#hate today

[neverbeenshithtx]

Good morning!

[shmingleping]

My arms are now so beyond the 'normal' level of fucked up I've sadly become accustomed to. Abscess on right arm currently, two are starting on the left after the whole desperately-need-new-needles-cant-get-new-needles debacle.

I'm mad at myself for everything I did, or I guess didn't do, that led up to this situation. I should have taken it slow last night/today or at least taken some breaks. The problem with that is usually once I find a spot that works, it ends up not working the more time there is between shots. That is one of the reasons I end up doing what most people tell me not to do; shot after shot after shot. I just got so frustrated with it, and it's not like I have a plethora of good veins to tap into. Plus the syringes I got last night totally confused my mind on how to know for sure if I registered or not, and also if even like a drip of blood got in at the tip and didn't move for .5 seconds the whole thing would clog/back up/ and then because it was the kind with the detachable needle the whole thing would blow up under the pressure so blood & drugs went flying.

Even though i thought this weekend would turn out ok since i reupped and had a smidgen of motivation to do some of the things i desperately need to get around to, it has turned into pure shite for me. Typical.

[im-the-lesbian-aunt]

Seriously, Mother’s Day gives me confusing feels. Like part of me wants to get my mom something, but then I realize all the shit she’s done to me and siblings(even up till recently) and I’m like you don’t deserve anything

Hate this damn holiday

[antisisyphus]

got a blister while walking/running to work. didn't have time to change into contacts. got a huge fucking rush. owner stopped by to micromanage/survey me.

[ifjgh]

It’s been a day, have a vent sketch that I don’t know if I’ll ever finish, I just wanted to get some feelings out. It needs a lot of work, and I don’t know if now is the time to fix it.

[natalieedoll-blog]

Ugh

Guess who's frustrated and only cried 2times today

Its me

[destan-of-the-shadows]

My Soul Is Dead and I Have No Will To Live, Buts Its Fine.

Fuck last weekend. Fuck it so much.

[theyarentjustbands]

Mood right now.. ~BAND BLOG~