🧿 Elul, Rosh Hashanah and a little update 🧿
Hello, just coming back on here to check in I guess... The last time you heard from me I was preparing for my final High school exam.
Now summer is drawing it's last breaths as the heat dies down in the evenings and some leaves are already turning brown.
I am yet again preparing for another test, this time it's an entrance exam 🧿
Once that is done I will hopefully be looking for a new place to call home.
The future is very much unknown at the moment, and sometimes it terrifies me, other times it excites me.
I'm very excited for the upcoming holidays, this new year is extra exciting for me! I'll hopefully be able to join the local jewish community in the city I'll be studying in, I haven't been to Shul in far too long. In the mean time my family and I are looking for a kosher restaurant to spend the first night of Rosh Hashanah together and we're going to be calling the Shul in one of the cities we're going to be going to during our holiday.
I was really excited to cook and bake some special food for Rosh Hashanah but I haven't been to a kosher restaurant in ages either and if we can spend this new year with other Jewish families that would be pretty cool too!
SO onto Elul and my feelings at the moment.
I always feel extra connected to my Jewish identity and faith this time of the year, and I used to chuckle to myself and find it funny... like a little recurring coincidence, but it isn't. Because of Elul's nature it is easier to feel connected to Hashem, see here ->
I am deeply feeling the need for introspection at the moment, and although this post is in a sense the beginning I feel like it's the blurb behind a book... it only touches the surface, besides we always - even unintentionally filter our words when they're meant for other people.
I also need to tie up my loose ends, I have unfinished business (the exam to get into uni, finding a place to stay, calling the Shul in the city I'll be studying in).
Also this year I'll be fasting for Yom Kippur for the first time, I'm excited although I'm probably going to do a liquid fast (I won't eat just drink) so not a total fast but still a big step.
I feel like I'm "taking stock" of my life as the My Jewish Learning website suggest we should do during the month of Elul, what I find amazing is how I've always naturally been in tune with these things (some more than others obviously)
I think that's all for now... Share your updates and we can make this a little shared diary of sorts 🥰🧿🦋