean just cannot hold his anger like other people.  Frustration fizzles out.  Spite fades to disappointment.  Hardness turns to sadness.  He has such hope for people, and he sometimes wonders why.  After all he’s been through, why.  Why, why, why.  He does look up now, and his furrowed brows and stiff jaw have melted away.  He continues to be what they call the sad saint, with eyes bleary from threatening tears.  “You manipulated me.  Do you understand that?  You used my own history against me, and for what?  Because it was easier than convincing me?  Than conversation?”

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Lindel had said once upon a time that Elias was no more than a child-- Chise had agreed with this when he found out what loneliness was and when he had thrown his tantrum over Stella. While he was an adult in every other aspect, when it came to conveying how he felt, or anything relating to feelings, he truly was just a kid. No more mature, probably less so, than the girl for whom he had married not too long ago. Therefore it was no surprise that with the newfound comfort they had in each other that the two of them began to relive the childhood they never got to experience.

It was Chise who had suggested a blanket fort and it was Elias who had constructed it. It was massive in the living room with all the chairs and tables pushed to the side into a corner or being used to support the blankets and whatnot. Within was a nice set up with pillows and quilts covering the floor, altogether it was a comfortable locale that was rather pleasant in the temperate spring weather outside. It was no surprise than that in the darkness, while Chise was reading a book aloud to him, the older had fallen asleep snuggled up in the pillows. She had lulled him to sleep, his eyes closed and his body snuggled up to her. It wasn’t that she was boring, he was just all too happy and comfortable.

He didn’t wake until he felt the girl’s small fingers run over his skull, his eyes opening slowly and his glowing gaze focusing on her features. She was so kind and so gentle, he was certain she didn’t mean to wake him but she still did. He let out a soft purring sound for a moment before he shifted and nuzzled her affectionately. The ‘beast’ was still all too tired, sitting up he seemed buffered before he gently took the girl into his arms and let his body fall back into the pillows, this time hugging his bride to him gently. A yawn escaping him as he felt the drowsiness return.

“It’s too early to be awake...” He muttered, however the clock on the wall read that it was seven in the afternoon. He was just far too comfortable and feeling all too much like a child. “Five more minutes please...” It became apparent that Elias was a very sleepy skull puppy.

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Skyhold’s silence in the night seemed to drag on far longer than Solas was used to. He’d been into the tea stores, attempting to find something that didn’t make him wrinkle his nose in distaste, but had found nothing yet. Even the fruity ones were nearly unbearable.

As such, he made his way around the battlements and down to the courtyard. No matter how many times he circled around, Solas didn’t seem to be able to tire himself out enough to sleep. The Fade would have to do without him for one night.

He parked himself in the main hall with one of Varric’s books in hand. Looking over the edge, he spied the Inquisitor. “It’s still quite early, Inquisitor. What has you up at such an hour?”

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My Opinion on;

Character in general: i’m not really sure who to aim this at so i’m just gonna roll with annie and tess bc those are the two muses that i know i know of on your blog. i’m still not caught up on this is us but from what i’ve seen of it, i love it all and that means the girls are included in that tooHow they play them: like i said, i haven’t seen all of this is us but from what i’ve seen so far it’s really good??The Mun: we haven’t spoken before but we should get onto doing that!!

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RP with them: kinda if you mean a few memes i’ve sent and not yet replied toWant to RP with them: definitely!!

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Overall Opinion: from what i’ve seen so far, you’re great and i can’t wait to do more things with you as time goes on

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He still didn’t know Alice all that well and yet was still able to pick up on the change in the young girl since she and her mother had crossed the border to start a new life. The guilt he now allowed himself to feel upon turning deviant was still very much present whenever he spent time with them and, despite the many apologies and reassurance from their side, he doubted it would fade anytime soon.

“How’s school?” The photo of he hopeful eyes looking back from her first day stare up at him. Connor doesn’t fight against the smile it brings. “Do you have a favorite subject?”