Mar 1, 2021
Happy... 1 year.... anniversary to TTS.... I’M...
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Happy... 1 year.... anniversary to TTS.... I’M...
I know many people cope and deal with things differently. And I also know some people do things and have a different mentality when they do. Here's my problem. I don't handle really well when people screw me over and it drives me crazy knowing people live just fine with it. I just don't get how people can be so fucked up. How are people capable of HURTING someone they supposedly "love"?! Tell me how can you go to sleep happy knowing you did something really shady to me? And how dare you look at me in the eye and just pretend everything's fine when you just backstabbed me and did such a horrible thing?! Enjoyed me being oblivious? I've gotten screwed over many times.. But this one is just unbelievable. Because it's like the person stabbed me in the heart, stayed close, hoping I'd never find out. But I did, I always do. This isn't the first time too, with you. Whatever, I hope you're satisfied with yourself. And I hope all of those girls were worth it. I'm not gonna say I hate you, cause I don't. I love you very much and that's why this hurts so much. I'll survive tho, I always do don't I? I hate what you did, but I'm not gonna fight it considering you seem fine. And you show no glimpse of remorse. I guess you won this. Congrats. I hope whenever you see something that reminds you of me, you remember how much I held on to you and put up with shit no one else did. I hope everytime you start to miss me, you hate yourself for what you did. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you. One day, I hope I will be enough to someone. I feel so broken and like I'll never trust or love again. I'm gonna be forced to now say goodbye to the only things that's been holding me together. You made me trust you again... You knew I was already on the verge of breaking down.. How could you?! Ugh.. Time to say goodbye everything I've known. There for the LAST person I had.. Its nice to know we had it all, thanks for watching as I fall. It's nice to know that you were there, thanks for acting like you cared. And making me feel like I was the only one. I guess now I have to start over and forget everything Ive known. Idk if that's possible, I still haven't recovered for the lost of all the others.. Sigh, I will be okay, right?
