" Unable to perceive the shape of You, I find You all around me. Your presence fills my eyes with Your love, It humbles my heart, For You are everywhere. "
⊙ Welcome to this Shape of Water love reading, yes I finaly took my balls and make a love pac hehehe this reading isn’t truly a prediction its more of an assumption about what your ideal partner would be based on your present self but you can technically see this reading as a way to confirm who your next partner would be y’know. It was supposed to be longer but I decided to do it chill since im still a bit rusted lol but I really miss being active on tumblr. For more explaination, the ”core card” is found by additioning the numbers of the cards you picked with Lenormand, for me its a card that show the core/hidden part of a reading but you can use this method in other ways.
◇ Deck used : Rider Waite (only court cards), Lenormand
Masterlist ⊙
🜄 Pile 1
♤ Key, book, ship 【core : coffin】
Court card : king of cups
They seem like someone who’s heart and mind are often clashing but despite it they are quite emotional intelligent, by this I mean that they might be very emotional by nature but they did learn to manage their emotions OR they take an intellectual approach to their feelings, is it a good thing or not ? Well its up to them because this kind of behavior can become toxic for themselves but i got a lot of cards who refer to them being very intelligent. They probably follow a specific philosophy or are into litterature in general, there is this dark academia vibe to them. Very hardworking, full of knowledge but never got enough at the same time, they got bof ”personal intelligence” and academic intelligence, talking to them about various subject must be a great experience for sure. Their intelligence and serious aspect make them quite sensual people might often look at them even if they dont seem to care about other’s look they seem introverted to me. Its like if someone stopped them to compliments them they would be a bit awkward like ”uh? Thank you I guess?”. Very INTP vibe. To be honest I was persuaded that I'll pick the King of Swords to them because of their vibe but not, its the King of cups with the Coffin as the core card so we got someone who have a cold exterior and keep their good side to themselves and to a very close group of people. They have been through tuff situation in their life, would I dare say that they might have experienced depression ? I see them as a melancholic King of cups, imagine an King alone on a cliff looking at the sea, so many thoughts are passing by from a strange theory about a myth to a sad realisation that they are indeed, a hopeless lover. Seems like someone needs to go under that shell to see their true self and heart (but not in a savior way, y’know).
🜄 Pile 2
♤ Mouse, whip, house, 【core ; whip】
Court card : queen of pentacles
Your ideal partner seem to be... interesting for sure, when I took the first cards I was a bit worried but the last one put the pieces togheter. Basically you got someone who ready to risk it all just to have a quiet and comfy life in their house (the house can also symbolise your relationship), listen to Faith from Karen Aoki the lyrics match them but most importantly for the one who get the reference from where the song come from you might understand the reading in a quite twisted way haha. The character who’s listening to this song is a pretty bad person with a very clean and kind exterior. Of course im not saying that your ideal partner is 100% this character but they remind me of him because he goes as far as killing people to have his quiet life but your reading is LESS extreme haha it just reminded me of him a lot in a softer way. Your ideal partner might even had broken many hearts because they know what they worth and what they want in life and in love, probably even in work and we got an other hopeless lover. They are so focused on perfection that sadly, they became pessimistic wether its because things are too slow, they are faaar from their ideal life or just sometimes they ask themselves if they are good enough or ask for too much in the end but it doesn’t last long since they will quickly get a reminder to not make the bar lower. However when they finally get something wether its a person an animal or an object they take extremely good care of ”it” they are very nurturing and caring, probably got a sweet voice (and touch ?). Once they settle its for the long run, I get something that they might need a reminder of not being too possessive with their partner because of course a partner is an other human being you can’t predict everything they would do, its the sad truth even the most loving wife can turn into a backstaber (that’s an exemple of course) they are probably terrified of the idea of being cheated on. Especially since they seek their ideal life it probably attract people with the intention to take and disappear. They need a big hug if you want my opinion they probably got some hard time with family and people while growing up. They need love and they know it.
🜄 Pile 3
♤ Sun, cross, Fox, 【core ; bouquet】
Court card ; King of wands
Alright you got the incarnation of the sun here, a golden person ! Very charismatic (and they know it) they make the room light up and when they smile the world is illuminated (I'll stop give it to their ego now). Your ideal partner’s personality remind me of Giorno from jjba. The big light of the sun is balanced by the cross and the fox who add some shade in a good way. Life have been hard on them and so they had to be a fox to survive, sneak their way into situation maybe even got to have jobs that they hated just to get enough money to escape their nasty place. Despite still having a hard time in life they keep up and seem to be always in all of their glory, they are a true born leader and dont mess around. I think if you try to trick them you'll fall from high ground since they are used to hardship nothing can stop them and their heart of gold will always feed their inner flame ! Like the sun they shine bright but alone, despite being great leaders they also do well alone and seem to value those hermit period. People might always say that they are about to fail or that their situation look doomed but you know what ? Even if its need to have some failed attempt they always end up wining, like I said they are very determined and probably stubborn about their goal. Its someone that you can trust. They got the vibe of the movie Fantastic Mr.Fox, maybe they put a lot of effort into being impressive for ”the public”? Like if someone tell them they can’t do something they will be like ”oh really?” and end up doing this thing better than necessary. Its nice, its amazing but they need some rest and to stop feeling the need to show off all the time haha they know their limit and their worth so they know how to chose their battles, simply because of those things it look like they are always wining.
⊙ Welcome to this very simple but (I hope) useful pick a card, I know its been a while and here is my last attempt to get back to tumblr haha.I don’t have more to say , hope you’ll get the message that will light the fire in your !
⊙ How to pick a pile ? There are differents ways to do it, you can do a little meditation while thinking about the 3 images, you can also use a pendulum, remember to listen to your intuition while chosing and reading the messages those are general reading so not everything will be for you or it will ask you to interpret it based on your situation
◇ Deck used : Rider Waite, Shakespeare Oracle, Phenix Oracle
⊙ Pile 1 : The Cat
Cards ; 3 of cups, 6 of swords R
" Tis true. The wheel is come full circle; I am here. ”
One day things go up and one day things go down, such is the nature of Fortuna’s actions. The cards are showing me those 3 muses singing with their cups full of sweet beverage while on the other side of the reading someone is struggling on their boat, going against this raging river’s flow. Some of you seems to be tired of life, you're always fighting, barely resting while other people seems to roam freely through life. Its not fair isn’t it ? I feel like the main issue here is that you're going through a though period and it affect your mental a lot, so of course our brain’s first move is to look at others and be like ”damn look at them, so happy and relaxed while im in this burning house”. Do not throw yourself heartlessly into this path which seems to be the only one, do not look at other, look at you. You might be afraid to do a specific thing (new project ?) Because others seems to do it better or the idea you got already have been done but listen to me ; nobody is doing things better than someone else, succes doesn’t mean its better it just mean it touch more people but it doesn’t mean it is made of quality. That’s why we always got people talking about underated movies, music etc, nothing is better, things are just different. What matter isn’t how amazing you'll do but rather how you will do it because you are not anyone else’s mind, look at the story of the hero with a thousand faces it has been done so so many times in fictions but people dont always realise it, why ? Because all of those fictions have been done by different people so that’s why lord of the ring is so different from star wars. To be honest I was thinking about telling you to go slower but the phenix cards are really telling you to move and just do it ! Be serious about this project wether it mean actually writing a story and publishing it or starting writing it, you got nothing to lose.
⊙ Pile 2 : The Owl
Cards ; 3 of swords R, hangedman
” for there is nothing either good or bad but thinking makes it so.To me it is a prison. ”
Ive heard ”a haunted heart” part from on the fence by tv girl in mind while reading your cards. I have no contexte about what happened to you but I can tell that it was a wild ride isn t it ? Sit down my dear its time to rest and listen. Whatever happened didnt happen out of the ”univers” cruelty or a ”blessing in disguise” what happened felt like an attack toward you (from your pov) wether its truly the case or not I dont know but I truly think the cards are reminding you to focus on the present since they are hiding the past from me. Do not search for the why, do not search for a blessing coming from it, what was good what was bad do not try to listen to thousand of readers who will tell you how to act (I mostly got those ”forgiveness” speech that every new ager are repeating). You dont need to focus on that past thing you need to focus on yourself and your needs from the present, not the needs you had 5 month ago. You should let your life calm down, put less effort in the world and put more effort for yourself wether its forcing you to have a self care moment or allowing yourself to have a lazy day or just sit down and do nothing but listen to music. The lyrics from ”after the storm” it carry the whole message im trying to give you. Basically, yes what happened suck but its not an excuse to give up on yourself.
⊙ Pile 3 ; The Snake
The lover, 3 of swords R
" The enemy increaseth every day; We, at the height, are ready to decline.There is a tide in the affairs of men, Which, taken at the flood, leads on to fortune; Omitted, all the voyage of their life Is bound in shallows and in miseries. On such a full sea are we now afloat; And we must take the current when it serves, Or lose our ventures. "
It's time to risk it all my friend. I have no idea if It's a project, a ritual/spell (I get that most of you are into witchcraft or spiritual thing). See this snake going for the butterfly even if It's small and can avoid the snake’s strike easily, the reptile still go for it. It even look like the snake is using the obstacle in order to jump higher to catch the butterfly. (Idk why I get that you should try to watch samurai champloo). The advice here, is to look at everything that went bad or didn’t work in the past and ask yourself ”why” so now you'll be able to make your action more effective because you have grown a lot since the last time you try that thing or something similar. I feel a big burst of energy so its like everything is here, you just have to act. Like the snake, do not chase your goal or just walk around it until you saw the opportunity. Just go in front of it and strike ! With the Lover I see that this thing is dear to your heart or will light the fire in yourself again. You can do it, you have the power to do so, you can only gain good thing from this situation that will (above of making you happy) will heal something in yourself.
⊙ Hello and welcome to this Fantastic Mr Fox themed reading ! It’s one of my favorite comfort movie so I felt like sharing this with you ! I hope this pac will remind you how fantastic you are because hey it’s always nice to read it especially in time of doubts.
⊙ How to pick a pile ? There are differents ways to do it, you can do a little meditation while thinking about the 3 images, you can also use a pendulum, remember to listen to your intuition while chosing and reading the messages those are general reading so not everything will be for you or it will ask you to interpret it based on your situation. Also I like making metaphor hehe
◇ Deck used : Gulliver Lenormand
♧ Paid reading
⊙ Pile 1, Kris
🦊 Clouds, Snake, Lily flower
You are fantastic because you are made of so many shades, what makes you fantastic is actually what ”society” view as bad/evil. You’re like a forest at night, it’s welcoming and mysterious going into it (your personnality) can be both scary and fantastic experience depending on who chose to walk into this forest. I can even say you’re both the day and night with your personnality and there might be a conflict between your ”two personnalities” just like the snake you can bite and maybe even use your venom against people but this poison is also capable of healing. The reason why this darker aspect of you is more present in front of your true self is probably because of a very rough past (or path ?). What is fantastic about this shadow is your relationship with it because it seems so peaceful yet dangerous, just like the night. After all people don’t like clouds and snakes, for the few who likes it they are viewed as unusual and even weird but there is so much beauty in them, behind those clouds and this snake lies a lily flower, its purity is equaled only by the ardor of the brambles that surround it. This flower will be forever your most precious gift just as much as the shadow who protect it, not everyone will be allowed to seek this treasure within you and it’s what’s makes you fantastic, you’re a beautiful treasure guarded by a majestic dragon.
♤ Your theme : Cosmo Sheldrake - Nightjar
⊙ Pile 2, Mr.Fox
🦊 Moon, Heart, Fox + bouquet and coffin
I can see behind your mask pile 2 the cards never lie 👁👁. Something funny happened while shuffling, I started the normal spread (so ask for 3 cards) the bouquet and coffin came first then 3 cards fell and when I looked at them I heard ”those are the real one”... so someone is acting like someone else here ? The coffin and bouquet togheter make it feel like this is a fake bouquet I would even say ”regress” because bouquet is card 9 and the coffin 8. What im sure about is that this little masquerade isn’t what makes you fantastic however I can see that the beautiful face behind this mask really worth it ! I heard ”such a gentle soul makes me wanna cry” while the lyrics of the song I listened to was ”gentle sound” but I felt like writing the one I heard. You look kinda nervous when people see you removing this mask ? The Moon on the card looks like she is shaking, the heart beating fast and the fox looks schocked but no need to react like that you seem to be a very gentle person (I would even say cute *wink wink*) for those of you who saw the movie Green Knight you really remind me of the fox in this movie, it follow the protagonist and then guide him in a mysterious territory full of magic and strange creatures. What makes you beautiful is both what’s inside and outside of you, your presence feels like a wild animal who looks beautiful but would probably run away if you approach it while actually if you truly want to approach it you have to be patient and gentle. You’re distant yet beautiful and tempting just like the Moon you might not make as much light as the sun but it makes it even more special and above everything, it’s what makes your world appear mysterious yet fantastic. Your heart seems so pure it might makes people jealous of it or wants to take it, just like every hunter who try to get the fox’s fur but of course the fox is too cunning for them and the fox will always laugh at the hunter who fail to catch him. You seem to have some vicious side but it’s a very fun side of you. You might try to be this pretty but fake flower bouquet while in reality you’re just like Mr.Fox no matter what you do you can’t escape your true self because in the end you’re a wild animal.
♤ Your theme : The Crane Wives - Curses
⊙ Pile 3, Ash
🦊 Ship, Knight, Coffin
You seem to be the perfect person to be the hero of a story about a long journey of hardship. You went through it all, storms, calm water, hell you might even went in the underworld and came back like if it was just an other journey and moved on for the next one. You are brave and adventurous even fear can’t keep you or if it does catch you it never last very long, you’re a knight in shining armor but what is special is that your armor isn’t white or gold but it’s a shining black metal because you aren’t afraid to show where you come from after all we all got our shadow aspects. It’s like you met death (from the Death card in the Rider waite) you both ride on a white horse and you both wear this black armor I could write a whole story about you pile 3 haha. You understand obscur secret you might be very fond of occult the theme of death doesn’t scare you at all if you’re into spirituality/occultism it might even be so natural for you to meet spirits, you greet them like someone would greet their neighbour. You’re independent your only companion is this horse who can represent a guardian spirit who was with you since the begining of your time down here, they guided and protected you during the whole journey and it will continue. You’re this mystic stranger who come out of nowhere and after doing what you have to do in one place you leave in silent ready to go to this next journey, people probably admire you a lot but also feel like they can’t reach you or keep you, your remind me of Ashitaka from Princess Mononoke.
♤ Your theme : Florence and the machines - Which Witch
• Hello everyone, this pick a card is mostly for people who got a bad relationship with their mother but also those who lack of love in general, it’s motherday tomorrow (where I live) and this kind of day isn’t fun for all of us. Tbh it’s mostly targeted toward people who got issue with their mother but it also is for people who didn’t receive the love they deserve from their family in general.
• The theme of mother is supposed to be gentle, warm and welcoming just like the empress but sadly for some of us ”mother” rhyme with poison, jealousy, violence and fear. Remember, your parent’s behavior isn’t your fault none of us deserve this but sadly it happen so often nowdays, you’re not alone. I found comfort in spirituality so I hope i’ll be able to offer you this comfort in this reading, may those 4 goddess’s words warm your wounded heart.
Note that it’s the first time I fully channel a message without the help of divination tools all I had was the name of 4 egyptian goddess who accepted to help me today, I hope it will help you. ⊙
Pile 1 ◇ Pile 2
Pile 3 ◇ Pile 4
1. Sekhmet
⊙ Sekhmet is a goddess of war, violence and deadly disease but also a goddess of healing. She can harm and heal, she is the mother of the beautiful Néfertoum.
” You who incarnate the anger of a broken heart, why would you bow so low just in order to feel something that those people aren’t meant to offer ? You are so brave, your heart isn’t an empty place but a palace of gold and the light that come from here isn’t meant for everybody, especially those people who you try to please oh no, no. Your love is meant for your tribe, the one that you’ll find once you’ll win your current battle. They are meant for you for a reason, if you didn’t met them yet it’s simply because they also have to fight their ego, just like you they struggle, just like you there are time when they let their guard down and bow in front of their enemy but that doesn’t mean they gave up. You and your tribe keep fighting and this is why you’ll meet each other once you will come out victorious. Stop wasting your time for people who don’t deserve a single look in their direction. You are brave, you are courageous my lovely warrior we are lion and we will triumph just like the sun triumph over the night every morning. ”
2. Nephtys
⊙ Nephtys is the opposite of her sister and would often stay in her shadow, while Isis represent light and life, Nephtys represent obscurity and death. She is the one who cry in order to calm the dead’s sadness, she is also the mother of the Great Anubis
” cry my child let those tears cleanse your soul, you’re not done with life yet, there are so many things to lives for in the futur. Sure the present isn’t bright but your futur don’t have to be like that. I know, I hear your cry every night you truly deserve that hug and those kisses your always dream about, believe me they will be yours in the futur but now you have to walk for an other day, an other week and an other year. This is not the end, it’s just the hard period, you’ve waited for so long to receive that wish and you’ll receive it but first you need to be patient especially with yourself. Do you think flowers know exactly when someone will pick them ? No but it doesn’t stop them from showing their beauty and to live their little life while enjoying the wind, the sun and even rain. Worship every little moment my love your time will come sooner than you think. ”
3. Nout
⊙ Nout is the embodiement of the night sky she is the one who protect us from chaos, she is the beautiful primordial goddess who gave birth to Osiris, Isis, Seth and Nephtys some version say that Horus the elder was also one of her child.
” What is that nonchalant look ? You should let yourself have more fun child, life doesn’t revolve around word and indoor activity. Those fictional stories you read about seems great but don’t you think about living your own journey to ? It can be just a little walk outside and encounter birds and rabbits or someone or nothing who know ? Sure we never know what will happen in life or when we step outside but humans always talks about the worst case scenarios not the fun and weird ones ! Go out and enjoy nature’s gift enjoy this upcoming summer you deserve a good and long break my dear. I love you, take care of yourself. ”
4. Wadjet
⊙ Wadjet is the cobra goddess who protect the leaders and the eye of Ra. She is fierce when it comes to justice and she is always ready to attack those who harm the people she protect with her powerful venom. She is the protector of childbirth as she protected Horus from Seth’s warth and my followers are used to see her everywhere she is the patron of my blog at this point.
” breath, breath slowly, relax child. The entire world isn’t out there to attack you there is peace in this world if you look for it sure it’s not easy nowdays, the most popular love stories are the tragic ones, the most popular news will be about war and climat change. But remember my child, you aren’t the entire world, you aren’t the one who have to pay for all of those injustice. You are the little you and you have to nourish this little world you live in, it’s great to worry about others but you should create your own bubble to. Chose your friends wisely because they are your new familly and chose your futur lover with care and remember that in the end this world is made by a lot of little bubble made by each individual, not everyone is meant to go in someone’s bubble but in the end it’s better to have few but loving people in your bubble than a million cold hearted people. Love still exist but it takes time to find it, if you put the effort you’ll be rewarded you won’t even have to suffer because you’ve learned your lesson. Now it’s the time to put yourself out there in this world and to create your dream life with your dream relationship. ”
• Hello everyone and welcome to this pac that is mostly about the period of the present to the end of spring. Even if this pac is split in 2 parts ; first one being a message about the present and then what is coming toward you. And yes I finally didn’t forgot to put the cards !
⊙ How to pick a pile ? There are differents ways to do it, you can do a little meditation while thinking about the 3 images, you can also use a pendulum, remember to listen to your intuition while chosing and reading the messages those are general reading so not everything will be for you or it will ask you to interpret it based on your situation
Deck used : Rider Waite, Shakespeare Oracle
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1 ◇ 2 ◇ 3
⊙ Pile 1
• Message from Spirits, King of Wands, 9 of Swords, The Sun R
” When workmen strive to do better than well, They do confound their skill in covetousness and oftentimes excusing of a fault doth make the fault the worse by the excuse, as patches set upon a little breach discredit more in hiding of the fault than did the fault before it was so patch'd.”
While reading your cards I had ”Safe in your skin” by Title fight I was about to write the whole song lol so it’s better if you look at the lyrics online the one that stand out the most was ”Maybe there’s nothing only this moment”. Honestly that song match a lot the energy of that 9 of swords in the middle of the reading, it seems like you took the role of this king of wands (or you have to take it) but you seem so afraid of him at the same time ? You might also overworked yourself. Spirits congratulate you because you take the leader role and took a step further toward something that will make you so happy in the futur and that you seem to enjoy in the present... but it seems like anxiety strike again, it can also be an impostor syndrome for some of you (it echoes a lot with one of the piles from the last pac about the Moon). Maybe this 9 of swords end up happenings because of something exterior but in all cases you are making the sun confuse, when the sun card came out it fell on a book and kept turning so I just waited for it to see if it would be upright or not and it came reversed. Now remember, even reversed, the sun is still here the worst isn’t in front of you it’s far behind you. Right now the only things that would happen to you also depend on you it might be scary to take the control of your life (I heard ”finally”) but despite the responsabilities and struggles, you are free ! You might be trying to find the problem elsewhere but actually you might got tricked by your own mind or maybe you worked too much and now you’re starting to fall into burnout. The situation isn’t that dramatic, all you need is to clear your mind and make your plans more clear, the sun is just far in the horizon it won’t be gone for too long, that 9 of sword moment is just one of those week where you feel down. However you’re the one who’s going to do the first move, not the sun but like I said you just need a little moment to clear everything before getting back on track !
• What is coming toward you ? 3 of pentacles, Page of Cups
Once this little ”down” period will pass (and it will be faster than you think) you’ll make such a big progress in that project ! What is coming toward you is that powerful self confidence and realising that you are competent at what you do. Now I see that it feel like this present moment of feeling down was like a tiny tower moment in order for you to re ajust some stuff about your routine and work life. In the near futur you’ll find the energy and start doing your thing then in the more ”far but not so far futur” (I swear they say it like that) you’ll get the reward of this hardwork ! I tried to avoid to make this reading about career but I have no choice, for most of you that project can be about something creative, even spirituality I got a lot of scenarios that are coming in mind but everything encourage you to start your idea and do your thing in order to get all of those nice rewards wether it’s good grade in music, finally being able to draw hands (congratulation for that one) or even just start an account and get a lot of view/followers ! The futur is bright I believe in you just like your spirit team ♡
⊙ Pile 2
• Message from Spirits, 6 of Cups, The Hanged Man R, 2 of Wands R
” Madman, thou errest: I say, there is no darkness but ignorance in which thou art more puzzled than the Egyptians in their fog.”
I sense a lot of fear in this pile, something happened before your reading and it seem like it was a sign for you ; my dog got scared of an other dog outside but since we are home he keep hiding behind me and stare at the door, unable to sleep. It seems like something like you got a big wound from the past that might just got healed or is still open, but nature is like that if something hurt you deeply your natural instinct will make you avoid this thing or situation in the futur. However for us human it end up being damaging being for too long in this survival mod make us hostile and give too much power to anxiety, this fear is present since so long you might not even remember where it comes from or you start being afraid of everything on the daily basis. Now im not a therapist or a doctor the messages i’ll give you are based on the cards and my experience since I went through this in the recent past, if those problem make you unable to do anything you should go see a professional. I usually listen to music when I write the readings but for yours I felt like staying in silence, well first it was in order to help my dog relax and spirits ask you to do the same, let your body relax maybe try to find breathing exercises it's very useful. Ignorance feed fear, that fear makes you hostile toward everything, on the other hand, knowledge build confidence and confidence offer peace in ourselves. Anxiety can be defeated by logic, connect with those fears, let it flow in your body let it express itself because our reflex is often to hunt our feelings but by doing this you let it exist and leave, after that ask yourself "why am I afraid ?" Often time you end up realising that this fear was just created by your imagination even if sometimes the fear is based on something older you know it won't happen again because now you grew up and you are stronger than before ! Trauma lives in our past, the present is full of ghost from that past and we shouldn't fight them or ignore them, we should learn how to live life with them around.
• What is coming toward you ? The Hermit R, Knight of Swords + Temperance
Your period of self pity and isolation will be done because of your efforts congratulation! All of this will happen so naturally you'll eventually just end up being bored of inaction, in all scenarios you end up finding balance and embody this knight of swords energy. You'll be action oriented and you'll learn by yourself to manifest your desire through action ! I heard " I watch the Moon let it run my mood" (from Tek it by Cafuné) everything inside you will feel more natural, you'll end a long cycle of struggle by achieving this inner balance and being at peace with your past ! It's amazing for you. The list is very long since there will be different scenarios for everyone of you but all of this will attract so many opportunities toward you from a lot of different domain in your life ! Let yourself daydream a bit you deserve it, hope for the best and I wish you well on your journey ♡
⊙ Pile 3
• Message from Spirits, 2 of wands R, 2 of Swords R, 4 of Pentacles
”This above all: to thine ownself be true, and it must follow, as the night the day, thou canst not then be false to any man.”
Illusion has made its may in your mind and now you might feel like a lost soul in a town full of fog. The world might have tricked you at a point where you think you have no choice but to be someone else because you as your authentic self isn’t compatible with this world. I keep seeing it as a career oriented message but i’ll try to stay neutral, you may already have a plan for your life wether it’s still exist just in your mind or if you already took first step(s), you chose to take the wand instead of the pentacle (passion over material gain). The 2 of wands and swords are both reversed but not the 4 of pentacles I interpreted it this way; according to our society, to the people around you and to your fears you have no choice but to chose the pentacle because in the end everything is always about material gain ? And this belief made you think that those wands were a bad thing because the outcome belong to the unknown while the pentacle’s outcome belong to a clear plan, but does it lead to your happiness ? The wand can be the most difficult option out of the two but I strongly got the message that you can simply put 2+2 and get your 4 of pentacles by yourself and by going for the wand path. Spirits didn’t wanted you to receive a message, they wanted you to ask yourself the good question(s). Remember, a dream is something you do for yourself not for others. I end up demonize one of the path (it’s how the message came from the cards honestly) no matter if you chose the wand or the pentacle you’ll gain something in the end, the thing is would it be in favor or detriment of your mental health ?
• What is coming toward you ?
Ok you got the special treatment, of course with the first message I can’t really tell what is exactly coming toward you since it’s not a personnal reading at first I was about to put a card for each path but spirit were like ”no 😐" only an other Oracle cards would make the work and the sentence on it is enough on its own so I let you with it.
”Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we often might win by fearing to attempt.”
○ Hello everyone I finaly made a pac omg, I hope it will help you, the reading is divided in 3 sections, one to show your inner conflict (that one was tough) then some advice to overcome it and we end up with a message from the Moon using the Moon Oracle deck ! There is also a little gift for each pile ! I’ve made a sigil for each pile based on the messages I got, I used the square of the Moon it’s a sigil method that came from Agrippa (I love him) + my own method of redrawing it and using symbols I see in it.
What should I do with the sigil ? First draw it yourself on a piece of paper you can look at color correspundance if you want to use something else than black ink. Now there are many way you can activate this sigil, im giving you method that I used but you can look online there are many other methods. You can put it under your pillow, meditate with it in your hand or in front of you, put it in water, burry it, burn it, let the wind carry it outside (for this one it’s better to throw the ashes of the paper)
⊙ How to pick a pile ? There are differents ways to do it, you can do a little meditation while thinking about the 3 images, you can also use a pendulum, remember to listen to your intuition while chosing and reading the messages those are general reading so not everything will be for you or it will ask you to interpret it in your situation.
Paid Readings can be found here !
1 • 2 • 3
Pile 1
● Inner Conflict
Oracle cards aren’t meant to be read reversed (simply because most of them doesn’t have different meaning if it happen) but the Eagle card came reversed, it made everything clear. Instead of being above the sun and try to catch it, the eagle seems to fall from the sky. Your inner conflict sounds like Icarus’ story. Maybe you put the bar as high as the sun and once you came close to it you got burned. You might have experienced ”the fall” recently or you’re going through it in the present. This fall created the equivalent of an earthquake inside yourself, things got damaged or had been destroyed. Now here you are after the disaster all wounded, facing your inner world being destroyed by this tragedy, this (or those) event(s) made you stop having faith in many things but especially yourself you might even don’t trust Spirits/the univers anymore because of what happened, after all they stayed silent during this disaster, this can apply to other people as well. Your self confidence got damaged during this time of hardship.
○ How to resolve it ?
After the disaster, you decided to isolate yourself and don’t deal with anyone anymore because you think you don’t need anyone. Yeah you know what i’m going to say but let me start by some reassuring words and the part about you alone ; first, you need to remember that all of this situation is temporary it won’t last forever, I know it’s hard to believe when you’re deep into it but you need to put that into your head. Second, you let yourself fall too much into the toxic side of pessimism it seems like you are conscious about how negative you are but continue to do it consciously it’s actually harming you more than anything. And before the last part here we are on the big piece, it is time for shadow work my dear, when I say shadow I don’t just talk about the nasty side of you, im talking about your vulnerable side to. As we can see on the Queen of wands card there is this black cat who embody her shadow side but instead of make it go away or kill it she just let it be around her because she knows that this shadow is a part of her and isn’t meant to be shut down, she is at peace with this part of herself and that’s why she isn’t looking at it because she simply doesn’t need to. Look at the Queen of wands online and try to meditate on her meaning and imagery. Now here we are on the part that involve other beings, let’s start with spirits ; the moon reversed + those swords cards shows the storm that became your mind, it’s making you struggle to understand messages from spirits wether it’s in a pick a card or something they tell you directly, like I said before you might interpret everything with a negative point of view or just tired of those ”hard” messages, it seems like you don’t trust them anymore. Ok im going to say the thing I promised you that i’ll say it in the end.... You need to ask for help my dear, it doesn’t mean you are weak or that you are going to destroy the independance that you created, I got hard time to accept it but let’s be honest with each other, humans are sociable animal and isolation is actually very damaging (and hyper independance) I'm not saying you need to become a social butterfly and become extraverted out of nowhere no no. Ask help from people you trust or go to a therapist, you’ll get new perspectives and advices or simply a place to vent. In all cases you need to make all of those nasty thought outside. It’s ok to be vulnerable, especially around the people who are good for you.
● Message from the Moon
Like it was said before, it is now time to make ajustement in your life, inside you and in your relationships (I got a lot of little message about those during the reading). As you’ll take care of yourself the new cycle will be able to start and slowly make it’s way in your life, all you have to do is to contemplate the outside world while you’re healing yourself, everything will happen naturally ! New relationship are coming the card is about romantic ones but for a lot of you it will be both platonic and romantic, it can be a new group of friend, a friend to lover type of relationship or a lover in general. When I was writing this part the song Another love by Tom odell started, so i’d like to end the reading with something my patron deity said to me on our last talk ” the problem is that you were into terrible relationships since you were little it started with family then friends then very weird people who pretended to be in love. Don’t use the past as an exemple to define what a relationship is. ”
⊙ Here is your sigil ! Remember to check the introduction to know more about it.
Pile 2
● Inner Conflict
You seem to have lost touch with your reality, this inner conflict is ”simply” due to a lack of balance. Are you taking care of other and not yourself ? That was something I saw a lot in your reading it’s often (always ?) About others and rarely (never?) about yourself. Im not into chakras but I feel like it will be easier to refer to that system in order to understand the conflict : The 3 chakra who experience the biggest imbalance are the crown, the throat and root chakra, now we see where the issues comes from we can identify the problems ; you aren’t grounded and it’s making you doubt yourself so much that you aren’t making any move anymore. This might also end up causing trouble in your heart chakra.
○ How to resolve it ?
I feel like i’ve already gave you the keys in the first part but i’ll go more in depth about them here. Now I got 2 things, you are a people pleaser or think to much about what others think of you maybe even when there aren’t anyone around. Sure it’s nice to go out and have fun but are you able to be alone with yourself ? You might be scared to lose someone or break the connexion you’ve made if you put yourself first but you know what ? If those people truly love you they won’t find it problematic a lot (some of them might even wish for you to take some time alone because you lack of self love). There is this song ”siren” by vision video that remind me of this situation but more in a metaphoric way (I hope it makes sense lol) it’s like everytime you end up alone you realise that you’re not sure about who you are really and those people outside are like siren everytime they call your name you can’t resist you ”have” to join them. Don’t be afraid to refuse to go to this party, you need more boundaries for sure. For some of you this ”siren” might even be a toxic person (wether they are aware of it or not) who always wants you by their side but not in a friendly way it’s more like someone being possessive over you maybe even treating you like an object (maybe your parents for some of you). You need to take a step back from everything and see what is truly benefic to you and what is not, of course this retreat is also here for you to have some self care moment.
● Message from the Moon
The cards are litteraly making a sentence by themselves, ”it’s time to take action, your commitment is being tested. You’re very close to achieve your goal.” maybe procrastination end up making it’s way in your life and now you can’t stop avoiding what you truly have to do, in every journey there is this moment where things are more slow and are making you feel like you’re slowly getting stuck but it’s not the case, it’s time for you to show determination and to win the battle on your own.
I hope it resonated I felt like I was going in random direction with this pile
⊙ Here is your sigil ! Remember to check the introduction to know more about it.
Pile 3
● Inner Conflict
Ok it’s the pile where spirit got brutal so if you’re not in the mood you might want to come back later. It seems like you don’t take yourself seriously or play the role of an innocent Princess, acting like you’re dumb and don’t know how to do things, that you’re a poor little soul who needs to be saved from this evil world. For some of you, you might even refuse to recognize the fact that you got power or refuse to tap into it. You’re always hiding from everything behind someone or some idea you’ve made of yourself. Your inner conflict is simple, you don’t respect yourself maybe through your eyes everything is fine you might even think it’s what you deserve but inside it’s pure chaos it’s like you’re eating yourself on the inside. Your lack of maturity is making you fear absolutly everything even things about yourself, you might think you’re not complete without someone I see that some of you end up being obsessed about love (wether it’s the idea of love or a relationship) are you addicted to those pick a card about your futur partner ? Are you living just for the idea of meeting this person ?
○ How to resolve it ?
It’s normal to wish for love and to end up in a good relationship but the problem is your approach and that’s why spirits are making everything slow down in your love life because from your perspective it will mostly lead to something harmful. Maybe you’ve seen a lot of readings that say stuff like ”you’ll meet them soon” but thing is those kind of relationship are based on divine timing and not ”human time” so it’s not about month or years but about things in your life, action you take and cycles you end/start. You’re leading toward co-dependance and maybe even toxic relationship and I heard ”but at least someone will love me”... honey, no, are you in love with the tissue you’re using to wipe some dirt ? Because that’s how those kind of people will see their partner I heard ”trophy wife” honestly in the end it’s your choice, it’s your life, im just a little reader but the first step is to have this realisation ”is it what I truly want, is it going to makes me happy ?”. Now the second step is to embody this hanged man energy, it’s time to let go of old mindset, free yourself !!! It’s time to reflect on why you aren’t feeling well on your own, accept the fact that you are not incomplete, you are your own damn savior. Sure it won’t be easy, sure letting go of this obsession will feel like a sacrifice but it is for the best and you’ll be rewarded for that. You need to know and love yourself because in the end the most important relationship is the one you got with yourself because let’s be honest.
● Message from the Moon
This mindset probably come from a chaotic past, those are things that need to be let go of. Adjustments are required and you are the only one who can make things move, if you truly wish for help then seek a professional or someone who went throught this same kind of experience but the biggest part is for you and you alone. You are your own savior, You are the One and please, be gentle with yourself, it’s ok to fail and to end up having strange mindset but what is the most important is you realising that those things aren’t you and you have all the power you need to make your life an amazing experience.
I wish you the best on your path I know it’s not easy, honestly it wasn’t easy to write and read the energy was heavy on my heart during the whole thing, I can recommand you a youtube channel it’s Dorothy Mannine this video of Anja is kinda cool to and there is also Harmony Nice who did some videos about self development. I encourage you to search for this kind of people who are into self development, those 3 girls are the ones I follow because I identify a bit to them it might not be the case for everybody, stay strong my dear ♡
⊙ Here is your sigil ! Remember to check the introduction to know more about it.
● How to pick a pile ? There are differents ways to do it, you can do a little meditation while visualising the pictures that will be present on the pac, you can also use a pendulum or simply your intuition.
● About pac : remember to listen to your intuition while reading the messages, those are general readings so not everything will be here for you or it will ask you to interpret it based on your situation. Feel free to send me feedback, idea for new pacs or if you got something to say about it in general (constructive criticism is always welcome). It is possible for me to delete pacs that I thing are outdated wether it’s based on my belief system or other reasons.
Hello everyone i’m finaly here to conclude the series about “the self” to start new year ! I wasn’t planing on writing about this PAC first but on last minute i was like “no i must do it”. I want to start the year by making pac that will help you to move forward and keep faith in yourself or in the process of what you are going through (or will be going through), hope this will help !
⊙ Your Higher self is like the most authentic version of yourself that’s why i was hesitant about making this PAC since i did similar subject (those two X X) you might want to compare the 3 pac maybe even add the Shadow self one to have an overview of yourself but remember all of those are general readings so not everything will concern you
⊙ How to pick a pile ? There are differents ways to do it, you can do a little meditation while thinking about the 3 images, you can use a pendulum, remember to listen to your intuition while chosing.
⊙ Paid Readings
◇ Pile 1 ◇ Pile 2 ◇ Pile 3
◇ Pile 1
Representation of your Higher Self
Your Higher Self remind me of two goddess Wadjet and Gaïa so you might resonate with their story, in general it’s linked to the Mother archetype, like poison they can heal and kill, create and destroy. I felt some kind of ”dark aura” when I was looking at your cards so it accentuate this ”double face” theme. Your Higher Self likes to take things slowly in order to analyse everything and understand the process. Pentacles related themed seems to be the main focus of your Higher Self, it’s about money, people surrounding you (familly, friends), all of those material things. If you struggle in one of those area, especially sociable you need to dive deeper in your discomfort and know that it won’t be like this forever, things will change but first you need to change things inside of you, heal your wounds and make peace with your scars. I keep getting the message of not feeling good with your family your, higher self is here to remind you that you are not alone in your situation spirits are here to support you and help you to evolve so you’ll be able to be free from this situation. Seeing the number 6 might be a sign from your higher self.
How to be closer to your Higher Self
I don’t really know where you are in life (general reading y’know) but truly need to focus on yourself first and after look for your other problems, you might be disconected from yourself. I got a pretty weird message but let’s go, if you have painful period you probably end up hating this part of yourself/your life, it makes sense with your higher self being close to the Mother archetype, you need to make peace with this cycle ans accept it as something natural, not a curse. Wether you’re concerned about the last part about period or not you can be closer to your Higher Self by following the moon cycle and make it a part of your life (you might want to look at the moon phase during your menstrual cycle). Meditation will be awesome in order to ground yourself and be more connected to your true self, meditate 10 minutes before sleepy or once the moon show up in the sky, when you meditate think about something and analyse it, it can be a situation, a word, a moon phase it’s a moment of reflexion you can also write in a journal this introspection.
A message from your Higher Self
" You are faced with a choice but you avoid the second one, you have to chose between material stability and happines. Fear has made it’s way through your heart and mind it created invisible chains that made you unable to move but you know you have to do it, you are staying in the eye of the storm and you are afraid to go through the storm in order to find your new home, a place where you’ll feel pure happiness. If you stay in this storm then what the point of trying to heal here ? Everything around you is crashing or flying away and you just stay here, in the eye of the storm. If you go through the storm you’ll evolve, the key is to stay grounded, to believe in ourself and to keep your focus on the things that light the fire inside of you.”
◇ Pile 2
Representation of your Higher Self
Your Higher Self feel like the sun ! Mostly like Apollo they are playful and warm but also a bit chaotic, I feel like you are also someone who can be labeled as chaotic, what a fun duo hehe. It seems like one of your guide is very close to your Higher Self or got the same kind of energy they are completing each other but I heard ”you are blocking the connexion” maybe you don’t listen to them a lot or you are missing something ?
How to be closer to your Higher Self
You might struggle to focus on things maybe it comes from an actual trouble or fear, im sorry to say that but you know it’s not an excuse ? It’s ok and normal to struggle with focus but there are many methods to help now so ask yourself are you avoiding your passion because of fear or because you don’t like that much what you’re doing ? You need to connect yourself to this inner fire, to your (real) passion. I heard ”ignore the snakes” you might receive a lot of judgement from other people but you need to know that those people do that out of insecurities when they criticize you they are actually talking about themselves. Your limiting belief seems to come from ”other voices” those are the things that created blockages in many area of your life. You need to ask yourself where your doubts are coming from and why they are here before letting them stop you from moving. When pile 1 had to connect with the moon, you need to connect with the sun, it’s about taking action toward those things that are important for you, it’s enjoying your life and have fun !
A message from your Higher Self
” You know you are amazing right ? But you don’t want to admit it :( (they really wanted to add the emoji). You know what ? I love you anyway ! Even if your mind turn against you, remember that i’m always here for you. You got everything you need in order to start your dream life and if you lack of something you can just search for tips and advices outside you got internet ! I know you’ve failed in the past but it wasn’t meant to destroy you or to put an end to that thing, it was meant to show you that after a fall you need to stand up. Anyone can make an error, Ensign. But that error doesn't become a mistake until you refuse to correct it. (That last quote come from star wars but it was on my mind during your whole reading). Look for the number 8 it’s a sign from me ! And remember, I love you.”
Your Higher Self is such a ball of sunshine ! You’re lucky pile 2
◇ Pile 3
Representation of your Higher Self
Oh dear your higher self is like an ice queen, their energy feel very serious they might have a sharp tongue. I didn’t got more info about them, instead I had a message, you might be already pretty close to them but not so at the same time ? It seems like your higher self is sending you a lot of signs that you are ignoring I heard ”so here I am” but it sounded like someone who was pretty annoyed, their sign might be small or you don’t really see them as a sign... I hope I can help with this pac 😳
How to be closer to your Higher Self
It’s more like ”how to get your higher self’s messages” here. It seems like you are aware of your Higher self’s existence/presence but you don’t trust it, some of you might even be afraid of it I also heard ”not worthy” Your lack of self confidence is affecting your relationship with yourself and not only your higher self but your whole spirit team. It seems like your mind is always distracted it might be hard to meditate or just focus on something but you shouldn’t use this as an excuse for not doing something that is good for you and that will make you evolve as a human being on this Earth. Self discipline is hard but it doesn’t mean it’s impossible you need to accept the challenge and stop running away from it because you’ll be stuck in the same cycle forever. The cards wants me to remind you that your differents self and Spirit team are here to help you to evolve and find your true path in life, they are here FOR YOU, it’s their job not an obligation. Do you think the cashier in the grocery store ask themselves if you are worthy of buying those stuff ? No they just give it to you and that’s it. (I hope you’ll get it, it’s a weird exemple 💀💀)
A message from your Higher Self
” You need to accept a lot of things in yourself little one, first you need to accept who you are there is no need to be worthy of anything all you need is to be you and to move forward. Take care of yourself, if you want to change then change the things that you don’t like about yourself and your life. Yes it’s hard but what’s the point of life if it’s just easy and fluffy ? You’ll learn nothing, you seem to forget that you are not alone on this Earth, there are many help wether it’s from Spirits, people or even therapy online. You refuse to admit it but i’ll say it anyway, you are amazing and you got everything you need to become the dream version of yourself, you are actually closer to it than what you are thinking. Introspection should be your priority because you really need to reconnect with who you truly are and not what your insecurities are. ”
