#hate hate hate double hate

[crazycrippledqueer]

My infusion site is leaking ughhh

[dustycrustybones]

i can’t do it any longer this sucks

if i’m a bad person for not being able to be a person okay

then i’m a bad person

fine

i cant think anymore i just want to be fucked

[dustycrustybones]

i hate having bpd n then like telling people how i feel bc yeah i want support but i also don’t want to be told to leave someone after i’ve been like “ i hate him i hate him i hate him” all day like homie bro i stopped feeling like that like 5 minutes later ugh cool your jets

hah first time you’ve seen a borderline telling a non borderline to not be so dramatic huh

[dustycrustybones]

i hate myself literally so much omg fucking god

[dustycrustybones]

how many times will i have to mistreat people in the same ways to finally treat people how i should

[dustycrustybones]

i hate everything ever

[dustycrustybones]

one of my best childhood friends looks so skinny and it’s making me want to cry because i know it’s not because they feel better like that because i fucking grew up near them i know they lost all that weight in less than a year and their hair and no please no

[dustycrustybones]

i’m so dissociated i don’t think i could handle any of this