#goddamnit malcolm

[werew0lfhours]

No one was wondering but-

I AM STILL MAD ABOUT THIS!!!

And yes. I am going to post this again because Bri has not apologized for the harm this image that was up for... mmm, 12ish hours has definitely been done, and will continue to do. I am going to yap about this because, this is bad! This isn't a oopsie, its made its way around because THE INTERNET IS FOREVER!!!

Now for some thoughts!

•"She didn't actually draw a transohobic character because C!Lily is cis!!!" You and I know that is bullshit. That's it. She even says this is an "accurate version" of Lily. The main inaccuracy for C!Lily is her not being cis.

And besides, tell me, WITH YOUR FULL CHEST, that she would draw any cis woman lolcow like this. Tell me.

•"This is just how Lily looks on the inside!!!" Go back up. Look at my first point. Ok?

Not gonna Ronald Dahl yourself outta this. If this was "how she looked on the inside," then it would be Liquids art. She purposefully chose all the physical traits that has been said that Lily had herself, is self-conscious about, or has been noted by other people. It is specifically a jab at her physical appearance.

•Just the way that fucking stupid leek is there pisses me off because;

1. It shows how Bri has no concept on the effect sexual assault has on victims other than "I can add a bloodied and ripped skirt for AnGsT and EdGE!!!" Great job. Great fucking job.

2. It shows that Bri cares more about that fucking Gardevor more than any of Lily's actual victims because she put so much effort into you knowing that Lily's perfect sister-wife is "ACTUALLY A VICTIM AS WELL YOU GUYS!!!" When she is written to be the opposite in the Pokémad house comic.

Along with her calling Britt and several others stalkers for rightfully being upset, having to be banned from Lily's first victim and bio sister's discord for posting the incest baby (Bonnie), and that I've been told by Bri that G IS HER FUCKING FAVORTITE CHARACTER FROM MADHOUSE!!!

•Bri has a history of being weird about trans women. I have proof of this because I was a part of some of these convos. She's even says she doesn't like viewing Lily as a trans woman/woman in general. Which, should have been a RED FLAG, but my empathetic ass was like, "She just doesn't understand."

But she is transphobic. 100%. I'm not gonna hold her hand on this. Not when she says this-

Yes, this made me incredibly uncomfortable and like I wasn't safe around her, but she was only cool with me because I am AFAB and still mostly feminine. I've had these screenshotted and saved for months, and they still make me angry. They make me feel stupid for not seeing this bright red flag.

You, as a cis person, do not get to say shit about anyone's transfers.

Moral of the story, don't do this! If you are Bri, apologize and take actual accountability.

[liquid-bonhomme]

I'm not sure who this is actually going to reach and I debated back and forth whether to say anything at all.

Because I am a big boy with big boy responsibilities who has been dealing with big boy shit in my own life I've chosen to more so disengage and obstain from saying anything as it pertains to certain parties I used to be involved with-- wishing them absolutely no ill will, just not really interacting anymore. Saying anything at all publically being a sure fire way to get myself dragged into litigating private shit where the peanut gallery can all watch.

But a good friend of mine,

@thetepes

Or "Sheev" has been implicated now. So I'm going to say something at risk of that happening.

To the people in Malcom's server who have heard Sheev is a "tyrant" and that they "can't have a normal conversation when she is around"-- I know exactly which discord users are saying that. And why. And there's a multitude of screenshots (and an ungodly amount of fucking voice memos) that will give *full context* to what actually happened if they keep talking shit.

Including a certain person, in response to sheev explaining to them she's deaf and did not have her hearing aids in after they repeatedly sent her voice memos, saying, direct quote, "you're not really deaf. You just don't want to listen."

All of that shit is still accessible. The fatphobic comments, the abelism. All of it.

You know who you are. Last warning, bud. The fact that you still haven't fucking moved on is pathetic.

[sai-scribbles]

Sai about the Jasmine v. Brit v. Liquid debate

[watersactuallyprettygood]

I’m just thinking about

“Old families have a lot of skeletons in their closet”

“Yeah, mine had 23”

LIKE MALCOLM I SWEAR TO GOD

[werew0lfhours]

My collection and addressing of one Bri (MBHues/SillyGoblin) and her actions, via crashout roundup.

Alright, to start this off, let me make it clear everything in this is my opinion and findings and done by my own will. And I wanted this to be the last time but depending on what happens, it unfortunately may not be.

I am doing this because it needs to be out there and she needs to be held to her actions.

And also, because I am a spiteful bastard and she hurt my friends with her actions.

Anyway, cringe over, onto the fun.

This is a lie. I have already proven it by posting this:

But, if she wanted to prove me wrong, she could just screen record herself being able to access Courtney's discord. She won't, because she can't.

Next.

This is rich because Bri is the most childish and petty bitch I've ever met. She also is a bro at weaponizing her mental health, especially when critiqued, called out, or if the public conversation she isn't involved in is of a subject she doesn't like. This happened so much that several of us had to play therapist for her in DM's

For example; she has-

Put the owness on everyone else in the conversation and alluded to crying/having a breakdown.

Stormed out of the server for ten minutes before having to pay 1 dollar to get back in to pity post.

Posted this to make it feel like the owness of her mental health staying on track was on us.

And brought up her suicideal ideation when the mod (name with the star by it (also someone she has a vendetta against)) didn't stop the conversation that the SERVER OWNER was apart of.

But... she also thinks this:

Hypocrite

Anyways, Next.

Alright, overall, this is just stupid and I don't feel the need to explain why Lily probably isn't jorking it to satirical art of herself. Especially not Liquid's art.

Look at all those rape related usernames tho

And the reference of making a map, not a floorplan, of where Lily resides. I thought we hated when the Lion man doxxed?

But I think Bri is more mad that people who draw hate art of Lily get more attention than...

The genuine fanart she drew.

Which, is way worse, since we know how Lily is about children and G.

And she knew exactly how bad Lily was when she drew this.

Next

Bri, no one has been talking about you. The only times she has been mentioned is by:

1. Yours truely.

2. Through an anon on other's blogs.

3. After the transphobic ass art.

The one vauge posting is you.

Its... all about Sheev again. And to make Sheev look like a perv by mentioning Kaze's weird takes as well...

She is... you refuse to acknowledge it.

But, you all are also willing to be transphobic for the "DiScOuRsE"!!!

More rape name wrow

Also trans man excusing transphobia for his cis princess, because GOD FORBID you call a spade a spade.

Next-

She is ableist... here, let me show you.

For context, Sheev is Deaf, in a wheelchair, has head trauma, and many other issues.

So, it starts like this.

And it devolves into Sheev and Bri going back and forth (this was before Sheev was a mod, btw).

Because... Sheev was rightfully disgusted by what Bri said.

And then... she starts the voice notes.

Sheev reminds Bri that she is Deaf. But Bri keeps sending voice notes.

She sends over 9, that are a total of *over 2.5 (my fault said 25 instead of putting a period) minutes of her screaming, crying, blaming Sheev, and howling "I'M SORRY!!!"

And then, in the last one.

She goes quiet.

And says; "You aren't Deaf, you just choose to ignore"

At this point, people had begun translating the voice notes for Sheev.

Because she couldn't listen to them. Since she is Deaf.

I sent all these voice messages to Malcolm. He knows they exist. He hopefully has listened to them.

This, I wish I could say, would be the worst thing Bri has done.

But after talking to some others... I was reminded of this fact...

Bri was going to put Lizzy in Bonnie's Day Out.

Which, Lizzy would never consent to.

Which implies Bri would be dramatizing the abuse that Lizzy went through. And that leads to so much more.

Bri was going to jeopardize Lizzy, and give Lily infinite more ammo, for her fucking comic. And that, is unforgivable.

That will be it for now. Trust me, I have more. I will probably post the full Deaf crashout later. It depends on her actions, I guess.

Share this if you feel like it, but most of all, just remember her actions. Her ways. Her behaviors.

[liquid-bonhomme]

Okay I see the asks. Let's get this over with:

My opinion of Sai hasn't changed really that drastically one way or the other. As far as I'm aware, we're still on good terms (after this post that might change, but so it must be.) I'm saying this at the start of this post so it's harder to crop out should the cringe continue and this get included in some sort of "SAI'S ALLIES ALL TURN ON HER!" comp or some shit.

If you're looking for someone to confirm for you Sai's some incidious malefactor-- you're not going to get that here. I know a lot of you who Sai's antagonized are young-- and I'm not trying to invalidate your rage. But if you'd listen to this old man for one second-- the internet is real good at whipping people up into a intensity of emotion rarely ever appropriate. For every reason I have already given in defense of Sai, I'm not going to be able to match that energy. The exact same disagreements I've had with Sai from the beginning hold true.

It feels stupid to be frank that by curse of me making the pour decision to make a parody shitposting tumblr I'm in this position in the first place to have to say something publically. I'm literally fucking no one, but.

There's really no tea here-- I drifted away from Sai for the exact same reasons Ant and Crim did. Around the same time too-- which was months ago. A bunch of small things added up. Uncomfortable comments, tense discussions, the asymmetric standards in which some people got banned, and some didn't.

If you're looking for confirmation that I had one interaction too many with either Sai directly or what was considered permissible in her community-- yep. I did. Things indeed were said and done that surpassed my level of tolerance. To me and about others. And sai if you're reading this and thinking, "well why didn't you talk to me?" I did. And i know others attempted to aswell. We were never that close-- so I don't think you would have appreciated me pushing any further than I did. I have a "no saying shit you wouldn't say to people's face" policy. You want to hear it I'll lay out for you every single one of my grievances. I'll send you my *own* screenshots of everything I've said about you were you can't see. Happily. But I'm telling you right now it's nothing I didn't try to at least lightly confront you about already. You should have a very clear idea of what and why I peaced out. And I've been as respectful as I can of the fact you've made it clear you disagree.

I never even left. I just stopped opening it when the amount I'd see shit that pissed me off just reached a point it was better to just not. Not unless someone pinged me. If anyone who's still in Sai's discord is going to get upsetti spaghetti by me making this post-- like, what do you want from me? Are you suggesting Sai or anyone is entitled to my mental energy? I got better shit to worry about, my dudes.

I know how this dog and pony show goes. I saw you guys calling Ant and Crim all sorts of things. Regardless of the fact the only reason any of us have had to publically say anything is because people around Sai are getting dragged into her drama by association.

Genuinely, no ill will to Sai. She's a person on her own path that makes her own choices. That part is probably going to fall on deaf ears-- I know what the internet is like, but. I just ran out of spoons man. The vibes were no longer on point for me dawg. I'm not one to burn bridges. Peace and love. All father bless you on your travels. You need not seek any forgiveness from me. It's chill. We good sis.

Though I imagine me saying that isn't going to feel any less like you're being kicked while you're down-- and I'm sorry. Genuinely. I promise I had no plans to say anything publically until I had to for Sheev's sake. Thems the breaks.

No more asks about Sai now plz thx babes love you kiss kiss xoxo gossip girl.

[liquid-bonhomme]

Just a random aside in regards to Hasan's dog-- really just dogs in general because this is bothering me.

This shock collar hysteria has really made me realize just how much people don't train their dogs properly.

Now I suppose there are quite a few dog breeds you can kinda get away with not having the best, most structured training with. With some dogs, good enough is good enough, but.

Kaya is 100+ pounds and part Chow Chow. Very sweet baby, but could have easy become an actual threat to herself and others if she wasn't trained properly.

Because you guys don't watch Hasan's content I'm guessing you didn't see what a little menace she was as a puppy and how MUCH Hasan had to work with her to get her to well-behaved good girl she is today.

She's a rescue-- rehoming situation. He had no idea what breed mix she was when he got her-- but he has experience with training dogs, so. When he identified that Kaya was on a whole other level when it came to the havoc she could cause (both by getting a DNA test and just-- well, her observable behavior and how big she could possibly get) he did the responsible thing and got a professional trainer to come in and get this shit locked down.

And even with the best dog trainers in the world-- if you don't reinforce the training, it's not going to be nearly as effective at controlling the dog.

I'm no expert on dogs myself, to be clear, but one of my uncle's retirement hobby was dalmatians. He loved his dalmatians. But if you don't know about what they are like-- they are actually one of the breeds I'd almost say if fair to make people get a license to own. That he had them while I was a child and they were safe for kids to be around at all is a testimate to how well he trained them. And when I was old enough to not get scared by him being frank with me as to why, he explained it. (Side note: "Jean-Guy Joy" is a pen name. This is actually the uncle I got that name from, "Jean-Guy." He was a cool guy-- for many reasons. Rest in peace oncle Guy.)

Anyway. Hasan literally brought Kaya to the No Kings protest. That's how well trained and well desensitized she is.

You gotta give the man his flowers by doing right by his animal here.

[liquid-bonhomme]

did you see blackishhh's new video on sai? its very 19/20-year-old of him. its so hard to take him seriously he edits like a ytp. its like a step down from that gone fishing person and not as obnoxious. i was too busy laughing at oddness of jewish sai (because she's neutral on palestine i assume) thumbnail and "niggerposting" (?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!?!?!!?! im black i can say it just. what? do u want ur video taken down?) and the absurdist nature of it all i didnt digest any of it to heart :C he also didnt touch on anything you or thetepes or anyone else really went thru with sai it was mainly just covering sai and anthony. like hes funny otherwise which is why im subbed but i just. what?

I'll be honest I don't really know who Blackishhh is. Like I know of him, I've seen him mentioned a few times.

I'm not really following any of the chatter, like outside of what I'm sent tbh. And anything I end up watching based on my own curiosity.

And uh-- okay, I don't know what he said, I'm going off of what you're telling me right now-- I. . . Personally don't blame people at this point to assuming Sai is a zionist. Based on everything else, I understand why no one is willing to give her the benefit of the doubt on that.

Do I think she is? No. I think she, if anything, has demonstrated she's totally lost when it comes to what's going on with the Palestinian genocide. Which isn't a . . . Surprise to me. But.

I genuinely fear me saying that is going to immediately trigger ten people sending me screenshots of her being an obvious zionist-- and if those exist, I'll eat my words lol.

(Yes I've seen the 'From the River to the Sea' post. As I currently understand it though that slogan has been widely accepted by the pro-Palestine movement and I am in support of it personally. But, it is not totally agreed upon as productive even among Palestinians and anti-zonist jews in the movement. That's going to happen with any rallying cry in a political moment though.

Do I think Sai knows that? No. But her having disagreements with it 'sending an aggressive message' or whatever is very predictable to her typical liberal fencesitting. Or she's literally that committed to being anti-Hasan she'll use that to suggest he's an asshole too. Aggravating but . . .

I don't know guys. You tell me. I'm really not an authority here. My opinions here are genocide bad. Apartheid bad. American puppet states bad. If this is a bad take you're welcome to yell at me in the anons over it. I'll for sure hear you out.

Free Palestine. From the river to the sea.)

But uh-- yeah. Anti-seminitsm ain't cute broskies. Even with a pro-palestine tag on it. The Jewish diaspora is not Israel. The Israeli people are not Israel. No Nick Fuentesing. Bad. Naughty. Don't make me take out the spray bottle.

On the topic of me and Sheev (thetepes)-- honestly it wouldn't surprise me at all if no one covers what I've been talking about ever.

I mean we're kinda nobody. Totally auxiliary. Sheev is slightly more notable than me as a mod, but.

Honestly I'd be shocked if any channels covering this know I exist? And even then I'm just kinda a rando.

But uh. . . I don't know. If any youtubers are reading this-- eh, bonjour vous gars? Je suppose? Uh if you want anything summarized or to message me feel free. I'm an open book. I'm willing to chat with whoever. I'm not going to talk shit where I don't feel it's warranted and you're not going to be able to egg me into saying something harsher than I already have been. But I'll be honest, so.

But uh-- yeah, ghost, even if Opp block or Beckett or Blackishhh or fucking Lio or whoever else know who I am, I'm not really being mean enough here to be worth it to acknowledge me probably.

Like that's not even intended as a dig. This is content they're producing. And I have some disagreements with some of their approaches, but genuinely I don't think anything I'm saying or my perspective is relavent or interesting enough for them to include. Like, from a content perspective. I'd be the equivalent of one of the million randos KP included in her Saber video. It's fine.