I said goodbye today, to a super toxic person that was in my life. It feels good to be free.
I feel like the rest of 2019 might be similar, kicking toxic people out of my life.
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I said goodbye today, to a super toxic person that was in my life. It feels good to be free.
I feel like the rest of 2019 might be similar, kicking toxic people out of my life.
Not really happy atm with Laidback Chef, also not very happy with Melanie (on her birthday no less). They better do what is right by Thursday this week, or face my wrath.
Almost done in Wyoming, leaving Monday to spend the night in Denver and then Tuesday I fly to Alaska and meet up with LBC.
LBC is currently flying from Singapore to LAX, and then LAX to Alaska. He said when he was home in Indonesia, he found a guy for me. We also talked about my plan this year. I am going to try to work the whole year through with no big breaks and then in December I will go in Bail and Yangon and have my lil Asain adventures.
Ohhh and last but not least Jerkface Chef...I'm kind of going to miss working with him. He's leaving Wyoming too(he leaves 3/10) and going to Oregon. He keeps asking me to spend the whole night with him in his room, and I'm like noooo. I like him, but not enough to sleep all night long with him.
Last day at work in Alaska..flying home tomorrow. It's also the last time working with LBC, he's my sushi brother, he's my homie and he's my mortal enemy. I think he's the chef I've worked wiith the most now or maybe he's tied. Chances are we will work together again or not. Who knowsssss.
We've worked together at 5 different locations:
Woodstock (SE Portland), Wilsonville (Portland), Cle Elum (Washington), Missoula (Montana) and Fairbanks (Alaska).
Last night was kind of crazy. So LBC and I decided to go explore downtown Missoula, so we drive there (stopped at some park first). Got into downtown, parked and then walked around for a bit checking out a few shops before finding a bar/restaurant to stop at.
There we ate and each had a few drinks. LBC doesn’t drink much anymore, and I’m in need of some booze, so I corrupted him.
I had two drinks and two shots. He had two beers.
After that we walked around some more, and LBC is all do you want to get some beer and go back and hang out in your room? Ummm no! How about we find another bar and get another drink? So we find this old western saloon with guns on the wall and a huge buffalo head on the wall. Kind of quiet at first. LBC has another beer, I have a beer and shot of Jameson. We are talking when this group of guys comes in, the one guy sits next to me we start talking and they are all from Oregon(in Montana for a bachelor weekend). Blue shirt guy is flirting with me buys me two more shots (fireball and Jameson ) and another beer. He’s all rubbing my back. I think LBC is mad or jealous? He’s all we need to leave!? Blue shirt guy is all “let’s fuck tonight” I’m soooo tempted, he was cute and his hands and body pressing into me and touching me felt sooooooooooo good.
Blue shirt guys friends go outside to smoke and look for weed, LBC also goes outside to smoke and see if he can score some weed. I leave, blue shirt guy, but give him my number, and told him to hit me up later.
LBC and I walk to the car, in the car LBC is all I thought you were gonna leave with that guy and fuck him, and I’m like I was tempted. LBC I wouldn’t have let you go, your my responsibility. Wuttt? GFYS. You can’t tell me what to do. I tell him blue shirt and I exchanged numbers.
Back at the hotel around 11pm, got ready for bed, texted Myo, and another friend and fell asleep.
I guess around 2am blue shirt texted me, but I was passed out. This morning at work, LBC is all angry at me, did he text you did you fuck him? No. Okay just checking.
Ughh.
P.s. my tummy is all kinds of fucked up today.
I have a week left at the store I’m at and town I’m in. I’m gonna miss a lot of the store employees and I’ll miss robot chef…who will I not miss? Laidback chef. Gtfo! You are gross and you have horrible bad breath and think you know every fucking thing and think you are the best Chef ever when guess what a-hole you are not!!
So yeah, I’m over working with Laidback Chef, have a week left with that smelly creeper, then I’ll go home for a little break, I only *hope* and if I need to maybe I should pray that I don’t end up working with him again.
Also come Thursday, he better pay me back, he’s up to $600 that he owes me.
P.s. I have horrible cramps, Aunt flo is coming soon. :(
Ughhhh
Early this year I let Cougar chef borrow money ($1,500). She can't pay me back now but when we go to Indonesia, she said she will pay me back during the trip. I trust her. All is good there. I also let The Kid Chef (from Sumner) borrow $980 He has NOT paid me back, I've talked to him and he changes when he will pay me back, as of now he has said May 15th he will pay me back (including intrest). And then there is Laidback chef, last year I let him borrow money ($200). It took him awhile, but he finally paid me back. And then a few weeks ago he calls and asked to borrow money, so I let him borrow $300 (he will pay me back and addition $100) at the end of the month. Soooo who calls me tonight wanting to borrow more money? ? Like WTF. I am not Bank of Nicole. I can't keep letting people borrow money. I'm poor a.f. myself. Laidback is all begging to borrow $400 more and will pay me back (there was a mistake on his paycheck) I'm also going to be working with him starting on Monday. Do I let him borrow money or not? Ughhh. Mo money, mo problems No money, mo problems I be confused. I need to save my money. I never know if I will have another job after an assignment ends. Plus I still owe my parents some kind of money and I need to save my for my Asian Invasion Tours 2017.
Since I've worked for the company I work for, I've loaned money to four of my coworkers. 1. Nasty Chef $100 x2 (and he paid me back both times). 2. Laidback Chef $300 (it took him awhile but I finally got paid back). 3. Cougar Chef (bought her $225 plane ticket and she paid me back very soon after). 4. The Kid Chef ( $140, today is his last day at work, he said he's paying me back so we shall see).