need more whump with soft touches. whumper caressing whumpee’s cheek, taking their hand and running their thumb over their knuckles, brushing their hair away from their face, tilting their chin up to force eye contact. whumper lowering whumpee’s guard down so it’s more tragic when they immediately switch back to violence and torture.
ship: clark kent x f! reader | established relationship
cw: mild spice, heavy kissing, suggestive content, touch intimacy, implied fade-to-black, domestic setting
wc: 1,450k
now playing:electric by alina baraz (ft. khalid)
martha and jonathan finally head upstairs, exchanging warm goodnights that cling to the air long after their bedroom door shuts. the farmhouse settles instantly, like the whole place exhales once it’s just the two of you. the only sounds left are the ticking of the stove as it cools and the soft winter wind brushing the barn outside.
krypto trots into the living room, nails clicking on the old wood floor. his tail wags so hard it shakes the end table as he drops his stuffed turkey at clark’s feet like he just made the greatest catch of his life. clark laughs softly. “he thinks it’s real,” he says, kneeling to give krypto a good scratch. you smile and chuckle, “he’s dedicated.” clark glances over his shoulder, and that shy, boyish grin—his grin—hits you right where you’re weakest.
“he’s not the only one,” he murmurs. your breath stutters a little. you drift to his side near the frosted window. the fields outside are dusted with the first thin layer of snow, the barn glowing gold from the lantern jonathan left burning. “pretty,” you whisper. clark doesn’t look outside. his eyes stay fixed on you. “yeah,” he murmurs. “it sure is.”
he’s so warm beside you—clark always runs hot, heat rolling off him like a small sun—and when you nudge his arm gently, he huffs a soft laugh, cheeks going pink. “you okay?” you ask, he pushes his glasses up, rubbing the bridge of his nose like he’s steadying himself. “just… thinking.” you press, “about?” his voice drops low. “you.”
your stomach flips hard—clark turns toward you, his hand brushing your waist—gentle, careful, but with something heavier simmering beneath it. something he’s been holding back all day. “you did amazing today,” he says softly. “my parents adore you.” your eyes soften, “yeah?” you tease. “even after your dad caught us making out in the loft?” clark’s ears go scarlet. “he, uh—didn’t say anything.” you quip back, “he winked,” you say, stepping closer.
clark lets out that helpless, warm laugh that melts you every time. then his hands slide fully around your waist, drawing you into his chest like he’s been waiting hours to do it. “you looked beautiful today,” he murmurs into your hair. “you always do. but today… god.” your fingers curl into his flannel. “different how?” he lowers his head, lips brushing your temple—slow, careful, aching. then his mouth trails down your cheek, warm and lingering.
“made it impossible to think straight,” he admits, voice deeper. “impossible to focus on dinner. on anything.” a spark runs down your spine at the way he says it. krypto gives one sharp bark, tail tapping against the couch like he’s reminding clark he’s there. clark groans under his breath. “you are not helping, buddy.” you let a soft giggle out.
then, before you can speak, clark scoops you up like you weigh nothing effortless farmboy strength and carries you to the couch. the quilt martha laid out earlier is still warm, soft beneath you as he lowers you down. he leans over you, glasses fogged, breath warm against your lips. his eyes look soft and starving at the same time. “you tired?” he whispers searching for an out, you shake your head. “not even close.”
his thumb brushes your cheek, light but burning. “i’ve been wanting this all day,” he breathes. then his mouth is on yours. the kiss starts slow—warm, sweet, clark—but the moment you tug him closer, something in him breaks loose. the kiss deepens, heat blooming fast, his hand sliding to your hip, gripping, his breath catching against your lips like he’s been holding it in all night.
your fingers slip into his hair, tugging gently, and the quiet, shaky sound he makes sends heat curling low in your stomach. outside, snow falls against the fields. inside, the fire crackles low, krypto curls at your feet like a fluffy guardian, and clark’s warm weight presses into you, his touch growing more sure, more desperate. his lips trail down your jaw, your throat, slow but hungry, his breath hot against your skin as he murmurs your name like it’s something he can’t stop tasting.
your hands wander—his flannel, the warm skin beneath it, the steady thrum of his heartbeat—and clark shivers, leaning into your touch like he’s losing himself in it. the farmhouse hums softly around you, warm and safe, the rest of the world fading as clark leans in, forehead against yours, voice low and wrecked. “tell me if you want to stop,” he whispers. you pull him down to you instead and the night melts into the glow of him.
clark is already breathing hard, but the moment you pull him in again—really pull him—something in him cracks open.
his lips crash against yours like he’s been holding himself back for years and suddenly can’t remember why. his hand slips beneath your sweater, warm palm spreading across your lower back, pulling you impossibly closer, like he needs every inch of you pressed to him. your breath leaves you in a sharp gasp. he groans—quiet, shaky, right against your mouth—like the sound alone is enough to undo him.
“god, you feel…” he can’t even finish the sentence, just kisses you again, deeper this time, slow and hungry, like he’s savoring the way your lips part under his. your fingers fist in his shirt, tugging him down, and the shift makes his breath catch hard. he buries his face against your neck, inhaling you like you’re air he’s been deprived of. “you’re driving me crazy,” he whispers, voice cracked and trembling. “you have no idea.”
his nose brushes along your throat, and you feel him smile—this broken, breathless smile—right before his lips trail upward, soft and open-mouthed, every kiss slower and hotter than the last. your back arches without meaning to. his hand catches it immediately—steady, big, warm—guiding you up against him until your chest meets his and both your breaths tangle into one messy rhythm. you can feel how badly he wants you in the way his hands shake just a little.
his thumb drags over the edge of your hip, teasing, slow, leaving sparks in its wake. the kind of touch that makes your stomach tighten and your thoughts slip out of order. “tell me if you want me to stop,” he whispers, lips brushing your jaw. you breathe out, shaky. “don’t stop.”
he makes a sound at that—low, almost helpless—and pulls you into another kiss that steals every bit of air you had left. it’s needy, urgent, clark’s hands roaming higher up your sides, then lower, then back again like he can’t decide where he needs you most. you break for breath, but he doesn’t go far. his forehead rests against yours, noses brushing, breaths mixing, both of you shaking just a little.
“you don’t know what you do to me,” he murmurs. you slide your hand under his flannel, fingertips tracing the warm skin beneath. his whole body jolts like electricity shot down his spine. “clark,” you breathe, teasing, “you’re shaking.” he lets out a laugh that’s not really a laugh—more like a sound of someone completely undone.
“i can’t help it,” he murmurs, kissing the corner of your mouth, then your cheek, then back to your lips. “you make me… god, you make me lose my mind.” you tug him down again, biting gently at his bottom lip. he inhales sharply—too sharply—his hand gripping your hip with a need he’s clearly been trying to hide all night.
“you keep doing that,” he warns softly, “and i’m gonna forget how gentle i’m supposed to be.” your smile is slow, wicked, breathless. “maybe i don’t want gentle.” his breath stops. literally stops. then— “come here,” he whispers, voice rough, and pulls you onto his lap in one fluid, effortless motion.
the shock of the movement knocks a soft gasp out of you, and clark’s hands immediately settle at your waist, steadying you, holding you there, breathing you in like he can’t believe you’re real. your thighs bracket his hips. his hands slide up your spine, then down again. his gaze is dark, blown wide, fixed on your mouth. “you’re gonna be the end of me,” he whispers.
and then he kisses you again—slow at first, but quickly spiraling into something deeper, hotter, messier. his fingers tangle in your hair, tilting your head just enough for his mouth to claim yours fully. the farmhouse feels too warm. the snow outside feels too far away. his breath, his hands, his voice—all of it wraps around you like heat you can’t escape and don’t want to.
every kiss gets heavier. every exhale gets shakier. every touch feels like a promise he aches to keep. you’re both breathless, tangled, trembling with need, kissing each other like you’re afraid the world might stop if you pull away. and clark—sweet, gentle clark—holds you like he never intends to let go.
au: hi darlings ♡
just wanted to drop in with a little update and explain why i’ve been gone for a bit. i’ve been super caught up with school and honestly needed a break from writing after nonstop uploads for kinktober. i’d get random bursts of motivation, but every time i sat down to write, my brain was like “yeah… no thoughts actually.” it happens.
i’ve also been traveling and spending time with family for the holidays, and right now i’m actually in the valley of rio grande city soaking everything in. it’s been good for me to just pause, breathe, and refill the creative tank a bit.
sending loads of love and blessings this thanksgiving day.
all my love, darlings.
l ♡
Silent Tight hug comfort from ratio, Jiaoqiu, DHPT (any one else u can add idk) for reader who feels numb and doesn't know what to do so this is the one thing that makes them feel safe
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The Language of Quiet
Tags: Ratio x Reader, Jiaoqiu x Reader, Dan Heng PT x Reader, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Emotional Support, Silent Intimacy, Physical Affection, Vulnerability, Protective Themes, Healing, Platonic/Interpretive Romance, Gentle Touch, Reassurance.
Warnings: Numbness, Depression Mentions, Heavy Emotions, Emotional Distress.
The library aboard the Intelligentsia Guild was unnaturally quiet. Its arched windows looked out to the drifting stars, but to you, the galaxy seemed unbearably distant—too vast, too indifferent. You sat slumped in one of the high-backed chairs, staring at the marble floor without seeing it. Thoughts swirled, but none solidified. It was a numbness, not emptiness, that consumed you. The sort of weightless despair where even breathing felt optional.
“Lost in abstraction, are we?”
The smooth, articulate voice cut through the silence. Ratio’s silhouette stood at the threshold, bathed in the pale glow of starlight. His violet hair fell partly across one eye, and his gaze sharpened when he saw you. For once, there was no lecture on philosophy, no quip about logic or reason. Just silence. He approached.
You didn’t look up. Your hands lay limp in your lap. You expected words—he always had words—but instead, Ratio lowered himself beside you. The alabaster owl crest on his shoulder caught the light as he leaned forward, elbows resting on his knees. For a long while, neither of you spoke. He seemed to weigh the silence as carefully as he would weigh a theorem.
Then, slowly, his hand reached toward yours. When you didn’t pull away, he shifted closer, and without flourish or announcement, he wrapped his arms around you.
The embrace was firm—unyielding, like a theorem proven beyond doubt. His chest was solid against your back as his arms tightened, one hand curling protectively at your side, the other pressing gently between your shoulder blades. He held you as though anchoring you to the world itself.
Your body trembled once, but no tears came. You felt suspended in the warmth of his vest and the faint scent of parchment and ink clinging to his clothes.
Ratio didn’t move. He didn’t speak. His usual sharp tongue, his wit, his intellect—all of it was absent. What he offered now wasn’t analysis or argument but stillness. He breathed with you, each steady rhythm coaxing your own breath back into sync. For the first time in what felt like ages, your chest loosened.
“You think I only value ideas,” he murmured at last, voice low, nearly against your hair. “But brilliance means nothing if it cannot reach the human heart. You don’t need to speak. Not tonight.”
He tightened his hold briefly, grounding you as though declaring through touch alone: you are here, and you matter. In the silence between you, the universe suddenly felt smaller, kinder. His embrace became a theorem in itself—one not written in ink but in warmth and quiet presence. And it was enough.
The campfires of the Yaoqing battlefield flickered against the dark, their smoke coiling into the night. You sat near the edges, far from the warmth, staring at the embers as though they might tell you what to do. But no answers came. Only numbness. Your body felt like a husk, your mind circling endlessly without direction.
A feather fan stirred the air behind you. Jiaoqiu’s footsteps were light, the brush of his fox tail even lighter as he came to stand near. His eyes were closed as always, lids concealing the damage of poison he once endured, but his other senses never faltered. He tilted his head, listening—not to the soldiers, not to the distant war drums, but to the silence clinging around you.
“You are far from the fire,” he observed gently, his tone soft but pointed, like a physician noting a symptom. “Cold seeps quickly when one lingers alone.”
You didn’t answer. He waited, but when the silence stretched on, he didn’t press further. Instead, Jiaoqiu set aside his fan and lowered himself gracefully beside you. His large ears twitched, catching even your shallow breaths. For a while, the only sound between you was the crackle of firewood in the distance.
Then, carefully, Jiaoqiu turned toward you. His arms lifted with a hesitation born not of uncertainty but of reverence. When his sleeves brushed your shoulders, you didn’t resist. He drew you against his chest, his embrace enfolding you in a cocoon of warmth that smelled faintly of herbs and smoke.
His tail wrapped loosely around your side, a quiet shield. His heartbeat, steady and deliberate, pressed into your ear. You closed your eyes. The numbness didn’t vanish, but the sharpness of isolation dulled.
Jiaoqiu said nothing. He simply held you, his cheek resting lightly against your hair, his breath slow and patient. It was the silence of a counselor, not the emptiness of neglect but the deliberate stillness of one who listens even when words cannot be spoken.
In his arms, the battlefield noises receded, and the futility that gnawed at your spirit eased. For once, you weren’t a healer or a soldier or a burden—you were simply someone allowed to rest.
When his arms tightened briefly, it was as if he whispered without sound: Let me carry this weight with you.
And you let him.
The halls of the Okhema's Bathhouse hummed with distant machinery and water lapping around, but here in your shared chamber, the quiet was overwhelming. You sat against the wall, knees drawn up, staring at nothing. The numbness stretched through every vein, leaving you unable to move, unable to think. A fog. A weight. Safety felt impossible—except perhaps in memory.
A shadow fell across you. “...You’re here.”
Dan Heng’s voice was steady, low, but not without concern. He approached with careful steps, his long coat (?) brushing the floor, his golden horns faintly aglow under the chamber lights. His armor shimmered faintly as he crouched before you, his sharp eyes studying your face.
You expected a lecture about resilience or permanence, something philosophical from a Vidyadhara guardian. But instead, Dan Heng’s expression softened. He reached out one hand—slowly, deliberately—and when you didn’t move away, he shifted closer and drew you into his arms.
His embrace was different than you expected. It wasn’t ceremonial or stiff; it was grounding. His chest was broad and warm, the fabric of his turtleneck pressing against your cheek as his arms enclosed you with quiet strength. He held you firmly, as though he carried not only your weight but the weight of the world, and he would not let either slip.
You didn’t speak. Neither did he. His chin rested lightly atop your head, his long ponytail brushing your shoulder as he breathed in steady rhythm. His heart beat with the cadence of someone who has endured ages yet still chooses to hold on.
In that silence, you felt something shift. He wasn’t urging you to be strong, nor dismissing the numbness that swallowed you. Instead, he offered permanence itself—the promise that even in your stillness, in your uncertainty, he would remain.
“You don’t have to move forward right now,” he said softly, after what felt like hours. “Permanence isn’t rushing. It’s staying, enduring... until you’re ready again.”
His arms tightened, steady as the earth itself. Against him, you felt safe—safer than you had in a long time. His silence wasn’t empty. It was full, brimming with the quiet vow of someone who would not let go.
And for the first time in what felt like forever, you allowed yourself to rest.
