๋࣭ ⨳ i fucking hate you. ๋࣭ ୭
↳ ❝ IFHY ❞ by tyler, the creator heavily inspired this fic .ᐟ i really recommend giving it a listen here while reading .ᐟ :3
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pairing : jax (tadc) x ragatha (tadc)
tags : toxic(?) bunnydoll ! , ep5/6 spoilers, angst, smut, smut with plot, oneshot, censored swearing, jealous ragatha, hatefucking, jax being jax, p in v, degradation, hair pulling, creampie, manhandling
word count : 2.5k (got a little carried away here..)
ragatha : blue lines┊jax : purple lines ┊pomni : red, blue and yellow lines┊
summary : ragatha notices how close jax and pomni recently became, she decides to confront him not being so sure about her feelings herself..
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“pomni was one of the best things that had ever happened to me in this damn circus. how does that useless fuck even dare..” ragatha was losing her train of thought while imagining all the most violent ways she could use to kill jax.
she has never, not even once in her life felt this way about someone known for such a short time. since the first day pomni got introduced to everyone in the circus, they immediately became friends and ragatha wasn’t feeling that much alone anymore. pomni was her friend, and she only wanted the best for her so if she ever decided to go and befriend other people in the circus, so be it!
but seeing her with jax at the softball match.. talking on the benches.. literally made her blood boil. not to mention how happy they looked while laying on the grass, looking at the sky talking and laughing like “good old friends”. oh, please. let’s just say seeing them as the “bad guys team” in one of the latest adventures was her last straw. she knew exactly what jax was trying to do but she couldn’t just prove it, not yet.
the only thing ragatha thought she was so sure about was that she was jealous of pomni because she thought she could get easily replaced by jax, but that was not the case. oh how she wished that it wasn’t jealousy for.. him.
she has known him longer than pomni has, and kind of learned how to read underneath every single sarcastic comment, cocky smirk and spite he did to everyone.
not that it was difficult to notice, because trust me, it wasn’t, but of course he knew how important pomni was for her and how jealous seeing him with her all day, during all the adventures could make ragatha. all the things he was doing with her weren’t to get closer to pomni, no. always looking for her, searching contact even physically, making up new nicknames to call her with.. everything. every little thing he tried to hide as “genuine” was part of his big act.
just to push her to her limit.
just to prove her that she actually liked him.
[ WAIT WAIT WAIT- WHAT WAS THAT LAST LINE AGAIN?? you heard that right, reader.. ]
ragatha has actually always liked jax. i mean, it wasn’t a “liking” it was more of a “i hate you but you’re hot” kind of thing..
oh, and him? he did too. oh boy, he did. all the putting centipedes in her room despite knowing very well how much she’s scared of them? just to get her attention. matter of fact, one thing she didn’t know is that he always took them out after being yelled at by her, when she wasn’t watching of course. he just loved teasing her and looking at that cute little face getting all red from the anger while stomping her feet on the ground, as if she didn't know herself she would never hurt even a fly.
while from her? she could only feel the pure, nasty sexual tension between them. maybe it was the such frequent fighting, or the way he looked at her was very different from the way he looked at gangle, for example, while saying the same mean things to both of them. the only thing that was crystal clear in ragatha’s mind right now was the confirmation that he was.. using another girl to make her jealous..? wasn’t it kinda flattering if you think about it?
she’s sitting right beside pomni on the sofa in the tent along with everybody else, she has been staring at the floor for the last 15 minutes while thinking all of this, when suddenly she comes back to reality and notice pomni looking at her with a very confused face. ragatha has just been giggling and kicking her feet like a high schooler for the last conclusions she made in her mind, of course pomni was staring at her like that.
“a-are you okay..? *she looks around in confusion*”
“don’t worry pomni, i just.. i.. i just remember a funny joke! yeah, that’s all!”
she tries to play it off with a little awkward laugh, then pretending like she’s been listening to what kinger, zooble and gangle have been talking about the entire time.
but she has just came to the conclusion that maybe yeah.. seeing pomni spending so much time with jax did piss her off a little bit, but that wasn’t what was making her stay up all night, every night to think about it.. no..
it was the fact that he chose someone else. and knowing that maybe it was all to make her jealous on purpose didn’t make it hurt less.
it was getting late and plus, she wasn’t even listening to their conversation, so she just says goodnight to everyone and disappears into the hallway, walking back to her room. as she reaches for the doorknob, ragatha suddenly changes her mind.
was it finally time to confront him?
she stands in a daze, her hand on the doorknob, contemplating if it was actually time to do it. even if it wasn’t, things with her and everyone else in the circus, besides kinger, were going downhill anyway, so it was definitely worth a shot. with that being said, she turns around and walks in front of jax’s room, she stands still staring at the photo of his stupid face slapped on the front of his door, her fists were closed so tightly she could almost feel the fabric that composed her skin starting to tear.
she doesn’t knock, just calls for him. her stare was blank, her eyebrows furrowed in the angriest expression you’ll ever see on this doll’s face.
“what is it, raggy?~” jax answers from his room, he was already laughing but ragatha didn’t have time for his antics, not today.
“just open the f$@?#ng door, jax.” she wasn’t yelling, she didn’t even sound mad, her tone was just firm and determined.
and there he was, standing in all his glory, he opens the door and leans with his shoulder on the doorframe, looking down at her with his usual cocky grin.
oh, how much she hated him.
she doesn’t say anything, she barely even looks at him and just gets in his room. ragatha is now standing there, in front of his bed, with her arms crossed and a foot tapping on the ground.
“tell me, do you think i’m that stupid? do you think i didn’t notice what you’re doing with pomni?” she gives him a dead stare, the perfect little optimist she got used to being was leaving space for all the rage, confusion, sadness and remorse jax made her accumulate.
“honestly, i don’t even know what you’re talking about, ragatha~” jax says as he walks closer, he’s so calm, his mask hasn’t dropped yet.
“oh, please. i know you couldn’t care less about someone like her. i know you. honestly i’m surprised she hasn’t already figured that out herself, because it’s so obvious you’ve probably never been genuine with anyone in your life ever! because you’re just like that.. a selfish, narcissistic little being that lacks of empathy and just simply can’t be happy from other people’s well being! am i right?” she yells while gesturing frantically, jax was making her feel so mocked with his fake “idgaf” attitude there was no point in hiding her annoyance anymore.
he just stares with an irritated expression before answering, he was pretty much expecting everything from her except for this.
“it’s really easy to talk like you know everything right? you just built an image of me in your head made out of assumptions you.. YOU MADE!” he points his index finger at ragatha poking the middle of her chest, giving her a little push backwards. he walks forward while adding aggressively:
“well, guess what? you’re not actually as good at reading reading people as you thought you were! you don’t know ANYTHING about my intentions with pomni-“
jax suddenly realizes that he was loosing control, he let his guard down and he accidentally let you take a peek inside him, at his true self. and here he realizes that.. she wasn’t here for pomni. why would she even care that much about what you two do together?
not even a split second later you see his pupils dilate again, the usual large grin he keeps on his face starting to form again.
“awww~.. are you jealous, doll face?~ is that why you’re throwing this tantrum, because i don’t give you as much as attention as before~? so cute..” he stands in front of her with his arms crossed, occasionally kneeling down to look at her face to face.
they stare at each other in the eye, ragatha could feel her face starting to burn, so she waits before answering, as red as a bell pepper:
“n-no! i’m not jealous! why would i be?… i-i-it’s just that pomni’s my friend and.. i don’t want you to play with her feelings like tha-“
jax. the tall, purple bunny that looks like he still has to discover toothpaste, that has always treated everyone like s#!t no matter what.. just kissed ragatha? are we talking about the same ass%#le here?
she pushes him away, of course.
“what the actual f!%k do you think you’re doing, now?!” the ragdoll just looks at him with her eyes widened, if we could see her ears they would probably look like they’re being grilled on a barbecue, along with her face, obviously.
“just doing what you came in here for~.. i still have to figure out the reason why you like to fight before having s#x but oh well, let’s just say thank you to zooble’s demand to caine for now~..” jax sits on the edge of his bed with his legs spread open, and pulls her closer to him by the hips.
he never actually got an answer to that from ragatha, at this point she just gave in to her “primary instincts” and decided that maybe.. hate f$@?#ng jax could’ve been the solution to all her problems with him..
they start kissing VERY aggressively, it could almost look like they wanted to chop each other’s tongue off with their teeth. then they fall on the bed, ragatha’s on top of jax until..
he rolls over and blocks her underneath him. they start undressing each other while whispering insults here and there under their heavy breaths, jax hold her arms down by her wrists then starts to go down..
“wait, what the f!%k am i doing?” he chuckles and says while getting up sitting on his knees all confused. he passes his hands over his ears, pulling them back, then looks back down at ragatha and smirks:
“i was almost being gentle with you, doing foreplay and everything.. thank god i realized now that a pretty little sl#t like you doesn’t deserve any of those things.. am i right~?” he whispers while playing with her boobs, massaging them and occasionally pinching between his fingers her hard little nipples, just to watch her flinch and let out little quiet moans that literally drove him crazy.
then he lowers over her, kissing, licking and nibbling on her neck, still having one hand keeping both of her wrists pinned above her head.
“do you want it, dollface?~” his breath was hot on her ear, he whispers gently but with the way he said that, it almost felt like a threat. she turns her head to the side to meet his gaze, bites her lower lip before answering between her panting:
“give it to me.. you f$@?#ng ass%#le~..”
he lets out a soft cackle at that response, but obviously proceeds to give her what she wants.. in what world could he ever say no to her, after all?
he f!%?~d her so hard they both started to struggle with being quiet, his bed was loudly banging on the wall, the way her plush pussy perfectly hugged his raging hard erection while squeezing it when he went too deep was making him go crazy, her tits were bouncing along with the pace he kept, and the air was filled with moans and when i say a lot, i mean a lot of swearing and insults.
“t-take that f-f$@?#ng licorice hair~…”
“ahh~… i can’t feel anything at a-all!~ go harder bunny boy~..”
“oh yeah? can’t feel anything, huh? how about now?~” he flips her over and starts pounding her from behind, making her go ass up-face down. jax totally knew what was coming next, so her pushes her head into the pillow and starts to hear exactly what he expected, increasingly louder moans.
“aww~.. you can’t even talk now.. you’re so cute when you’re helpless, raggy~..”
he pulls her hair to pick her head up, looking at her eyes continuously rolling back with shiny little tears starting to form at the bottom of her waterline, she’s biting her bottom lip and it actually takes her a moment to be able to answer:
“mhh~.. f!%k you, i hate you s-sooo much~…”
“shh.. don’t overdo it dolly, just savor the sour taste of defeat~… you say you hate me so much but you didn’t think twice about letting me f!%k this sweet p#&sy, hm?~”
and now, as he gets closer to finishing, he starts to be rougher and rougher with her, flipping her around again living bite marks all over her cloth body: on the neck, shoulder, on the tits..
“j-jax!~ p-please i can’t t-take it anymore~..”
he leans in and whispers in her ear:
“oh don’t be lame now, sure you can~…” he laughs under his breath looking at how vulnerable and submissive she looked in that moment..
“f-ffff!%kk i’m about to-“ his eyes roll at the back of his hand and he whimpers as he finishes inside her.
he immediately drops next to her, completely exhausted from everything that’s happened in the last.. what 30 minutes? 40? 45? who knows.
“phew.. thank god we’re in this stupid circus so there aren’t any consequences, huh? but i’m sure that even if we weren’t, you would’ve still liked to get filled.. or am i wrong?” jax laughs at her as she flips him off.
“this.. will stay between us, right?” ragatha asks as she sits on the edge of the bed after collecting some of her clothes, staring at the floor.
“it’s not like i’d have a reason to just go and brag about, right?” he replies sarcastically. i guess that was his way of saying “don’t worry, i’m really f$@?#ng embarrassed about this too.”
you both put your clothes back on, and before the doll goes out the door she turns around, and while looking at him straight in the eyes says:
“all this never happened.”
like nothing ever happened.
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writer’s note : i miss the times when we still had hope for bunnydoll guys ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡, anyways! i tried to write something different and it came out longer than i expected.. but i hope you guys will still enjoy it all (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)
if you want to leave a note with advice or anything it would be highly appreciated !! please remember to be kind to me and everyone else in the comments !
