#gayfear

[blackwindows10]

The four *gay* horsemen of apocalypse as KinnPorsche characters

gay judgement:

Thankhul

gay fear:

Pete

gay silence:

Kinn

gay panic:

Porsche

Happy pride month 🏳️‍🌈

[theforgottentumblah]

I hate feeling the constant pressure to get slimmer just to be dateable.

[here-4-the-view]

Good night everyone!

Just finished my classes for today so I've decided to make my daily diary while I wait other people finish theirs so we can go home (collective ride).

First of all last night to today I had a an amazing night of sleep, however I'm feeling extremely tired, (nearly coding my eyes as I write this), and I kinda realized that I've been tired for a long time, days? Weeks? Months?; and it feels like I'm living automatically, I don't put any effort in anything at all, honestly at this point I have no idea how I didn't fuck up everything, since I have a job that demands a lot of me and I'm going trough college....

Just to clarify I'm not planning on killing myself or anything, I just feel tired, exausted, a meaningless robot, just waiting for the big explosion to happen! (Which by the way I hope it's an amazing explosion)

Bye, I love all y'all

[here-4-the-view]

So, I was watching this coming out video and it's the most beautiful I've ever seen.

However, it made me really mad, I know it's stupid and I hate that I feel like that, but why does it go so well? Why does his mother reassure him so much? Why he gets all of that? What did he do that make him deserve such love that I didn't? Why can't I have that? Why him and not me? Am I really that messed up that I can't have the minimum worthiness of someone's love? I could go all night about that, but the bottom line is I hate him so much because he got what he wanted and I'm here rotting myself in jealousy.... And that just makes me guilt

[theforgottentumblah]

I met a guy who has the most beautiful smile, so beautiful that I’m afraid to see it in person.