I haven't write in a while, and it's usually in times of great sadness, but well that's why I haven't write, because I've been happy. 11:13am on Friday at Natalie's by myself smoking a blunt. That's what I like. Some things are advancing, whilst some aren't, getting work don't seem to be a problem anymore and I'm getting more confident, and to a point standing up for myself is just what I do now. Guess you could call it paranoia or some sort of problem, but my perspective on life is so simple, and I've realised that problems are just problems, and life works itself out because that's just the rules. Time heals everything, apart from hate which is sad really. To be happy you've gotta let all the hate go, sure I'm problematic and mean to certain people that deserve it but shiiit, hate was the worse thing I held on to, Hate just takes over you just to generate anger, sadness and negative vibes? Why? Who knows but that's what hate will do to you, and when it has ,you won't even realise or understand until you take a step back. Realise you are becoming the problem and not solving it. It's okay just go out today, say something nice to somebody and share love. Money and Drugs don't give you what sharing happiness can. Go out today and don't feed your hate, feed the love that this town, country and earth oh so desperately need. You may just feel like a brick in the wall, but enough bricks can make a castle, a fortress. You can make a difference in this world so go do it. -Lawson
