Life Sucks Right Now
alright that’s all I needed to say
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Life Sucks Right Now
alright that’s all I needed to say
July 7, 2017
I’m here at work, bored out of my mind and struggling with a the realization that Alex isn’t interested. I swiped right. He clearly didn’t. Somewhere deep in the recesses of my mind I’m hoping that maybe he just hasn’t been on, that he just hasn’t seen me, that I’ll still get the notification. “You have a new match!”
But I can’t think like that. I can’t. I NEED to move on. Well, rather, I need to mourn first then move on.
That was literally the only reason I even redownloaded Tinder. I’ve no interest in dating anyone yet. Definitely not. I just needed to see if we could reconnect. Third time’s the charm, right? And all the conditions are the same as last year - a visit to Warrendale, a gallery crawl with Sara, an upcoming vacation, summer, Dandy Warhols on repeat...it just screams of last year.
Meet you on the bridge again? Tofu tacos? Hold my hand in the park?
The fuck is wrong with me?
Why am I so convinced he and I should be something? He has so so so many flaws and has been a terrible person to me so why I can’t look past it? Why can’t I move on? And god I do not want to eat a carton of Ben & Jerry’s and drink a bottle of wine every day until I balloon up to 130lbs again. I’m still struggling to get back down to below 110.
What a mess.
Meanwhile I’m pissed out of my mind because here I am 500000 miles away from home at work in West Virginia when apparently I didn’t even need to be out here? And then I was hopeful that maybe we’d leave early, work from home in the afternoon, and that isn’t happening either.
Basically I’m in a shitty, shitty mood and I’m so angry and upset about everything I just want to cry but I’m at work so I can’t but goddamnit, as soon as it’s 4:30 and we leave and I sit in my car, let the angry tears fucking flow.
Welcome back! :D I have read your latest post (about Rai and his noble!s/o) and yes, you're getting back here in full swing~ glad to see that :")) about that one-shot--well, write all the way you want~ (SFW/NSFW). I read that you like fluff + enjoy writing it, so if you want to write it like that, please do so :) although--first, I do want to ask you something. What do you think about the possibility of Frankenstein having s/o that is totally-a-NORMAL-person? (+ the reason). That's for now, thx!
OOOooo just when I get back in swing my computer starts having issues! Thank the lord for my older bro! Anyways now about your request, of course I will write fluff(because I like me some good fluff) and writing is genuinely fun! As for your question, I honestly like this idea a lot for the simple fact that I feel that it would bring out a part of Frankenstein that might have been buried or hidden due to having a longer life span then pretty much all humans currently. It might be awkward at first, because of the obvious age gap that would be only known to him, however I feel like it could work. I think it would be a strong possibility because given how he acts with anyone that is stronger then him it would probably be for the best that he has someone more normal. That doesn’t mean that his normal boyfriend, girlfriend, what have you would have to be someone with nothing interesting about them. On the contrary I think that a normal person that is very witty and can keep him on his toes would actually be very believable! This is what I believe of course I just think if someone were to write out a fic with him and a normal s/o it would be really great if written well. :D
Fuck censorship. It was never considered on my end so why should i make that effort? Because I'm a "bigger person"? Naw. I am but i can still be the bigger person and dish it back.
This is for those who doesn't believe in me. One day, I'm gonna reach where you are right now. And one day, you will be out of the game. Everything is a circle. Don't 看不起人 cos if there's birth, there's death too. 📷: @fantastiqobev #latenightthoughts #angstypost #generalthoughts #hanriver #angelbevgokorea #ootd #potd (at Han River)
I like to write poetryIt strings my thoughts out in a line That happens to sound like a Story to me Hopefully Sometime it can be taken seriously Music is the only thing My soul clings too When it comes to the future I know Past regrets Become History Sounds like a good plan to me No more fucking up Grow up For my girl so we can understand what it's like To be truly free And my family can smile And say son You've made a name for yourself I'm proud of you It's never been about the money But I love you
Listen & acknowledge what is being said, as stupid as it may seem to be for you it isn’t to her|him. Feelings are feelings.
Don’t point out flaws, that she|he already knows are there. Insecurities are never to be made a joke out of, it’ll cut deeper within.
Don’t do what you wouldn’t want done to yourself. Be proud of the one you chose to have as a partner. Never make her|him feel any less nor less worthy of your time.
For both men & women it applies. The first duty of love is to listen, respect & acknowledge.
Once it’s reach breaking point, all is hard to ever get back.