You know what. I don't even care anymore I'm going to just say it. I hate the fact that I let myself fall so deeply in love with you. You never cared about how I felt and all you ever cared about was yourself. Now all you care about is messing with me. I did tell you that I was going to stay faithful to you while I'm here but now I'm staying here, Texas is my new home. All I ever did was try to make you happy and nothing was ever good enough. You text me sometimes, and you're so nice to me. But in a second you flip and you hate me again and I can't take it anymore. All you do now is make me hate life and you make me sick. All you do is text me and tell me how "ugly" I am, and I shouldn't let you get to me but it sure does. It kills me knowing that I love someone like you, who just cares to bring me down so you know what. I'm over it. I hate you but I love you and I am done with all of this crap. Have a good time fucking all those girls you text me about every night, it doesn't bother me anymore. You can continue being a dick, you don't effect me anymore. I don't care nor do I want anything to do with you. I gave you four years of my life that you never deserved. People know what I've done and they think I'm the bad guy but if they only knew the truth about you. Have fun and good luck with everything. I'll always wonder what you're up too and how you are but I will never care to text you. I'm done.