#gayred5

[saintalice]

GOD DAMN TURN AROUND NOW YOU’RE MY A TEAM

[ufonaut]

i dont know much about Bat Man but answer me this: if he has wings and can fly (as Bats do) then why does he drive everywhere. Clogging up the roads with his ugly-ass gucci tank. polluting the En Vi Ron Ment. seems a little unnecessary

see the problem is that he’s batman and can’t actually fly (as bats do) so i’m gonna have to point u in the direction of manbat, that’s a fella who can actually fly and is looking out for the en vi ron ment

[humaintain]

HOW RARE & BEAUTIFUL IT IS TO EXIST

there was a flare in the atmosphere, quiet & humming, & the dust choked all of us up. i wouldn’t say it was grief that held me off

from seeing you burn so completely you become saturn, but rather that i couldn’t bear to see something i can never touch to just–die.

58 minutes before we could even snatch the final signal you were already silent. & oh God, star-smelting, planet-crushing God,

i can’t believe we were here just to see a machine spark into white & silence & then                  nothing. here, for a final breath that we couldn’t even witness.

but who am i kidding? cassini, you would laugh at me. the hands who pulled you to hum would tremble,                but they would

also join you. i’m being selfish, really. yes, you were only machine but you were also our shred of hope. you were humanity, gnashing gravity

with its teeth & saying, we will not be held back by this bullshit. we will not stay rooted here, when we know what fuckery this universe

is capable of. fuck, you laughed at us, didn’t you. still, you said, sure. i’ll do exactly that. then you plunged into a darkness that no other metal 

                                                  could ever dream to know, a silence none of the skin that made you could ever touch.

cassini, you broke apart into hope-hush,                      into the proudest nothing we could ever see.

[1200flowers]

HAVE YOU EVER JUST WANTED TO SWALLOW THE WHOLE THING EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE BETTER

I GOT DRUNK ONE NIGHT AND HELD MY BEST FRIEND'S HAND AND THOUGHT ABOUT MY HEAD

I THINK WE ALMOST GOT HURT. I THINK THE WHOLE NIGHT SKY AND ALL THE STARS SWAM IN OUR THROATS AND I'M GLAD WE DIDN'T LEAVE.

ANYWAYS YOU'VE RUINED ME, MY SEVEN-ELEVEN BOY AND YOUR TWENTY DOLLAR HANDS

I'LL PAY YOU BACK IF I HATE MYSELF ENOUGH WHEN YOU COME KNOCKING

AND I DO AND IM ALWAYS LAST PLACE THE WRONG WAY UP THE SCALE. IM NOT GONNA BE UP THERE WITH YOU. ILL BE IN THE MUD WITH THE BEETLES LEARNING TO SELL MYSELF THE RIGHT WAY.

I WISH I'D KEPT MY TONGUE BEHIND MY TEETH SINCE THE WINDOW OPENED

[butchcoraline-moved]

patron saint of candle-light

!!!!!! this is so sweet but could you explain?

[on-poetry]

would u want 2 go 2 space?

only if it’s gay and communistic

[saintalice]

new years resolution

it is midnight in Michigan and the cold has crawled into the floorboards of your bedroom to sleep. follow its lead and just. be quiet with it, for a while. after that, do more. clear the drawers, turn up the lamp light. call your aunt and throw away your gold shoes. you can't help the gales outside, so stop listening. stop trying to translate their screaming. they're losing December, as they always do. use your energy instead to start breathing and stop bleeding, or at least use the blood to loosen the door hinge. sew the lacerations, burn out the hurting, and shelve the wave by building further inland, on much higher ground. you will live better than last year. get up.

[ufonaut]

which is a worse rock bottom: pouring almond milk in a whole bag of cereal and eating the entire thing out of said cereal bag with chopsticks, or drinking coffee thats more bourbon than caffeine and then accidently stabbing yourself with an expensive pen because your hands are shaking so bad. this is all Highly. theoretical of course

honestly i don’t think either of those are rock bottom because i am extremely and unimaginably impressed at the eating cereal with chopsticks manoeuvre and while i havent drank bourbon or coffee i have stabbed myself with pens 100 times bc i get SUPER SHAKY HANDS for SOME REASON thanks i love u