#hannahstatecommunity

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You. Yes you. You are beautiful. Don't ever forget that.

H.D

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Don't lose a girl that has seen all your flaws and still loves you.

H.D

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What I have with her...

You know what? I’m so fucking scared. Ive never been in that position where I’m scared of someone walking out of my life before. I’ve always believed that if someone’s worthy of being in your life they will stay, if their not they won’t. I can’t explain how for the first time in my life knowing that you could walk out of my life at any point and decide I’m just not for you is terrifying. Like most people I never put myself in a position where I can get hurt because I never stick around long enough to get to know someone for the pure fact of me developing feelings for them, I say this but actually Ive done the complete opposite with this girl. It’s like I’m completly compelled and fascinated by the way she does everything. She knows what I’m thinking by the slightest things I do with my body language, she knows I’m not a big talker and gets that so instead of asking me if I’m ok she reads me so well and then let’s me know whatever’s going on in my head it’s actually ok. I can’t understand what I’ve done in my life to deserve this girl coming into my life because she’s completely changed who I am without knowing. I always pride myself on not falling for anyone but with her I can’t hide away from what I feel because my emotions are shown through my facial expression. Ive done some stupid things in my life but who hasn’t…it’s silly if we grow up thinking that when you make mistakes you can’t learn from them and move on. Because that’s like saying what’s the point in doing anything that might take a risk. This whole relationship is a massive risk for me cause like she knows one of us could get hurt…but is she worth the risk? She’s worth any risk that means she’s still in my life. I miss her all the time and sometimes it’s hard because people try to stop other people being happy and it’s wrong. I’m going to be the best girlfriend because I know how i feel and I know that what I have with this girl you can’t bottle it and sell it. What I have with her is real. What I have with her is love. I love you.

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I fell in love with her like you fall asleep. Unknowingly then all at once.

H.D

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“every argument we have is due to sexual tension” says every lesbian everywhere.

H.D

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She doesn't see herself the way I see her.

I find it crazy how behind a humans eyes we see different things. How some people are attracted to some people and some not. The way you look at a human being and see something so natural and magnetising almost like there’s that “something about them”. Yeah that’s the attraction. I look at this girl and I see past her outside exterior, I listen to her story’s of mistakes and achievements that have made her who she is today. I like to know she’s not perfect to some people but that she’s perfect in my eyes. I look at her and see this fun loving girl with the most beautiful smile, and you know it’s that ora she has when she smiles so naturally it’s like a mirror of what your face is already doing. The ache of your face knowing that you can’t stop but have this infectious grin when she’s around. I see her and it’s like everything fits. I can’t believe a girl like her can’t see what I see, it’s almost greedy of me to be able to see such beauty and not share it with her, I know I can treat her right even if it means telling her everyday how I see her through my eyes whether that’s taking her on a nice date dressed up, or if she’s just woken up next to me with bed hair. She can’t see what I see because she’d be blinded by what a well rounded beautiful person she is to me. One day she’ll see herself in the same light I do, and I can’t wait for that day.

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All it takes is that 1 second of courage to change your life.

H.D

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I bet you start loving me, soon as I start loving someone else. Somebody better than you.

H.D