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pretend-youre-aliv3's writing blog! ao3: angelswith3nemies

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˚₊‧꒰♱ juturna’s writing blog! ♱꒱ ‧₊˚

my name is april/juturna (they/she/any) *.• main blog is @pretend-youre-aliv3*.• additional information under cut

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˙⋆✮ ao3: angelswith3nemies

˙⋆✮ published fic masterpost (coming soon)

˙⋆✮ #april’s fanfic archive for fanfic related posts ; #archive of juturna’s own for fic links

˙⋆✮ i write fanfics primarily about danger days by my chemical romance, but requested fics can be other fandoms.

˙⋆✮ requests are open (for funpoison fics mostly). when they are open, they may take a long time to write! i am autistic and i experience burnout really badly, as well as having other projects i am working on

˙⋆✮ one-shot request rules

be aware that i occasionally write explicit fanfics. some fanfics may include violence, whump, sex, strong language, etc. all fics are tagged appropriately.

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[danger-days-confessions]

i sent a party poison emetophilia ask before all this xboyherox shit was rediscovered i’m like a prophet. anyway we still need emetophiliac party poison

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[kick-me-like-a-str4y]

couldnt reblog but op said it was ok if i reposted i just wanted this on my blog

[redrosesforthereaper]

Whumpee accidentally touches Caretaker for the first time since being rescued, maybe their fingers touch when handing over an item or maybe they lightly brush against them in a tight space, and Whumpee immediately panics, apologising over and over while Caretaker tries to calm them down. Eventually, Caretaker is able to tell Whumpee that they didn’t do anything wrong, and that they are allowed to touch Caretaker if they want. Whumpee is too afraid to really believe them and makes sure, going forwards, to not repeat their mistake.

A few weeks pass, with Whumpee slowly getting more comfortable with Caretaker as they learn that Caretaker won’t hurt them, even when they’ve made a big mistake (there was an incident with a spilt glass of juice). Once they start to believe Caretaker that they really are safe there, Whumpee remembers what Caretaker said about being allowed to touch them. Whumpee doesn’t do anything right away, but keeps thinking about those words, especially when they’re alone. Eventually, Whumpee starts inching closer to Caretaker when they’re sitting on the couch, until, after a few days of this, Whumpee finally works up the courage to lean against Caretaker as they’re watching a movie together. Caretaker is shocked, but determined not to do anything to scare Whumpee away. By the end of the movie, Whumpee is curled up in Caretaker’s lap crying quietly, and Caretaker’s arms are wrapped loosely around them.

They don’t actually talk about it, but Whumpee follows Caretaker around afterwards, always looking for cuddles.

[whumpup]

whumpee whose body just. gives up on them. once they reach safety. they feel significantly weaker, needier, more tired, and they Hate it. they've been strong for so long, they've survived on their own through sheer willpower, and now they can barely stay upright for 5 minutes? it's revolting.

I also like the emotional aspect to this!!! they're significantly more sensitive with people that they trust. they used to get through awful, horrid nightmares, insults, abuse, everything, all with a brave face. now they're constantly tearing up, shutting down, reacting to so many things poorly.

[whumpup]

sleep during recovery is so so important to me. hypervigilant whumpee choosing a small, enclosed space for sleep, in order to feel safe. only getting sleep for a few hours at a time, and being constantly exhausted. getting horrid nightmares every night, hating the thought of even laying down out of fear of them.

finally conking out at an unexpected time... falling asleep on caretaker's chest, taking a nap on the couch, falling asleep at their desk as they were working on something. caretaker picking them up and carrying them to bed, with whumpee unsure how they feel about it in the morning... caretaker surprised to see whumpee looking calm and relaxed for the first time....

[alittlebitofwhump]

I am not immune to Whumper going like "ah, ah, ah" in a patronizing voice while they're telling Whumpee not to do something

[gh0sthands]

caretaker finally gets to whumpee to rescue them, but whumpee is just in so much pain from their injuries. they can barely speak. whumpee is screaming, sobbing, whimpering, begging for relief, but there's only such much caretaker can do.

caretaker tries to comfort them while also trying to free them/tend to their injuries/etc. whumpee being at least somewhat aware that caretaker is doing their best, they're just in agony.

[whumpie-comforts]

Defiant Whumpee who has no respect for authority figures. They talk back, lie, disobey, clearly feel very comfortable not being compliant. Except for with Whumper. Whumpee still is defiant but there is this constant tinge of anxiety under it. Whumper can hurt them, has hurt them, and while Whumpee doesn’t want anyone to know that they can’t hide the lingering fear.

[pumpkin-spice-whump]

Whumpees who normalized their abuse/rape/torture so when someone calls it what it was for the first time they break down >>>>>>>>

[whumppromptoftheday]

"i did what you wanted. now let me go," living weapon says to whumper, scratching the dried blood on their hands.

whumper brushes a piece of hair out of living weapon's face, "why would i let you go now? after seeing what you could do for me?"

[kick-me-like-a-str4y]

…in other news i now have an outline for a franthony fic

[whump-bunny]

Whumper hands Whumpee a glass of water.

Whumper: "Drink this."

Whumpee: "...Why?"

Whumper: "Because I told you to. Drink."

Whumpee: "Is... Is it drugged?"

Whumper: "Yup."

Whumper: "What?! Then why the hell would I drink it!?"

Whumper, smiling: "Because you’re not gonna want to be awake for what happens next."

[kick-me-like-a-str4y]

ok ok ok side quest im going to nc for a week what should i write in the car

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korse being canonically gay allows my fanfic to be evil as fuck

[yukcy-muddy-mess]

if i werent deeply emetophobic id write the nastiest shit about gerard's vomit kink in relation to franks stomach problems. like cmon the opportunities are glaringly obvious i mean they lived on a BUS together

[kick-me-like-a-str4y]

UGHHHHHHHHH restarting the sucker punch show idc