“I wish I could reset my mind so I could rewatch Greys and see Callie and Arizona’s story for the first time again.”
A friend once told me this. I didnt know what it meant then. After watching S5-S14, I understand it now.
There’s no story, chemistry, character and love like theirs in Grey’s anymore. And saying that I miss them is such an understatement.
Reading Calzona fanfic is nice and comforting. But to really see their magic on screen and hear them say their lines at each other and witness the way they look and touch each other is a gift.
No matter how many times I rewatch all Calzona scenes, it just keeps reminding me that I may not see them together again. The only place they exist is in my head.
Moving on from being in love with a fictional couple’s love story is a misery I would never wish to anyone else.