#grumpy chef

[catfever7]

At work today, we had our monthly team meeting and a bunch of us dressed in costumes.

I found a wonder woman t-shirt and head band.. the wonder woman shirt is a size large.. and it fits, which is crazyyyy to me.

I'm going out for drinks tomorrow night with some guy, Saturday I have a coffee date during the day, and drinks with a different guy in the evening and Sunday I'm going to visit a friend (and former chef coworker from my sushi days).

[akosiyunays]

Sabi nila wag ko daw pipigilan yung sarili ko na magkagusto sa iba. Kas, maliban sa malayo kami sa isa't-isa, wala din naman "kami". Eh ang problema nga sa sobrang loyal ko kahit hindi kami hindi ko magawang magkagusto sa iba. Sya talaga yung mahal ko e.

[akosiyunays]

Hindi ko alam kung masyado lang ako nag-iisip. Hindi ko alam kung ako lang talaga ang may mali. Hindi ko alam bakit pakiramdam ko may nag-iba sa'yo, sa atin. Hindi na tayo kagaya ng dati. Nasaan na yung masaya? Gusto kita makausap. Gusto ko itanong lahat lahat ng nasa isip ko, hindi kasi ako patulugin nito. Lagi akong nababagabag. Lagi akong takot. Lagi akong malungkot. Gusto ko ulit maging masaya, gusto ko uli maging masaya tayo. Pero paano? Gusto mo din ba? Gusto mo pa ba? Sana. Sana.

[akosiyunays]

Kanina, nag-iinarte ako kasi sineen mo lang ako sa fb. Feeling ko kinalimutan mo na naman akong tawagan at natulog ka na. Kung ano-ano na tuloy na isip ko. Naisip ko na baka ayaw mo na ng set-up natin. Baka hindi ka na masaya. Baka nagsasawa at nasasakal ka na. Baka. Puro baka. Tapos naiyak na ako. Tinext na kita. Sinabi ko na nag-aalala ako kasi sineen mo lang yung message ko sa facebook. Hindi ko kasi alam kung nakauwi ka na, galing ka pa naman sa inuman. Bigla kang tumawag. You're talking gibberish. Halatang lasing ka na and maingay talaga. Then sabi mo hindi ka pa nakakauwi. Sabi mo wala ka na load kaya tawagan kita. Nagpaload ako para matawagan kita kasi nga nag-aalala ako. Lumabas ako at naghanap ng loading machine ng ganitong oras. Nung nagkaload na ako, timawagan na kita. Sabi mo nga hindi ka pa nakakauwi pero wag ako mag-alala kasi hindi mo naman dala kotse mo. Nag-taxi ka lang papuntang Taguig. Syempre napanatag na yung kalooban ko. Then, sabi mo mamaya na tayo mag-usap pag-uwi mo kasi kokonti nalang naman at matatapos na din kayo. Kaya mo pala ako sineen kasi may wifi sa bahay ng kaibigan mo at alam ko na kahit may wifi sa lugar na pinupuntahan mo, hindi mo magagawang ipagpalit ang mga kaibigan mo over wifi (kaya kita love e). Tinanong mo din kung matutulog na ako. Babe, never akong nakatulog ng hindi ko alam kung nakauwi ka ng safe kaya iintayin talaga kitang makauwi at makausap bago ako makatulog. Haaay! Nakakainis ka naman. Tapos ang sexy pa ng drunk voice mo. Maderpader! Yung inis ko nawala kasi ang lambing lambing mo. Punyeta! Isang lambing mo lang, bumibigay na ako. Miss na kita sobra talaga! Pakita ka na sakin bebe kong masungit. Please. Please. Please.

[catfever7]

So this week for work I went back to Jantzen Beach after not being at that store in FOREVER (like 5 months). All my favorite people are still there and customers have been so happy to see me too. It’s a nice feeling, knowing you were missed.

The chef there is no longer Nila (Momma Chef). It’s this guy named Nein , and who is he the brother of??? HAF chef. Like wtf!! He’s on the phone with his brother and he’s all my brother wants to talk to you, so I talk to HAF chef (who’s working in Montana with Grumpy chef) and HAF is all “Be good to my brother at work..and no kissing him” like WTF .

Last week I worked with Seattle Chef, who kept calling me his GF or his naughty girl o_0 and now HAF chef and his brother. Dear Jesus.

So yeah that’s work…

And then there is the home search. Still looking, I might have a new lead . We shall see. Maybe I’ll just buy a car and stay at my parents house longer? Also RPT offered me something, when she moved to Indiana she said once she’s all established I am welcome to come there. Well RPT is all established, has a nice apartment, a job that pays well..and told me if I need a change, and want to GTFO of Portland there is a place there for me. Which is incredibly sweet of her to offer.

[catfever7]

Oh yeah work shit....

Cougar gets back to the US from Indonesia on Tuesday...she will have a few days to rest then she is going to work in Wyoming.. :(  I wont get to work with her now and no one currently is training me to make sushi.. fml.

Nasty is still in Cali..no idea if or when he is coming back, but by the looks of his pictures on facebook he likes it there (who can blame him though).

Laidback tried to borrow money from me last week, at first I said yes, but then I was like Fuck no. You make more money then me AND you "supposedly" just won $7,000 at the casino in March.. so why the fuck do you need to borrow money from me?

Momma Chef, doesn't have a location anymore (Barbur got sold) so now she floats around, she may be at Jantzen next week..until that is sold too (someone is interested in buying it).

Friendly chef (in Lake O) keeps asking me out..and ten when some pretty girl comes around he's all is she single...and I'm all no she has a boyfriend , leave her alone..then he goes back to asking me out. GFYS.  I am not leftovers.

Grumpy..is supposed to be going to work at a location in Salem soon.

Speaking of Salem, I get a text from my boss last week and it goes like this

"Nicole is there anyway you can work in Salem two days a week at a store down there"  And I text him back, I would really like to, but I don't have a car.

He's like Oh, ok I didn't know that, I'll figure something else out.

FML.. I hate saying no to my boss, but what am I supposed to do?  I told Cougar this, and what she said is true, if he wants me there bad enough, he will A) rent me a car B) drive me down there himself C) Figure another way out.

Oh also, Grumpy tells me last week at Jantzen, we made almost $2000 in sales for the week (Wednesday and Thursday being the biggest days, the days I am there) and I;m all I should get credit for that too.. and hes; like no you shouldn't.  FUCK you I do a lot and flirt a lot and  sell, sell, sell..always trying to make sales. 

I want respect yo! For reals...