#gay relatable

[dgolden-boy]

Likes your porn reblogs just so you know you can get it.

[magical-mystical-lesbianism]

Me: I'm touch starved

People I know: do y--

Me: no wtf that's terrifying, blocked

[stripedsocksinabox]

When someone asks if you and your boyfriend are brothers while you’re being visibly gay and holding hands and shit

fucking mint

[bounpassion]

🔖 Boun x Prem

BP color bubble gum, they are loveable...

Until the first episode of #longkhongseries, July 12, 2020,

Native Title: ลองของ ซีรีส์

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[adrianalxander]

clean.

last night I really dug into my feelings. as much as I’ve been telling myself that turning 30 at the end of this year isn’t a big deal, the thought of my 20’s ending and going into a whole new decade still alone does bother me.

maybe it’s because I had this idea that when I hit my 30’s, that aspect of my life would be already figured out. maybe my career wouldn’t be quite there yet. maybe I wouldn’t be the weight I wanted to be at. maybe I would go into the decade with a list of things that needed to change and I would do so willingly. but I also thought I’d maybe go through these things with someone by my side.

it’s hard seeing your friends have it all. by “all”, I mean the things YOU want. of course you’re happy for them, but it’s all the questions that store themselves into the back of your mind and like to pop out at 2am. when is it your turn? shit, will it ever be my turn? you go into this black hole and only get out of it by finally falling asleep or getting lost in youtube videos.

i’ve been actively seeking out a relationship. almost desperately. every dating app imaginable. any guy that messages me gives me a glimmer of hope. and then per usual, the conversation leads nowhere. they’re as bland a non salted saltine cracker. it was last night when I realized that I was doing too much. i was lowering my standards, my pride, the very wall that I have up when I’m trying to weed the bad guys out from the good ones. i have become someone who “takes what he can get”. and what I’ve been getting has been guys who don’t care. guys who say they want something authentic but turn out to be just like the other 90 percent of the gay population who are lost in hookups and being shallow.

for the first time in 8 years, i decided last night to delete all of those dating apps. not just off my phone- but i deleted all of my profiles. this way I won’t get triggered to go back onto one of them. I’ve made it complicated for myself and I know when I’m having a weak night, i still won’t go as far as to create a whole new profile.

i need a break. a real break. i can’t be over here willing to take on any john doe that has zero motivation and isn’t attractive in the slightest. that’s the direction I was heading.

i made a promise to myself last night that i really need to focus on myself. as cliche as that may be, I’ve lost sight on the shit I need to take care of to make “me” a better person. if I meet someone along the way, cool. but I can’t force a relationship. i can’t force someone to like me. all I can do is continue to hope that there’s someone out there for me. that they want the same things and one day we will stumble into each other’s lives. but until then, i will keep on keeping on. i’ll continue to support and be happy for my friends who’ve managed to have what I’m searching for. and hope it’ll happen for me soon. that’s all I really can do.

[mrglubb]

any boys wanna flirt jokingly but then fall in love for real?

hahahaha jkjkjk

unless....

[nappesworld]

[jairrrito]

My body is changing huh? What do you guys think?

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