#gender ranting

[cocorobo]

I don't think I'll ever be out to my family as gender-neutral/queer/fluid just because they don't get it and it would be too draining to teach but I love them and they've accepted the way I choose to present and that's more important

[sweetsacrilege-blog]

Gender/trans thoughts under the cut. You can read it but it’s a bit long.

I really want to wear high heels and an amazing outfit and makeup and great hair and just feel flawless stomping down the street like I’m on the top of the world and make people wish they could have me but they just think I’m out of their league so I just flip my hair and smile at them and they watch my ass as I leave swaying my hips back and forth like a fabulous bitch.

But I can’t.

Because I’m a trans dude.

People would just see me as a woman. And I couldn’t take that.

So instead I’ll just wear my “guy” T-shirts and jeans and boring-ass sneakers and still not pass as a guy and be ugly and fat and sit on my bed like a fucking ass.

But I also want to be a toned guy with a deep voice with great eyebrows and facial hair and a sexy smirk who knows I’m hot shit bordering on cocky with tattoos and wears leather and combat boots and pushes my hair back and make people swoon and want me to fuck their brains out and have awesome abs and a nice big bulge in my boxers.

UGH. 

FUCK GENDER.

WHAT DO I DO??

[cozycoffee]

wow i just learned the word demigender and i really like that??? i really like that word

because i’ve been so confused lately wondering whether i’m cis or agender or genderfluid because sometimes i feel like a girl and sometimes i don’t but i don’t feel like a guy or bigender either, i just don’t feel like a gender

and i was thinking, that doesn’t make sense because you can’t be a girl and also agender, and i don’t feel genderfluid because i don’t feel like other genders besides sometimes feminine and sometimes nothing, and sometimes a bit of both 

but demigender, where you sometimes feel like one gender and sometimes another, or partially one gender and partially another,

i feel like that actually explains my feelings about my gender 

wow

i’m so happy i learned that word

(demigirl is such a cute word too, like wow ace demigirl sounds like an adorable superhero, that’s so great)