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It's currently 11:28 PM on a Sunday, I have two tests tomorrow and another four during the course of the week. They're the last tests of my high school career, I should be more excited, but really I'm just terrified.
I wanted to start this on a happier note, so this unexpected anxious turn is well... unexpected.
Anyhow, I decided to restart this blog and rebrand it, because I wanted an anonymous online space to figure myself out, maybe that doesn't make sense, but if you feel the same way then you'd probably understand.
The past two weeks have been absolute hell, with the I/P conflict going viral on social media antisemitism went up by 438% (some statistics say 500%), being the only Jew in my town whilst this broke out made me feel more isolated than ever.
Not one person reached out to see how I was doing.
One friend however did tell me to be strong and persevere, she may not know exactly how important and encouraging her words were and continue to be for me.
Back to what I was initially saying: I created, or reformatted this blog to be more representative of who I am and the person I'm becoming.
Expect everything and sometimes nothing at the same time.
it's a place for me to blurt my thoughts, share and explore my interest, rant and praise whatever I want to in the moment. It's a place to express myself freely yet one where I can find a community.
I don't want to fit into anything specifically, I'm tired of attempting to tie myself down to. one thing, I'm tired of watering myself down to fit in or into a space.
So here's my new blog: Happy (my first word) Honeysuckle (my favourite flower)
Join me if you want 💛