No matter how much you "try" to love Him, you can only love Him when He would love you back! You are nothing if you think you can change yourself into a success till the time He doesn't decide to bring it to you. I have changed and how! 🙊 A few years ago, I asked Him to accept this contaminated being and turn me into His puppet. Removing my vices one after the other, He has called me a step closer to Him. Here I am today, more pure than yesterday, aiming to be fully cleansed just so my soul, my Krishna can have a better home to stay! The only gift I can afford to give Him on His birthday is a better me everyday with the understanding that it is not 'I' who is giving it, but Him choosing me and making me able to give it! A very happy Janmashtmi to you all and a very happy sober life to me! #JaiShriKrishna 😇 #Janmashtmi2018 #HareKrishnaHareRama https://www.instagram.com/p/BnQLy_Lg7SK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=11l1k3ojfcxcm