so i know that today i’ve been wanting to write about something.. but i didn’t know exactly what. today in church my pastor talked about many of things (oh so descriptive, i know) but he talked about things that i truly felt like i needed to hear but i don’t want to write about that. i want to write about something thats been on my heart and that i’m pretty much writing for myself. anyone ever feel like you’re constantly praying and waiting for those prayers to be answered? whether its a relationship, a job, friendships, family issues, etc. prayers that we are patiently and eagerly waiting on God to answer? i dont know about you but i know i do. why haven’t i met the man that God has for me yet while all of my friends are either pregnant, engaged, and or married? why does it seem like everyone is living their best life while i feel like i STILL don’t know my purpose and feel as if my life is just at a stand-still? yes, i’m making improvements in my faith but everything else doesn’t seem to be falling into place. that’s it .. this is when we have to have faith. this is when we have to walk by FAITH not by SIGHT. you can’t compare the journey that God has placed you in with someone elses. He knows what he’s doing in your life. He knows what successes are about to come your way. while it may seem like he doesn’t hear you because the prayers that you crave most to be answered hasn’t been answered, doesn’t mean he 1. doesn’t hear you 2. isn’t answering those exact prayers. we may not get the results we were looking for so in that moment of defeat and just like, ugh what is going on! frustration, take a second and say to yourself.. what i wanted isn’t what God wanted for me because he has better or he’s going to give me what i asked for & more but ON HIS TIMING. He knows the right time to send certain people into your life, certain jobs, opportunities, but you CAN’T give up. you can’t lose faith. our God is great! he has yet to fail us and won’t. he’s moved many mountains, BELIEVE that he can move mountains in your life too.you just have to believe that God hears you and he’s working. just take a breather and believe in HIS process.
i lowkey feel like this whole post was all over the place but it’s from the heart.
*God please bless every single person that comes across this post. any struggle that they may be going through, Lord please take it away. stand by their side and walk with them through all of their battles. may they praise you because you are worthy Lord. have mercy on us for we aren’t perfect but your love is unfailing and your love is what we strive for. we can’t do any of this without you Lord. In Jesus name we pray, Amen.*
