moral ocd + “i want/need to be the Bestest most Moral person ever” npd is a killer combo. and by killer combo i mean it kills Me

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moral ocd + “i want/need to be the Bestest most Moral person ever” npd is a killer combo. and by killer combo i mean it kills Me
need to live in a small town that's creepy and has a local diner that I can go to and get a strawberry milkshake and vegan burger late at night whilst I read my book
Last night I dreampt that sse implemented pony saddlebag pets into the game but they were so malformed and mutated in an attempt to make them small and cutesy that no one bought them. They had to be raffled out randomly because no one would take them by choice, and ppl would walk 10ft around anyone that was unlucky enough to have one as if being near someone with the accursed teacup pony would spread it to them like a disease.
do NOT talk to me i am busy having unrealistic gay daydreams
Watched the most recent Halloween woth @mlmdarkfiction
I certainly have.... thoughts.
I didn't hate it, I actually liked it a lot but... I feel like if they'd done some things differently, it would've been a little more true to the franchise as I know it anyway.
Started my new job yesterday. Here today. It's full-time......
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I'm already burned out
"Kat..?" Ina calls softly. "Um... Kat?? Are you busy?"
Kat wasn't quite herself. Stuck in the veil between life and death thanks to the greylim's magic affects after death. "Sup. can't say i'll be too much help squirt."
having mostly low/fluctuating empathy & sympathy is kind of annoying lol. i want to be the carer and the one who Helps Everyone Through Their Issues and is the best at caring for others. sometimes i can muster that to some extent but sometimes i simply cannot bring myself to feel anything, even when people i care about are upset/venting, especially if it's an issue that has happened/been discussed before. i want to!! but sometimes that part of my brain is simply switched off & i cannot conjure anything :']