So, I made this decision to get a cat.
Wonderful idea, I know.
I was going to rescue one, but then, our family friends found a cat with what we thought was 2 kittens.
It was not in fact 2, but 3 kittens.
Someone they knew couldn’t afford to keep them anymore so they were giving them away, basically rescued ig.
I have had them for 3 to 4 days now. And the novelty of cats has worn off. Its like the universe gave me cats but it said, you’re gonna do this in hard mode.
I have found poop everywhere. They don’t see a litter box in the place they usually do because we opened the doors and let them out into the rest of the house? They poop in that spot on the floor. I smell it, then I feel it somewhere on my bed because they walk around with it stuck to their butts.
I mean, I should have more little boxes, I know, but they’ve been okay with 2 if I hadn’t moved them and I don’t have room for more.
They are looked after. I change the litter boxes like 6 times a day.
We were supposed to give 1 kitten to someone and my parents take a kitten but like everyone is waiting for them to grow up a bit.
I’m complaining like an idiot because I should be more prepared but like, I didn’t sign up for this and my sister loves one kitten and the mum cat so I can’t even give them away.
I keep crying cus I’m awake at all hours. I can’t charge anything unless I’m awake to do so and my adhd brain makes all of it a million times harder. I’m a heavy sleeper so I don’t want wires out in case something bad happens.
Anyway, god forbid I try to sleep because atleast one of them will be hopping around on me and then later suddenly I’ll wake up because something that smells entirely bathed in cat food is cuddling my nose.
I love them. So much. I will do everything for them while they’re here with me. I just need to get this out because it’s so hard and I feel like everyone is always looking at me, expecting me to fail.
This is the third day they woke me at 4:30 am. Or more like I got woken at 4:30 because it smelled of poop everywhere.
They’re having fun though and I guess that’s more important to me. Right now 2 are running around. Mother is just sat doing whatever. 1 is sleeping.
I don’t know what to do. I love all the kittens and this is just a 4 am rant. Or well, 5:30 now. If I get enough sleep I’m willing to put up with everything. I think. I don’t know.















