i don’t know if this is dissociation, or depersonalization, or just anxiety, or if i’m just weird, but this thing keeps happening to me, and i was hoping someone reading this might be able to give some insight.
so, think of the mind as a desk, and all the thoughts, memories, ideas and stuff are sitting on top of it. sometimes, it feels like all that stuff, just gets dumped off the desk, and i have to scramble to get it all back on top of it.
it’s super weird, and unsettling. like, i’ll forget my name, my friends names, what they look like. i’ll literally forget who i am, until i focus on remembering it. not only that, but i feel like my brain does like, a barrel roll in my head. i feel really uncomfortable in my body, like i just hopped into it, like a new outfit or something. i need to refamiliarize myself with my body. it’s unsettling
do any of you have any thoughts or ideas (that are hopefully still sitting on your mind-desk) about what might be going on in my brain?
