Aug 21, 2020
HARRY BINGHAM WON’T BE GETTING HIS DESERVED REDEMPTION ARC AND NETFLIX WILL PAY FOR THAT I SWEAR
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HARRY BINGHAM WON’T BE GETTING HIS DESERVED REDEMPTION ARC AND NETFLIX WILL PAY FOR THAT I SWEAR
not to be dramatic but my adoptive mom always joking around about how I should already be married now that I’ve been learning to cook and then asking me when she’ll get to meet the girls that I tell her I like over to the house and meet her and her husband… literally makes me red and embarrassed and ashamed…
And I hate that deep inside I probably will always feel ashamed about my sexuality since I’ve been hiding it for so long and my actual parents spent so many years telling me they’d rather me be dead than gay… makes me kinda sad that my adoptive mom has no problem saying this out of nowhere while I just can’t do the same… came out to my best friend’s parents nine years ago and ever since I refuse to talk to them about anything gay-related, literally still hiding my screen when lesbian shit comes up because I just don’t wanna make it seem “obvious” that I’m excited to see what happens… same with my friends they have no problem talkin about it outside and amongst people while I’m the one who’s always whispering cause I’m afraid someone will hear and mock me or sumn…how tf am I supposed to outlearn this habit
Let’s be real here I am a sucker for found parent/child relationships. Just hit me with the platonic ships. Tony Stark adopting every stray? yES SIGN ME THE FUCK UP. Nick Furry adopting strayS. I SAY YES SIGN ME UP.
Did you abandon the fics?
No I didn't. I just don't have time and/or motivation to write now because of school and depression.
read, maybe?
a while ago I left tumblr, it didn't make me happy anymore and I wasn't super interested in spn. tbh it felt like a job to just queue things so I left and even uninstalled the app because I thought it would be liberating... but in reality I missed it as it's my way of being informed and connected to the world.
but I was tired of the same spn posts over and over, I had like 5 new followers every month and I lost about 500 so I thought maybe if I followed more people in different fandoms I'd be happier, and I was, at least for a while. I changed my themes, pages, tags, everything but my url, deleted around 30k posts and I was feeling good with my new multifandom blog.
suddenly that wasn't enough and it became worse again. I just don't enjoy this blog anymore, I have a job and I go to school so that's stressful enough for me and since a lot of people are moving blogs I decided I should do that too.
my tagging system is so messed up, I wanna feel free to post other fandoms without the 'non spn' tag that chains me to the spn fandom and as much as I adore this url cause it means too much for me I don't wanna be a spn blog or a multifandom blog, I wanna be a me blog, post whatever I like and stop pretending, I wanna rant and talk about my life freely.
that being said, I will probably follow most of the blogs I follow right now and others obviously. I will post different fandoms (even spn cause I still care a little, *sigh*) and stuff I like. I'll have a good tagging system because I love organized tags and just.. be me.
I won't delete this blog, I love it too much.
My queue is full right now so I'll wait until it's empty to completely move and after I set up my blog I'll announce it so you all can follow if you like, if not, that's okay too.
I'd like to thank you all for following me and making the past 3+ years fun and literally saving me when I was at my worst. a lot of people say this website is shit, but I think we all heal differently and this definitely helped me. I hope you all have an incredible life, I hope you get everything you want, get to be who you really are, love who you want to love, be free.
- gina.
You guys...
I just reached 100 followers! This is amazing. Thank you so much! <3 I’m going to do something special for this: either a follow forever, blog rate or both. I’ll post something once I make up my mind about what I want to do.
So I baked bread today for the first time. 🍞🌿✨
@rosycotton You wanted to see the cardigan 🦋🌿🌷 Show me your clothes!!