I suppose we can't be surprised when we get rejected
Feels like every time I think I'm hitting a good level another shoe drops and there goes equilibrium
How do I explain that I wasn't too stay friends but I'm not sure that friendship will work for their needs if this is a problem
Like I'm too much all the time
That's me building credit so when I forget a billion other things I get forgiven
I do really like them. I do really want to be their friend
I just don't think they actually want to be my friend
When they can't deal with a friend who's pretty much a welcome mat of a person
I let people walk on me and I pour from an empty vessel constantly