I feel vulnerable and out of control of whatever the hell this is. I don't know if it is my serious lack of trust in people, but my gut is telling me to run and that I am going to come off the bad side of this. But it's hard to keep away when you are this enthralled with another person, ignoring everything else you fear. I want to be the person you pour your thoughts and your heart out to at 2 in the morning because you can't sleep, I want to know what you think about when you're not saying anything at all. I want you to open up to me so I can open up to you, however selfish that may be. Im scared, but I want to let you in. And I want to know everything about you. Your first broken bone, first tattoo, first kiss, what scares you most in life, what you desire most in life, how much Vegemite you like on your toast. I want to know about the beanie your dad has owned and worn for over the past 25 years. I don't know what this is or where it's going, but I think that's all just part of it, no pressure, no commitments. I know I am young and I know I don't even know you yet, and you don't know me. But I want you to. An hour spent with you today and everything else seems insignificant. Consider me enthralled.
