Ratchet (Transformers) Chapter 10
"I'm looking for a head nurse, about this tall, bossy as hell."
You grin at your friend's remark. "John, didn't I tell you not to swing by unless you have-oh!" smiling, you take the coffee from his hand. Jonathan was a doctor working in the cardiology department.
You'd been friends shortly after joining. He was one of the few men here that didn't look down at you. Taking a seat, he sips from his coffee.
"So where's your hot assistant, haven't seen him around. Did he get tired of your wonderful personality?
"Full of jokes today, aren't you. "
"Always."
You smile, but today, it feels a bit forced. Ratchet has been gone for two weeks. You went out some nights, even tried picking up what you can, but it was so quiet. You couldn't even track Lockdown's spark anymore. It was unnerving.
"He put in leave. He had a family emergency he needed to attend to." You say that with a heavy heart, technically, it isn't a lie. He was out there somewhere looking for his family.
"You cared about him."
Jonathan's assessment makes your hands tighten on your cup.
"I never officially met the guy, but I can see it on your face. You're worried about him. "
Jonathan is as perceptive as ever.
"Did you tell him how you felt?"
"It's not that easy, things between us were a little complicated."
"Ah, that word. The one adults use whenever they're scared of something."
"I'm not scared!" you're a bit defensive, and you don't mean to snap at him. But it hurts. Ratchet is gone, for all you know he could be dead. With all you were capable of, you still feel incredibly useless.
"Then find him, and tell him how much you care. It's better than sitting here feeling sorry for yourself. Wallowing (Y/N) really isn't a good look on you."
Jonathan offers a little smile, and you giggle.
"You're such an ass sometimes, I can't imagine how Elizabeth puts up with you. "
"Well she had my kid so I think she's already in too deep." You shake your head with a laugh. He's content looking at the smile on your face. Flipping his wrist, he looks down at his watch.
"I'll catch you later, let me know when the wedding happens." he snickers, shutting the door and you groan, pressing your head to the desk.
"I miss you.."
It was no one's fault but your own.
You should have never fallen in love with him.
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"That rodent is quite irritating, would you like me to dispose of him?" Your eyes drift to the window, and you laugh. Ratchet is referring to your neighbor's dog who's currently barking at who knows what.
"I don't think that would go over very well, here, let's watch a movie." you guide him to the living room, and Ratchet follows. He takes a seat next to you, and you pick up the remote.
"So what are you in the mood for?"
"Crime."
"Oh, you like crime series?"
"Yes, those procedural shows give a good insight on the human mind. The more I learn the better." you sigh. So this was more from a strategic point than a personal interest.
"We're watching a comedy."
"What, then why ask!" He looks a bit offended and you can't stop the laughter.
"Because I thought you actually liked crime, not trying to do homework. Comedy here we come!"
Ratchet swipes the remote from your hands.
"HEY!"
"Now I have the controlling device." He clicks a button, but nothing happens and his brows scrunch up. He starts pressing random ones, all except that one that actually turns on the tv. You just sit back with a grin, enjoying his struggles. "Why is human technology so unnecessarily complicated!"
"Heh, that's what you get." He turns his gaze on you, and you swallow at the mischievous look he wears. "W-Why are you giving me that look?"
He gets closer and you jump off the couch with a laugh.
"I don't know what you're planning but stay back!!!" Ratchet chases after you with a laugh of his own.
The memories that flash through your mind just add to that emptiness you feel in the pit of your stomach.
"Please don't go.."
That's what you should have said.














