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Theirs something in the dark

Brewing up a fright

I can feel it in my soul

Hes come for me tonight

I dawn my shearest gown

Let my hair lay down

I slip on some boots

Start walking out the door

The deepest deathy howls

Fill my awating ears

I walk slow

Over come my fears

Tick tock tick tock

Why is there a clock

Animals cannot tell time

They only measure thing by fear

Now that I'm out here

I suppose that's what I'll do

Remember this feeling

Measure it too

One.. Two.. chills run up my back

Three.. four.. tickels on my neck

Five.. six.. limbs stiff like sticks

Seven.. eight.. heart heavy like a weight

Nine.. ten.. tick tock again

Awooo goes the howling of the trees

The branches shake like my knees

Theirs a fire in the distance

Giant shadows can be seen

I want to be a part of them

I have to build up stength

One foot after the other

This will be my fate

Getting closer now

I can smell your lust

I open up my gown a bit

Breathe in all your musk

Growling fills my ears

You lift me by my throat

My gown is torn away

You look like a goat

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Jaybird

My sweetest little bastard

Laid upon the alter

As naked as a jaybird in the spring

His screams could be heard for miles and miles

That didn't bother me

My sweetest little bastard

Laid agains me crying

As his blood washed over me

His screams could be heard for miles and miles

That didn't bother me

My sweetest little bastard

Revealed the biggest harvest

My hubby was so proud of me

The fields could me seen for miles and miles

That didn't bother me

My sweetest little bastard

Brought the mildest winter

The ground stayed soft like spring

The ranchers could be seen for miles and miles

They never bothered me

My sweetest little bastard

Never got any older

My stomach began rising

The butchers could be seen for miles and miles

This was my offering

My sweetest little bastard

Laid upon the alter

As naked as a jaybird in the spring

His screams could be heard for miles and miles

That didn't bother me

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The Ramblings of Sundays

I cannot plan an instrument

So I will sing a tune instead

the click of my keys take me far away

I just want to leave this place

So many things I have to do

I just simply cannot choose

Follow me into my world

We lock eyes and start to twirl

We can have tea and toast for two

I just want to be with you

I cannot play an instrument

So I will sing a tune instead

The click of my heals takes me far away

I want to disintegrate

So many things I wont do

I just simply can’ t leave you

Follow me into my world

I lost my keys

I’m going to hurl

We are going to be stuck like glue

I can’t stand me

How can you

I cannot play an instrument

I have no real talent

I should quit.

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Endless Snow

Here we are yet again

Pulling your head out of the toilet

The smell burns my nostrils

The music is thumping through the door

I can hardly think

Your hair is tangled in my fingers

I lean against the bathtub

You continue to vomit

My whole body feels as tho it is on autopilot

I want this night to end

I glance over at you again

Finally passed out

Grasping the sink I struggle to stand

What a damn fun house of horrors life can be

You lean and weave in and out of fun and terrible situations only to die in the end

Life should have a profound meaning to some but me

I hope I make it to the next day alive

I’m not saying that I’m reckless

I’m saying you are

We all are damn

Sometimes our lives just crash together like cars on a slick midnight road

Where will we all go or end up

Day after day

God damn

I need another fucking drink

Time for you to think

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The Ocean

My mind is a haze and I struggle to find the words that make my soul feel complete. I wonder if the stars have to be just right to feel like I belong again. Weighted down by gloom and dread. I phase through days without any care. Cycles repeating like a waves of the ocean. Always the same and never fleeting. I want a storm to rise inside of me and carry my body high above the land so I can see how others around me suffer as I do. Heart racing with the thought of coming back down with that constant lapping of the water against the soft sand. How dare my brain hold me hostage as I struggle for consciousness as I can hardly stand to be. I want to feel alive again. I want that rush of adrenaline. Take me to the ocean and let me sleep in the sand. Blanket me with your love and sing songs that will make me feel whole again. Never alone again.

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My thoughts are like a pebble slowly falling to the bottom of the fish tank. The more tired I am The darker they get My worst memories always settle here Every night I'm here At the bottom of the tank Busiest of days cannot erase you You'll never know how much I hate you At the bottom of the tank I wait Until the darkness takes you away To start again another day

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Laundry Cat