#georgie rambles

[ge-whizzer]

don’t you love it when your dash does something right for once

[fraysquake]

so my grandma’s funeral is later this week and i have to decide if i want to speak at all, and i already know my mum won’t be because she is going to be a mess and while half of me really wants to get up and say something, even if its just small, i also don’t think i’ll be able to say more than one word before i break down (if i’m not already crying fml). i’ve literally only ever been to one funeral in my life and it was for someone i wasn’t close to, as opposed to my grandma who literally helped raise me for 10 years. this is a whole different ballgame. 

i honestly don’t know what i even want to say but none of this feels real right now. and i have until tomorrow to let the funeral celebrant know what i’m doing. yikes. 

[okay-cartoon-imagines]

[gunsandfics]

I'm sorry, guess who is the absolute worst when it comes to requests? I've had so much writers block about these requests because I've been worried that they weren't in character, and I know that isn't an excuse but I really am sorry. I'm going away for a week next week, so you'll have another pause where I've dropped off of the face of the earth... I'm sorry, guys. I suck.

[ge-whizzer]

I’ve just realised why American political party fanatics scare me so much,,,,

It’s like the one direction fandom at their peak again

[fraysquake]

after a string of health issues over the last few months i’ve realised how out of control i feel over my body right now, and how hard that’s been on my mental health.

but anyway after feeling pretty crappy lately, i’m trying to change things and take control where i can, which means finally trying to get in shape! which is why i woke up early today and just smashed out a 30 min workout! so even if i can’t control some elements of my health right now, at least i did that today! which also means i’ve continued my 5 day streak of exercise! woo! 

[fraysquake]

so i’ve been super unhappy with my body lately which is really hard when i’m also dealing with issues with self-love and self-kindness (a whole other saga lmao) but i decided i needed to do something about it so i worked out three times last week, and this morning i did another 30 min! and i’m so proud of myself! the motivation! where did it come from? 2020 georgie is on a roll and i think i’m a fan! 

[fraysquake]

fun lil PSA time!

just want to make a quick note that my lil giveaway has now closed and i am slowly working on all of the edits! i haven’t forgotten you all! i just made a big declaration about returning to the oc community and then instead i’ve had to deal with my grandma’s funeral and processing grief and that has temporarily taken over my brain. 

but the edits are a welcome distraction so expect to see them rolling out over the next few weeks, ideally all before new years eve! :)