Dick was sitting on the floor of his childhood bedroom, his back against the end of the bed, in his hand a baseball. He wasn't sure why he had a baseball in his room. Maybe it was some kind of mandatory rule that all kids must have a baseball in their room whether they play or not. He rolled it back and forth on the floor between his legs, and let out a sigh.
His room was a shrine to his youth. They always joked about Bruce's Grayson Shrine as the room was exactly the same as it had been when he was 8 years old. A Robin Hood movie poster hung over the fireplace. A poster from the circus for his family's act above the bed. A telescope face toward the window. These things he never took. He left these for Bruce. For this room. For this place to always be a memory of him, even when his body didn't haunt the hauls of Wayne Manor.
He was making himself sad now. He swallowed hard, then let out a sigh, throwing the ball into the air and catching it. Pictures on the desk of friends: Garth, long since passed, Wally, Donna, Roy. The original team up. Later Kaldur, Artemis, M'gann. Bette Kane. He and Babs in their youth. Kory.
All these people who had made friends of. And those were just his peers. It didn't count the Justice League. His son, Colin. All these people that his mistake was going to hurt.