Okay I see the asks. Let's get this over with:
My opinion of Sai hasn't changed really that drastically one way or the other. As far as I'm aware, we're still on good terms (after this post that might change, but so it must be.) I'm saying this at the start of this post so it's harder to crop out should the cringe continue and this get included in some sort of "SAI'S ALLIES ALL TURN ON HER!" comp or some shit.
If you're looking for someone to confirm for you Sai's some incidious malefactor-- you're not going to get that here. I know a lot of you who Sai's antagonized are young-- and I'm not trying to invalidate your rage. But if you'd listen to this old man for one second-- the internet is real good at whipping people up into a intensity of emotion rarely ever appropriate. For every reason I have already given in defense of Sai, I'm not going to be able to match that energy. The exact same disagreements I've had with Sai from the beginning hold true.
It feels stupid to be frank that by curse of me making the pour decision to make a parody shitposting tumblr I'm in this position in the first place to have to say something publically. I'm literally fucking no one, but.
There's really no tea here-- I drifted away from Sai for the exact same reasons Ant and Crim did. Around the same time too-- which was months ago. A bunch of small things added up. Uncomfortable comments, tense discussions, the asymmetric standards in which some people got banned, and some didn't.
If you're looking for confirmation that I had one interaction too many with either Sai directly or what was considered permissible in her community-- yep. I did. Things indeed were said and done that surpassed my level of tolerance. To me and about others. And sai if you're reading this and thinking, "well why didn't you talk to me?" I did. And i know others attempted to aswell. We were never that close-- so I don't think you would have appreciated me pushing any further than I did. I have a "no saying shit you wouldn't say to people's face" policy. You want to hear it I'll lay out for you every single one of my grievances. I'll send you my *own* screenshots of everything I've said about you were you can't see. Happily. But I'm telling you right now it's nothing I didn't try to at least lightly confront you about already. You should have a very clear idea of what and why I peaced out. And I've been as respectful as I can of the fact you've made it clear you disagree.
I never even left. I just stopped opening it when the amount I'd see shit that pissed me off just reached a point it was better to just not. Not unless someone pinged me. If anyone who's still in Sai's discord is going to get upsetti spaghetti by me making this post-- like, what do you want from me? Are you suggesting Sai or anyone is entitled to my mental energy? I got better shit to worry about, my dudes.
I know how this dog and pony show goes. I saw you guys calling Ant and Crim all sorts of things. Regardless of the fact the only reason any of us have had to publically say anything is because people around Sai are getting dragged into her drama by association.
Genuinely, no ill will to Sai. She's a person on her own path that makes her own choices. That part is probably going to fall on deaf ears-- I know what the internet is like, but. I just ran out of spoons man. The vibes were no longer on point for me dawg. I'm not one to burn bridges. Peace and love. All father bless you on your travels. You need not seek any forgiveness from me. It's chill. We good sis.
Though I imagine me saying that isn't going to feel any less like you're being kicked while you're down-- and I'm sorry. Genuinely. I promise I had no plans to say anything publically until I had to for Sheev's sake. Thems the breaks.
No more asks about Sai now plz thx babes love you kiss kiss xoxo gossip girl.
