May 6
Johnny deserves to be a little manic, I think. As a treat.
He's got so many problems but manic episodes really fit. They fit for him flying off the handles and they fit for him spending all that depressive time in the Pistis too.
I think he absolutely struggled with some form of mh (i always lean toward depression or early bipolar) prior to the military and then you throw loss of a limb and that ptsd on top and the math is mathing.
#myunwellblorbo
#idk I've just been thinking about his mh more lately#i think he forgets about some of these mh struggles while hes on the relic#v's brain carries and negates some of that burden alongside mixing with her own#and then go temperance ending and he gets a harsh reminder of how fucked up his own head is#stick him back into his own body later and it probably gets even worse for a minute#but i do like to think he retained some of that balancing weight from v even after mikoshi/temperance#glitch rambles#johnny silverhand#i know everyone talks about this stuff but still
