#grey.txt

[maulsearpiercing]

look at that stupid face. i wanna put him jar and shake him

[autisticakaashitruther]

Haikyuu is so great because it has all these quotes like "you can fly even higher", "the idle fleeting thought that he was a star crossed my mind", "as long as I'm here you're invincible" and you might think they are from a romance novel but no they're actually from a volleyball manga

[steviesnash]

malvie details

loved making this!!

[creativeusermeme]

so would all three of you who follow me be annoyed by a massive influx of dragon age oc content because i'm replaying origins and i already have THOUGHTS. too many of em.

[crying-over-cartoons]

i can’t wait for the mario movie to come out, its either gonna be the best thing since goncharov (1973 dir. Martin Scorsese) or its going to be the most mediocre thing since cars 2 and i can’t wait to find out which

[agreymatter]

im not okay, in fact, i'm feeling quite feral at this moment

[thesunisalsoastar]

grey

the world is made up of infinite colours. more importantly nothing is ever morally black or white here. we only have grey areas with a different shade of grey to suit the thing, person or situation. one of the most complex and confusing grey areas i’ve seen and experienced is the parent-child relationship. broadly classifying is never a good idea morally but hey i’m already talking about a grey area cut me some slack. anyways broadly classifying there will be parents and kids who are happy and content with their relationship on the sunlit end of the spectrum. then on the other extreme we have the crime patrol dastak(an indian tv show that talks about real life crime) level of abuse and trauma.

majority of us however donot fall on either side. we’re in the gray area, less sunlit, less trauma. obviously being in this area will always be 100% better than ever being on the worse side of the grayscale. today though i want to talk about how complicated being in this area for the mind and heart is. feels something like this-

i will never find it in myself to hate you but i will never be able to write about how happy and perfect we are because we never have been. i never go a day not thinking about about how much i love you and how much you love me but i struggle and hesitate when i have to say all of it out loud. i would never wish i had different parents but i so desperately wish you’d been different in your ways. i know i will always have a place to come back to when i’m 35 and tired and need a break from life but you will never know all the times i cried myself to sleep at 17 or 24. your presence will always be the first home i ever knew and will always feel like home but you as people will never be my home. i know you’ll always want the best for me but you confuse what’s best for you and the rest of the world with what’s best for me sometimes. you always said you talked to me as a friend but where did the friend in you go?

i will never find it in myself to blame you for any of it because of my love for you but everytime i look back at my life the drained energy and tears remind me of you, how do i change that? i will never be able to form any combination of the 26 letters to do justice to everything you’ve done and sacrificed for me but how do we get past the fact that some of the other things you did have me writing this on this paper right now?

grey. grey. grey.

[crappyincorrectkpop]

hey loves, im pretty sure no one actually keeps up with this account like they would with bigger accounts but just incase anyone cares- hi ! im grey :) ive been running this acc for i wanna say 3 years now ? i havent been posting recently purely because i honestly just don’t use tumblr that often anymore and because i have no inspiration lmao. ill try to keep up with posting at least once a day like i used to way back when. anyways thats all i had to say, bye bye 💕

(btw feel free to submit posts if yall want, i feel like that would be really fun but i dont really have a lot of followers so idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)