Hawks was trying his best not to fall in love because everyone loves Hawks, but would they love Keigo?Flawed, tired, boring?
Meanwhile you ignore that he's the hero. He greets you with Keigo on your first date. You never call him Hawks. You don't even get your phone out once - Not to text, not to take pictures of or with him.
You made sure the date is somewhere far away from people so he wouldn't get recognized... He almost thought you were embarrassed of him with the way you tried to make sure that no one notices him. Of course you know who he is, but you don't reduce him to just that.
You fell in love with Keigo over the late night talks, the thoughtful little gifts and his endless kindness. You fell in love with the way he listens more than he speaks when it's just the two of you and how he remembers the tiniest details. He brings them up weeks later as if they mattered, because to him they do.
However, he always waits for the other shoe to drop. For you to slip up and call him Hawks, to pull your phone out and start questioning him about what it's like to fly, to fight alongside Endeavor or what it was like amongst the League of Villains. But it never comes. Instead you ask him what books he reads, what dreams he gave up, which meals remind him of home...
And little by little, Keigo starts to believe that maybe he can be loved. Not because he is Pro Hero Hawks but because he is Keigo, and that is more than enough for you.
completely pussydrunk!hawks who can barely control himself when he's fucking you, groans and grunts and makes the most incoherent noises when he's thrusting into you, pushing you in half so hard that that you can feel the backs of your legs straining, your knees pressing against your shoulders, toes curling, his eyes half-hooded and just so full of hearts, pupils so dilated you don't even know if he can see properly, bending down to lick at the sweat on the side of your neck, making you squirm and twist at the sensation, heat flooding in your tummy he way he mouths at your like a debased, starving man.
"ke-keigo don't --"
"d-don't? don't what?"
"'s gross -- a-ah fuck --"
"gross? nah --" he licks his lips, bends down, grins all lopsided and smitten, fingers digging into your thighs as he slows down his thrusts ever so slightly, his cheeks pink from the exertion, wings ruffling behind him, red feathers everywhere -- "nothin' bout you's gross, dove -- nothin' got it?"
he groans, letting his head drop into the crook of your neck; you can feel him trembling as he continues to rut down into you, his pace getting sloppy and desperate, his breath hot and wet and needy.
"could eat you up -- kiss every inch of you, wanna taste every part of you, yeah? fuck so pretty for me -- so wet -- fuck fuck fuck --" rambling to himself as his thrusts get all shallow, moaning about the taste of you on his tongue.
and after he's finally filled you up (multiple times, mind you), he turns to you, breathless, his chest heaving, brushes a few sweaty strands of hair from your face and says --
"i meant what i said... nothing about you is gross to me, and i'll fuck you till you remember it, yeah?"
there's a front keigo uses when it comes to other people—a barrier he wasn't even aware existed. his faux laugh was easygoing. it was short, and it was charming. he used it whenever he was talking to the higher ups or his colleagues. hell, he used it when he spoke to anyone. he's never been able to share the intimacy of a real laugh with another person before.
secretly, he was envious of those strangers he'd hear every once in a while. whether it was on patrol, or if he was just strolling into a coffee shop—ordinary citizens, people, humans, we're always laughing around him.
it could be huffs of air, odd squeaks or giggles—people with heaving chests, people chuckling, people snorting, people wheezing—but keigo knew a real laugh when he heard one.
which was odd, because he hadn't heard his own real laugh until you.
you're tucked into keigo's side, half awake and half asleep as you stumble forward. your eyes are barely open—and you're so drunk that keigo can already imagine the headache his poor baby is going to have tomorrow morning
"c'mon songbird, up up up."
he takes off your clothes and makeup, changing you quickly into your nightgown as you talk. you babble on about anything and everything that comes to your mind as he works—keigo kneels in front of you, smiling softly as he slowly unravels your dress and takes off your silvery shiny heels—he pulls on your nightdress, and grabs your favorite fluffy socks before tugging them up and over your feet
"kei baby," you whisper, and he glances up at you as he finishes taking off the last bit of your jewelery. he places your earrings into the little gold box you have on his desk as his warm hands wrap around your waist. he hums quietly as you suddenly place your palms flat on his chest, shoving him
he falls onto the bed with a soft oof! before sending you a confused smile
"shh...let me think, kei."
keigo folds his legs, amusement shining bright in his eyes as he watches you. your hair falls from its updo in wisps, framing your face as you stand in deep thought near the edge of your shared bed—hand on your jaw as you tilt your head
your smirk forms slowly. it's small, sly, silly and so drunk as you suddenly kneel onto the bed. you crawl towards keigo and fasten your knees on both sides of his hips—straddling him as he blinks up in surprise, not expecting your warm mouth to begin trailing kisses up his neck
sexy, is all keigo can think as a soft sigh escapes his lips. he's just about to kiss you back—when suddenly, you speak up.
"are you my appendix? because i have this funny feeling riiiight here that makes me feel like i should take you out." you whisper seductively, gliding his palm towards your tummy and under your nightgown
keigo blinks once. twice. before he stutters with his response. he tries to form even just one word—but he can't. and suddenly, he's falling apart—he's laughing so hard that he can't fucking breathe.
you blink in response, tilting your head adorably in confusion. you thought that was a good pick up line! but keigo's face is flushed for an entirely different reason other than being flustered, and his lips are stretched into a toothy grin. you're concerned for the lack of oxygen in his lungs when he's suddenly wheezing, and god, his eyes are shining with tears.
"oh-oh baby, i fucking love you."
you're slapping his arm, whining and pouting about how he ruined the moment. but your tone—your very serious face while uttering the absolute worst pick up line keigo has ever heard has him struggling to breathe in his fits of laughter
but you can't even try to be mad. because keigo's eyes are crinkling with genuine joy, and his hands are pressing you to his chest, and this laugh is so authentic—it bubbles all the way from his belly, so heartfelt and silly that you can't help but giggle along with him
"it was good, right? are you feeling—heh, turned on?"
keigo's smile is breathtaking. no wonder he's on so many magazine covers every month. finally—he leans forward, pressing his warm mouth against yours in a soft kiss as he cradles your face with both of his palms
"yeah, baby. never felt more hot and bothered... you know, 'm gonna marry you one day." he murmurs against your lips as you squirm in his lap
"nuh uh. who said i'll say yes?"
he laughs again. it's softer this time, and he maneuvers you carefully back into bed. you look like an angry kitten when you glare at him, but he only grins in response as he tucks you in—tugging the soft comforter up and over your body before getting into bed himself. he pulls you on top of him, gliding his hand up the back of your thigh all the way up until he's at the base of your spine
"you make me very happy, ya'know that songbird?"
you hum in reply, eyes already drooping close as your hold on keigo tightens just the slightest bit. his wings naturally fold to wrap around you—cocooning you in his hold.
he can see you're too tired to respond, your eyes are already slipping close when he presses a kiss onto your forehead
he admires you quietly, thanking the cosmos for allowing him to have this one good thing in life. you're drooling all over his shirt, and keigo wouldn't ever wish to have someone else laying beside him at night.
And what's more human? (than to hope? than to love?)
This is how it feels to take a fall - series masterlist here
pairing: takami keigo x reader (gender neutral, no use of y/n)
length: 1.2k
genre: hurt/comfort, fluff
warnings: keigo's in the hospital but it's pretty vague, he'll be fine, sometimes you love someone so much that you learn to hope again, sometimes the person is you, sometimes the person is your life
a/n: dying in a heatwave everyone say yippee
Keigo thinks, somewhere hazy in the back of his mind, that he should tell you that he's awake. He can see you in the doorway, whispering to your assistant through the half-open door as you wedge your body into the space to give him some privacy, barring the prying eyes of her and the other passersby.
He can see how hard you're working to stay quiet - can see the look you shoot her when she speaks a little too loudly. He should tell you that it's fine, he thinks. He should open his mouth, say something, make some kind of noise.
But his thoughts seem to be coming to him in slow motion, lethargic and sticking as he tries to make sense of them. The heart monitor beeps steadily next to his hospital bed, and he scratches with idle, fumbling fingers at the tape covering his IV.
"Hey, birdie," your voice pulls him out of his slow, lazy headspace as you finally close the door behind you, moving to sit down next to his bed and look at him a bit imploringly. "How're you doing?"
"Oh, I'm feeling great," he responds easily, his voice low and scratchy and wholly unbelievable. But you're talking to him in that gentle little coo that you only bring out when you're really worried, and you have a little notch between your brows that he'd smooth away if he had enough energy in his hands.
"Yea, I'm sure you are," you say softly, and he thinks that it really must be serious if you're not even calling him out on his obvious pretending.
"Come on, chickadee," he says gently. "It's all fine, hm?"
"Well," you sigh, leaning back in your chair and crossing your arms. "I dunno, um… call me sentimental, but I don't like seeing you get your ass kicked like that."
"Thank god I had you there to save me, then," he murmurs - and really, he's only half joking.
"Hm, yea - there are going to be some very flattering headlines about you tomorrow," you say flatly, and Keigo huffs out a laugh.
"Well, I can take that hit for you," he drawls. "Take your props, baby - you don't let yourself be the hero often enough."
"It's literally my job," you point out, but he rolls his eyes affectionately.
"You know what I mean," he responds. "You don't exactly revel in it."
"Well, I will if the press has anything to say about that," you sigh, and Keigo reaches slowly to drag his knuckles across your cheek gently.
"I'm sorry you had to deal with all that alone," he says honestly, and you look at him with an odd mix of bemusement and affection.
"While you were being airlifted to the hospital? Yea, it was awful," you say dryly, and he laughs again as his hand drops back to the bed.
"Somehow, I think you'd rather be in my position," he says easily, and you hum in agreement.
"And you'd rather be in mine."
"Probably," he admits. You look at him rather fondly, soft and syrupy as your fingers trail over his arm and towards his hand.
"Hey," he squeezes your fingers in his. "Come here."
"Into your hospital bed?" you laugh, but he just tugs you closer. It's a weak bit of strength, tired and wrung out, but you love him, so you go easily, tucking yourself into the bed next to him so that your head is on his shoulder.
He sighs, a contented sort of thing as he presses a slow kiss to your forehead and keeps one of your hands held firmly in his.
"You know, I hope you never do something like that again," you whisper, like you're confessing something that you shouldn't.
"What, hero work?" he quips.
"Yea," you joke. "You should retire. You'd be great as a house husband."
Keigo huffs out a laugh, his lips pressed to the top of your head as he murmurs out an, I'll see what I can do.
And you let it sit, just for a moment, before you speak again.
"I meant nearly dying."
"I was still pretty far off from dying," he says gently, and you exhale deeply as you curl further against him. "And, besides, you got to me in time."
"What if I don't, next time?" you ask quietly, and he squeezes your hand in his.
"You will."
"How do you know?"
"You always do," he says easily - like he's never once doubted you, like he'd put his heart in your hands if you asked.
"Think of this the other way around, Keigo," you try. "Wouldn't you be worried?"
"Of course I would," he says immediately. "But I always come to you."
"How can you be so sure?"
"Because I always have."
"You…" you trail off, worrying your bottom lip between your teeth. "You have a lot of faith in our abilities."
"I have a lot of faith in us," he says gently. Somewhere outside, the sun crests over the clouds and sends endless little beams of light through the hospital blinds and towards the two of you. You trace, with gentle, slow fingers, the patterns that it leaves across his chest.
"Don't you?" he murmurs, and you stop to press your palm to his skin and feel his heart beat under your hand.
"We're only human, at the end of it all," you say softly, and he hums his agreement.
"And what's more human than to hope?" Keigo counters, and it strikes you so shockingly that you sit up to look at him. He thumbs at a splash of light that's settled across your cheek as you stare at him, murmuring something about how pretty you look with the light like this.
"Do you really believe that?" you ask haltingly, the word hope sticking in your chest and scraping at your lungs.
"I do now," he says easily. "I didn't always, but I… I do now."
"I used to," you say softly, and he nods.
"I remember."
"I don't anymore."
"You can, if you want to," Keigo offers. "What's the harm in it?"
"I guess I just saw enough of the world to stop hoping," you shrug, and his thumb smooths over your cheek again and again and again.
"I think I saw enough of you that I started to," he murmurs, and you huff out a breath.
"You're concussed," you insist. "Go - take a nap. Go to sleep."
"If you insist," he says easily, his hand falling back to the bed as he closes his eyes - always letting you run away, always letting you hide when you need to. "But when I'm out of here and you're not freaked out anymore, you'll remember that I'm right."
"Maybe," you murmur, brushing some of the hair out of his face and smoothing it down gently.
The way the light wafts in, it sort of hazes around him like a golden halo. And his face, with his eyes closed and his head tilted back, looks soft in that way that it only does when he's relaxed and caught unawares.
And how could we not, you think as you stroke a finger down his cheek gently. How would we not find hope in a life as soft as this?
|| pairings: hawks x reader / keigo takami x reader
|| warning: a little suggestive, but it stops, other than that its comfort <3 listen to the song "We'll Never Have Sex" and you'll understand. reverse comfort
|| word count: 0.8k
Hawks. Number two hero in all of Japan. Fastest hero in all the country, youngest too, only age 22 and he was number two. Everyone seemed to want a piece of him, woman, man, anyone. It made sense, of course, he was attractive. He acted carefree, always with a boyish grin on his face and everything he did seemed so effortless. Perhaps that was apart of the problem.
No matter what he did, everyone made their assumptions. Made their ideas, believing him to be a playboy or some sex-driven man. He hated it. Keigo was told to just let it happen, it was good publicity. Especially with how much his fans ate it up, he complied. He let it happen.
That all changed when he met you. Who's hands were never quick, never yearning in a way to get his clothes off. Your hands were soft, gentle. Always caring, never forcing. Keigo didn't understand it, why weren't you trying anything? Why weren't you trying to make him apart of a fantasy?
Your soft lips against his as you sat in his laps, but it wasn't quick. Not 'hot and bothered' as some may speculate, no, it was slow and careful. His hands placed on the small of your back as the two of you kissed. It was a comfort, it was wonderful. Something Keigo always yearns after he finishes a hard day of a hero, to come home where you'd swing by. Watch a movie, make some food, just be together. Sweet kisses exchanged, tonight was no different. The only small change was that those small kisses turned to a small make-out.
You, who'd move your hands just a bit down, down Keigo's chest. He didn't want it to stop, but at the same time it felt like too much. Something he wasn't ready for, not yet at least. The vermillion feathers ruffled behind him as he forced himself to let this happen. You, on the other hand? You stopped and pulled away, cupping his face in your hands as you pressed a gentle kiss on Keigo's scarred cheek.
"Why'd you stop?" Your boyfriends question was barely above a whisper as he held you close. He didn't understand, was he not kissing you well enough? Not being good enough for you?
"Because you wanted to stop," You ran a hand through his messy blonde hair. One that's been kissed by the winds that he flew through during the day. Before he could try to fight back you continued. "I could tell your hesitation, love."
"Dove, we can keep going-"
"When you're ready."
Keigo stared at you with his golden eyes, staring up at you as you mindlessly brushed through his hair with your fingers. Untangling any mess that had happened from the day, taking out any small pieces of dirt or debris from the day. He didn't understand. No, he wasn't a virgin, why were you acting like he was? He held you tighter as he pushed his face into the plush of your neck.
Taking a deep inhale of your scent as he relaxed under your touch.
"Thank you."
You knew how the media treated him, as some sort of sex symbol. Always putting him on a pedestal as the number two hero, fastest hero in all of Japan. It killed you everytime you'd see an article of some made up scandal Keigo was supposedly apart of. You'd compare that article to your boyfriend. The man who'd come home, dragging his feet against the wooden floor. Eyebags under his eyes once he wiped the make up he used to conceal it. He was exhausted, overworked. Yet all the media saw was some one-dimensional man.
With a small hum, you shook your head and pushed a small kiss to your winged boyfriends forehead. Lingering there for a few moments before pulling away. A small smile on your face as you kept your gaze on him.
"You don't need to thank me, Keigs."
"But I should, you-"
You pushed your finger against his lips, a small smirk danced on your lips as you huffed.
"I don't wanna do anything you're not comfortable with. We don't have to do anything soon," With a small sigh, not of disappointment, you pressed your forehead against his. Fluttering your eyes closed as you kept speaking softly. "I kiss you just to kiss you, Keigo. If you don't wanna go too far, we don't have to. I'll be as patient as you need."
Your words hit a chord somewhere in Keigo. He always felt so pressured to do.. Well, anything. Hero work, the Commission, friends, enemies. He had so many things he had to do. But with you? He could go his pace for once. Not Hawks'. Not the man he presented to be, not the fastest hero in Japan. Just Keigo. He could go as slow as he needed, and you'd be there to support him.
"I love you," He whispered softly, his voice trembling just the smallest bit as he kept his emotions in check. Trying not to cry.
"I love you too, my darling."
"I love you," He repeated again. And again. And again. He kept whispering it as he kissed your neck softly, not a tease, not to lead up to something else. But because he could, because he wanted to.
"My gentle angel."
|| GUYS. GUYS. IM CHDBSIUBSIBVIDBLDVSAA i love keigo oml. i love how complex he is, he means sm to me OOOMMMLLLLLL :(( TO BE CLEAR!! im not anti-sex or smth, i js find it interesting to see the difference between hawks and keigo. i can make a whole essay on this
You Use the Safe Word: Aizawa & Hawks (separate) X Reader
This is just a little drabble on how I think these two would react to you using the safe word while in bed. Aizawa's does involve reader having somewhat of a panic attack so be forewarned if that is something you might be sensitive to.
Your wrists started to ache from the way you were tugging on your bindings. The rope tied your wrists together to the headboard above you. You’ve been tied like this for at least 45 minutes now. Shota decided after a full day of you teasing him, he was going to give you a little punishment. It started with you bent over his lap while he sat on the edge of the bed. You had been counting the amount of smacks to your bottom he gave you but at some point you had lost count. Aizawa had figured your continuous yelps and moans were enough. He pulled you up onto his lap so your tear stained face was in front of him. He loved seeing you like this, his little masochist, all red and teary eyed for him. He loved it just as much as you loved doing it for him. As he tied you up, leaving you mostly immobilized, he sat up in front of you. You watched as he unbuttoned his shirt slowly, such a tease. Once his top half was bare, he leaned over you again, placing a chaste kiss on your lips before getting up and starting to walk away. “Where are you going?” You called to him, he stopped in the door frame, looking back at you for only a brief moment. “To take a shower, don’t worry I’ll be back soon. Why don’t you think about what you’ve done while I'm gone?” He called back to you as he left the room. You sat there in anticipation, waiting, letting your mind run wild with thoughts of what he was going to do when he came back.
That's how you ended up here. Since he came back he’s spent god knows how long with his head between your thighs. Your wrists were starting to form red marks from the rope tugging at your skin. Your abdomen sore from the amount of times you tensed up, orgasm after orgasm. Shota’s strong hands were either wrapping around your hips to hold you in place as you writhed beneath him, or they were gripping your thighs to keep them apart as he devoured you. You were sure there were fingertip sized bruises all along your lower half.
You barely had time to recover from your last orgasm before another one quickly came up on you. As much fun as this had been, you were so overstimulated it was beginning to scare you. You could take the pain for continuous satisfaction, but when your vision started to go blurry and your ears started ringing from overstimulation you couldn’t help but start to want it to stop. “Sh-Shota, please stop” You mumbled out, the words barely able to form as you tried to ask him to stop. You asking him to stop without any real desire for him to do so wasn’t uncommon in your bedroom though. For all he knew this was words of encouragement from you. “I’ll stop when I think you’ve had enough.” His voice was gruff and harsh. Your vision started to go black again, heart rate increasing as your nerves about this whole situation got stronger and stronger. “Red.” You whispered, knowing he definitely couldn't hear you but praying he did. When he didn’t react though you knew you were gonna have to try again and just hope your voice could be loud enough for him to hear.
“Red!” You yelled, “Fuck, red red red!” the word kept spilling out of your mouth on repeat as panic really started to set in. The second Shota heard the first one he had back up off of you. Instincts kicking in, he had your bindings untied almost instantly. He sat back against the headboard pulling you up into his embrace. Not only were you panicked but now a wave of embarrassment was washing over you. Despite knowing you were safe and everything was over, all the feelings were simply too much and you couldn’t help the tears that fell from your eyes.“Hey, it’s alright, you're alright.” He cooed softly, until you calmed down. As soon as you could catch your breath again he turned your face to look at him. “Are you alright?” he asked, running his thumbs over your tear stained cheeks.
You nodded softly. “Y-yeah. It was all just getting to be a bit much. I was getting dizzy and couldn’t think straight.” You whispered. He pulled your reddened wrists to his lips, softly kissing them before massaging the irritated skin. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to push you too far.” He pulled your head into his chest, kissing the top of your head. “It’s ok.” Your voice was a soft mumble, still hard to understand. “I’m sorry for scaring you with the safe word, I just didn’t know what else to do.” His strong arms tightened around you, pulling you in even closer to him “No no, don’t apologize kitten. That’s what the safe word is for. I’m so glad you told me to stop when you did.” You stayed like that, cuddled into his chest for a few minutes longer before he finally spoke up again.
“Come on, let's get you cleaned up and relaxed.” He picked you up, carrying you to the bathroom before setting you on the counter so he could run you a bath. He helped you into the tub once it was full, massaging your muscles as he cleaned you up. After he helped you out and got you redressed in some comfy clothes. You two remained fairly quiet during this time, not that that was unusual for either of you, you normally were a fairly quiet couple. He brought you to the living area, sitting you down on the couch so you were comfy before walking back towards your kitchen. “Hey wait…” You started to call for him, before he interrupted you. “Don’t worry love, I’ll be right back I promise, I’m just getting you something to drink.” You nodded at his words, satisfied with knowing he wouldn’t be gone for long. Eventually he came back, cup of tea in hand. He crouched in front of you holding the tea out towards you. But even when your hands met the cup, he still didn’t remove his, instead with your hands over his he guided the cup to your lips helping you take a sip of the warm tea.
Hawks
Being with Keigo for a few years now, you were used to when he was in heat. He was already a pretty possessive partner, but when he’s in heat, the extra possession and aggressiveness is definitely something you had to get used to. This time was no exception as Keigo had pressed face down beneath him. Using one hand to push your face down into the pillow as he plowed into you from behind. Normally this position wouldn’t bother you, but this was the 5th position he had forced you into within the last 6 minutes. He had been fucking into you mercilessly for the last hour, he had cum inside you too many times to count. You were aching and sore, a mix of his cum and yours was dripping down your thighs. Your spine felt like it was about to snap with how he had you arched right now. You reached in front of you, grabbing one of the plush pillows that had been thrown around the bed and tucked it underneath you to help brace yourself a bit.
Keigo’s muttering dirty talk behind you was falling on deaf ears at the moment, mumbling incoherent words about breeding you and filling you up. He was in his own world at the moment, normally he was a very thoughtful lover, doing just about anything you would ask him to. Your pleasure meant the most to him typically. But when he was in his heat cycles, as much as he thought he was being attentive to your pleasure, he truly was acting a bit selfishly, so focused on pumping you full of his seed. You were used to his instinct and every year before this, could take it fine. But this time was just… different. Your thoughts were interrupted by Keigo pulling your head up by your hair, pulling you back against his chest. “Such a good little lovebird for me.” He whispered in your ear, before flipping you both over.
He laid beneath you, staring up at you with the eyes of adoration. He had never stopped fucking up into you, bucking his hips upwards with haste. His hands on your hips started to move you on top of him as well. “Come on dove, show me how bad you want my chicks inside you.” he panted out, hands moving to your thighs as he dug his nails into you. You tried your hardest, you really did. Moving up and down as quickly as you could to try and sync with his thrusts. But your body was spent, there was no way you could keep up with him. In your best attempt to keep him satisfied, you slowed your bouncing, instead opting for grinding back and forth on him as he continued to fuck you. Keigo threw his head back slightly in pleasure but never once took his eyes off you.
Even with your less exertive motions, your body was simply too tired. Your movements halted as you leaned forward over his body, head resting in the crook of his neck. He wrapped his arms around you, pushing a hand down on your lower back to keep you against him, his other hand holding the back of your head letting his fingers run through your hair. You hoped that if he would finish one last time then he would be done, letting you take a break before inevitably his instincts took over again. But at least you would have time to recover. His rough grunts in your ear indicated he was close, you had been letting out some heavy breaths this whole time, foregoing the moaning long ago when this whole experience stopped being as pleasurable for you. But now as you wanted him to cum for what would hopefully be the last time, you kind of faked a few moans for his pleasure, knowing if he could hear your voice in any way he would love it enough to drive him closer.
And then you felt it, his movements halting as he filled you up yet again. Your fingers gripped his shoulders underneath you as your body lay still. Your eyes opened as you waited, waited to see if he was truly done or not. And to your dismay, he started bucking up into you again, his hand pushing your lower back down even more. You decided you have had enough, your body simply couldn’t take another round. Turning your head so your lips brushed his ear, you spoke softly, barely above a whisper, “Feather”
His eyes widened in shock and slight fear. He was afraid he had really hurt you. His movements stopped entirely after he pulled out of you. You still layed on top of him, your chest pressed against his as he gripped the sides of your head with both hands, pulling your head up so you were face to face. He looked over every detail, taking in and assessing everything to ensure you were physically okay. Your eyes were droopy and half lidded with exhaustion, “I’ll be alright Keigo, we’ve just been going for too long, my body can’t take anymore, it's starting to hurt.” You spoke with a slight chuckle, trying to lighten the mood. He pressed a kiss to your forehead before resting his against yours. “I’m sorry dove, I should have paid more attention.”
You smiled slightly against him, kissing his lips softly before responding. “It’s okay, I promise. But, my legs feel like jello and I don’t think I can move anymore.” you giggled. “Not to worry babybird, you never need to walk again!” Keigo’s voice rang out as he stood up with you in his arms. Your legs wrapped around his waist and arms tightened around his neck, “Where to baby?” You shook your head into his neck at his antics, stifling your laughs at his silly little outburst. “I need to get cleaned up.” And with that he was drawing you a bath while you sat on the edge of the tub waiting for it to fill. His hand rested on your thigh while the other checked the temperature of the water.
“C-can I have some time alone while I clean myself up.” You find yourself asking the question more meekly than intended. You didn’t want him to think you were pushing him away because of this little incident, but you did really need a few minutes to relax and unwind by yourself. Keigo took a sharp breath, looking at you with worry before nodding his head. “Of course you can.” his hand slipped off your thigh as he went to stand up, his chipper self from before gone now. “Hey wait.” You stopped him, placing a hand on his cheek so he would look at you again, his eyes were avoidant though. “Keigo, look at me for a second. Please.” He listened, his golden eyes locking with your own. “I’m not upset, okay. You don’t need to worry. I just need a minute to gather myself again. That was a lot for me. Alright” He gives you a determined nod, fully standing this time. “Okay birdie, whatever you need just yell for me and I’ll be back in a heartbeat. Take all the time you need. And I really am sorry for earlier.” He set some fresh towels on the counter as you thanked him and told him you would just be a little bit before you came back out to cuddle.
The door was left slightly cracked open, you knew Keigo did it on purpose. He can be so clingy and even though he was willing to give you your privacy his need to make sure you were safe and taken care of was too high, so the door stays ajar so he could get to you quickly if needed, and so in his eyes, there was no barriers between the two of you. You let your body sink into the warm water, stretching your aching muscles. Closing your eyes you relaxed for a few minutes before grabbing your cloth and soap and getting to work cleaning yourself up.
It was only maybe 15 to 20 minutes you spent in the tub, but as the water started to grow cold you took that as your que to get out. You wrapped your towel around you, drying yourself as much as possible before finishing up your little bathroom routine. Before walking out of the bathroom you got yourself dressed into one of Keigo's t-shirts that he had slipped in the cracked door, as well as some panties he picked out for you, and a pair of warm fuzzy socks. The shirt barely covered your bottom but you walked out of the bathroom nonetheless, making your way back to the shared bedroom where Keigo was. You returned to find that Keigo had changed the sheets to some fresh clean ones, warm from the dryer. As well as build the two of you a little nest atop the mattress, adorned with the plethora of extra pillows and blankets you two owned. You couldn’t help but notice a few of his feathers mixed in. Keigo stood by his creation proud, “For you my love. Do you like it?” He asked with the excitement of a child. “Of course I do! It looks so comfy.” you answered with a nod, making your way closer to the nest. Your legs were still a bit wobbly so Keigo took your hand, assisting you in getting up into the nest. He followed quickly behind out, laying down with you he pulled a blanket over you both, pulling your face to his chest as he cocooned his wings around you.
keigo likes to stare at you. you like to stare at keigo <3
Just imagine Keigo staring at you. He loves to get up close and personal every time he does. He’s always leaning in ever so slightly to get a better look at you, but what he doesn’t realize is that he’s presenting an ethereal view.
You can see him so clearly now and oh my, is he stunning. His color palette is gold; in fact, the only contrast on his face are his pupils. There’s even a warm tone to his rosy-pink lips. He’s smiling at you— always. Whether it be a gentle tug of the lips or a full grin, the shimmer in his eyes are always in view.
Speaking of his eyes, they’re so much prettier bare faced. They’re big, bright and pierce right through you all of the time. There’s only a slight angle to them without his liner, but his thick, flared, bushy, wheat colored lashes frame his gilded eyes perfectly. Only when he gets close to you like this is when you can spot the hills of honey and valleys of tawny in his irises. You almost curse that one lock of blonde curling over one of his eyes. He doesn’t mind it as long as he’s looking at you.
Sometimes you forget that he’s real; like you can’t reach out and touch him. And even with your hand lifting as if you’re reaching for a figment of your imagination, he pushes his face closer to you so the tips of your fingers can graze along the scruff of his chin. He’s indeed real. They brush over rough facial hair, teasing up to a strong, bare jawline and even higher to full, soft cheeks. That’s the only time his eyes close. And they close slowly as his cheek forces its way into the palm of your hand. He says nothing but tugs the left corner of his lip up for a brief moment. As his smile falls only a little, his eyes open once more to look you in the face.
You have to pull yourself back for small breather, trying to catch the breath you didn’t know stopped. The full image of him is stunning. Keigo’s hair falls in layers around his face and dusts right along his shoulders. All of that free time after the war gave him the opportunity to let his hair grow out again. Wheat tones of blonde, brown and platinum add to your pretty hero’s allure. His hair only has a bit of unruliness to it today, not worried about it being out of his face for fightings sake.
He’s in a natural state. Wearing a loose button down only done up halfway, allowing you to see straight down his shirt and his sun kissed skin. You can’t miss the discolored scar he earned right over his neck and collarbone from his time fighting villains on your travel down his abdomen. That’s not the only scar he had but it’s the biggest one. He stands before you in loose fitting lounge pants, hands stuffed in his pockets. He’s stared at you so long the only thing he can think of is laying a fat, damp kiss to your lips. You two were only in this position because he wanted to get a bit playful. However, as passionate as he is, his playfulness comes in waves. Now all he feels is warmth.
To cut the intensity, he swims closer to press that kiss to your lips before standing upright. “Alright,” he drags. Sauntering away from you with his hands in his pockets and a coy smile on his lips, he chuckles at your attempt to throw a couch pillow at him until his instincts allow him to grab it. How dare he tease you— without having to do much at all?
Pro Hero! And soon to be ex Husband!Keigo Takami x Pro Hero!Still legal Wife!Reader
Synopsis: It's Valentines Day and your estranged husband shows up to your apartment to... take you out?
Warning: Extreme angst and fluff, suggestive themes, drinking, heartbreak, mutual pinning, touching and kissing, bad mental health, broken vases, broken dishes, preditor and prey, teasing, not really unfrequented love, heartbreak, hoping, depression, intimacy.
Wc: long, No ageless blogs! MDNI!!!
More info at the end. Use song: Of Monsters And Men - Little Talks
Slight spoiler: I wrote the flashback two different ways to represent how our brains twist painful memories.
This is the 3rd installment of my Valentines day series.
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The morning is cold, but Keigo barely feels it as he stands outside your condo, wings tucked tight against his back, fingers flexing at his sides. He’s been here for ten minutes already, gathering his courage, trying to find the right words, the right tone. Something easy, something smooth, something that won’t make you him out of your head.
He raps his knuckles against the door, but it isn’t you who answers.
"Sorry birdie," Rumi drawls, leaning against the frame like she’s been expecting him all day. Her ears flick lazily before she leans aside just enough to let him see inside.
"Kitty cat doesn’t want to play today."
Keigo opens his mouth to argue, but the twitch of her ears is all the warning he gets before she sidesteps, and a vase comes flying straight for his face.
Glass explodes against the doorframe as he dodges, shards embedding themselves in the wood and skittering across the ground. He exhales slowly, resisting the urge to shake out his wings, and instead, he just tilts his head toward the room beyond.
"That any way to treat an old friend, sweetheart?"
His voice is light, teasing, but there’s something beneath it—
Something raw, something desperate.
He sees the flick of your tail's shadow before he sees you, a lazy sway from where you’re perched on the arm of your couch, one leg crossed over the other. You’ve got your claws out, the tips of your nails clicking idly against the glass of another— intact —vase on the side table.
Your pupils are blown, slitted eyes reflecting the light in that eerily beautiful way that always makes his breath catch. Smoke curls from your lips, disappearing into the dim lighting.
Rumi huffs, stepping back inside. "I’m not cleaning that up."
"Don’t have to," you reply smoothly, voice like silk dragged over velvet. Your lashes flutter as you finally, finally turn your gaze to him.
"Keigo will do it, won’t you, baby?"
That shouldn’t do as much to him as it does. He knows you’re being cruel—playing with him the way you always have, even before everything went to hell. But his fingers still twitch at his sides, still aching to reach for you.
"Anything for you, dove."
His voice is softer now, almost a whisper.
Rumi looks between the two of you and groans. "Alright, I’m out. But if you kill him, I’m not helping you hide the body." She grabs her purse and coat before leaving out the door, white trainers making crunchy noises against the floor.
Rude , she’d have helped you hide any other body.
You hum noncommittally as she heads for the elevator. The second it shuts, the air between you thickens.
Keigo takes a step forward, and you don’t move—don’t stiffen, don’t react, just keep watching him with those unblinking, inhumanly sharp eyes. He has to remind himself to breathe.
"Can we talk?"
A beat of silence. Then, you lift your chin slightly, lashes lowering.
"Inside."
He barely hears the words over the sound of his own heartbeat. But he follows you in without hesitation.
Your condo is nothing like the home you once shared with Keigo. It’s clinical, sleek, too neat. There’s no clutter, no misplaced shoes by the door, no feathers caught between couch cushions.
No warmth.
The air inside is still, save for the faint scent of something citrusy and sharp—one of the only things that covers the trace of venom in your breath. The furniture is modern, leather and glass, not a single soft edge in sight.
Even the throw pillows on the couch are pristine, arranged just so. Keigo’s eyes flick to the sink, the pipes lined with that special metal finish to prevent your venom from eating through them, the custom silverware drying in a dish rack, a reminder of all the precautions you have to take just to exist in the same space as other people.
But there aren’t any other people here. Just you. Just him.
You saunter toward the bar cart in the corner, tail flicking as you reach for a bottle, pouring yourself a drink with slow, deliberate movements. You don’t offer him one.
Keigo watches, silent for once. He’s been in too many rooms like this. He knows the signs. You haven’t made this place a home—you’ve made it a hideout. A place to exist, not to live. And that realization makes something inside him twist so violently he has to clench his fists to keep from reaching for you.
"You gonna speak, or just stand there lookin' pretty?"
Your voice is a purr, lazy, amused. But he knows you too well. That’s just how you hide the venom.
He swallows, stepping further inside, ignoring the broken glass from your little greeting still scattered near the door.
"What happened to us?"
You sigh dramatically, swirling the liquid in your glass.
"We got divorced, birdie. Try to keep up."
"That’s not an answer."
"Sure it is."
You finally turn to face him fully, your tail curling loosely around your leg, those slit pupils of yours narrowing as they catch the light. Your gaze flicks to the faint cuts on his hands from the glass, and Keigo thinks—hopes—for a second that you might care. But then you take another slow sip, and whatever softness he thought he saw disappears.
"You think I don’t know what you’re doing?" His voice is quieter now, rougher. Your lips curl slightly.
"Enlighten me."
"You’re trying to make me hate you."
You don’t react. Not at first. But he sees the way your fingers tighten around the glass, the way your ears twitch, betraying you.
"Is it working?" you murmur.
Keigo exhales sharply, shaking his head.
"No."
You click your tongue, setting your drink down on the bar cart with a little more force than necessary.
"Shame."
There’s a long pause, tension stretched between you so tight it might snap at any second. Then, finally, you lean back against the cart, crossing your arms over your chest, nails tapping idly against the fabric of your sleeve.
"Why are you here, Keigo?"
"You know why."
"You should be getting ready for your fancy gala, smiling for the cameras, being Japan’s golden boy."
"Not in the mood."
You hum, tilting your head. "They’ll notice you’re gone."
"Let them."
That catches you off guard. He sees it in the flicker of surprise that crosses your face, quick as a heartbeat before it’s buried under something unreadable. You exhale, reaching up to push your hair back.
"You make everything so difficult."
Keigo steps closer.
"And you make everything so damn lonely."
That—finally—makes you falter. Just a little.
But it’s enough.
"Why, love?" His voice is softer now, breaking at the edges.
"Why’d you really leave?"
Your lips part, but no sound comes out. Because he deserves the truth, doesn’t he? After everything, after all the years spent in each other’s arms, in each other’s shadows.
But the truth is ugly. And you’ve never been the type to hand Keigo something he can’t handle. Even now, after everything, after you left.
So instead, you force a smirk, stepping forward to slide your fingers under the knot of his tie, tugging him just close enough to feel the heat of your breath against his lips.
"I left," you whisper, "Because I knew you’d chase me."
Keigo’s breath stutters. His hands twitch.
And then you let go, stepping back, putting a wall between you again.
"Now," you sigh, picking up your drink, "If you’re done being sentimental, you can see yourself out."
But Keigo doesn’t move.
Doesn’t turn, doesn’t back away.
Instead, he reaches into his pocket and pulls out something small. Something velvet. Something with your name on it.
Your breath catches.
His voice is barely a whisper.
"Not without an answer."
The morning light filters through the sheer curtains as you pull them back, casting a pale glow across the pristine walls of your condo. The city hums softly beyond the glass, an orchestra of distant sirens and traffic, a constant reminder that the world moves on regardless of your choices.
You lift your glass to your lips, savoring the last bitter sip before setting it down with a deliberate click. Behind you, Keigo still stands in the center of the room, that damn velvet box in his hands.
Your fingers twitch, but you don’t reach for it. Not yet.
Instead, you exhale slowly, rolling your shoulders as you stare out over the skyline. Being a Pro Hero should mean something, but for you, it’s always been more of a balancing act.
The media has never truly trusted you—not with the kind of power you wield, not with a quirk as inherently dangerous as yours. You’ve spent your career fighting for a place at the table, only to be met with suspicion. The public adores their heroes, but they only ever tolerate you.
And now, post-separation, they don’t even do that.
The headlines were merciless when the news first broke.
Pro Heroes Hawks and Nightfang’s scandalous divorce.
'Nightfang’s betrayal.'
Every news outlet framed you as the villain, the gold digger, the attention seeker. They spewed theories, spun tales of infidelity or deceit, but none of them knew the truth. Not a single one of them understood the slow unraveling of something that once felt indestructible.
And Keigo—damn him—never defended himself.
Only you.
He stood in front of cameras and brushed off questions with a shrug, a lazy smile, a tilt of his head. He called you an incredible woman. He said he would always support you. He told the world that love is complicated, but that you weren’t the villain in this story.
But when the cameras were off, when the interviews ended, when he came home to an empty penthouse that still carried the ghost of your laughter, Keigo had to face the truth.
You weren’t coming back.
Legally, the two of you are still married. You filed for divorce, but he never signed the papers. He refuses. You’ve been separated for a year now, and once the two-year mark hits, you’ll be dragging him back to court to finalize it whether he likes it or not. That’s the plan. But Keigo—stubborn, maddening, infuriating Keigo—isn’t going to let you go so easily.
He tried. At first.
But then Endeavor and Touya got involved. And when two of the most emotionally constipated men in Japan actually agreed on something for once, Keigo started listening.
“You’re insane if you think you’ll ever find something like that again,” Touya had scoffed, tossing a cigarette off the balcony of Keigo’s penthouse. “You’ve had the real thing, and you’re just gonna let her walk? That’s weak.”
“You’re not thinking clearly,” Endeavor had muttered, arms crossed.
“You’re a hero, but you’re still a man. Fight for her.”
So Keigo fought.
He scared off every court-mandated counselor assigned to help mediate the separation. He dodged meetings, refused legal summons, and ensured that nothing about his life changed.
Your clothes were still in the closet. Your favorite mug is still sitting by the coffee machine. Hell, your toothbrush—your damn toothbrush—remains untouched in the holder beside his.
And yet, the scent of you is gone.
Late at night, when sleep refused to come, he would reach for your pillow, hoping for something— anything —that still carried your warmth. But it was just fabric. Cold. Empty. The absence of you felt like a weight in his chest, like hunger gnawing at his ribs, an ache that wouldn’t fade.
It terrified him, that feeling.
Because it wasn’t just loneliness.
It was abandonment.
Keigo swallows hard, shaking himself from his thoughts as you finally turn, your gaze landing on the small velvet box in his hands. Your expression remains unreadable, but he catches the flicker of something in your eyes—recognition, hesitation, something softer before it’s buried beneath layers of indifference.
"You kept them." Your voice is quiet, but not surprised.
"Of course I did." His grip tightens slightly. "What did you think? That I’d toss them like some old trinket?"
You say nothing.
He steps closer, the distance between you shrinking.
"Open it."
You don’t move.
Keigo exhales sharply, bringing the box to his own hands, flicking it open with his thumb. Inside, nestled against the plush lining, are the rings—your rings. Your wedding band, sleek and elegant, gleams under the morning light. And beside it, his own.
Unworn, untouched. Still yours.
"Tell me," his voice drops, rough and raw,
"Do you still want this to be over?"
You look at him—the man you came to love so deeply, so wholly, that it still aches in places you thought had long gone numb. Keigo Takami. Hawks. The man who once had nothing, just a lonely kid with clipped wings, and somehow, against all odds, became your everything.
Your fingers tighten around the wine glass in your hands, not from anger, but from the weight of the memories pressing against your chest.
You remember it all so vividly—your wedding, if you could even call it that.
No grand venue, no media coverage, no designer gowns or custom tuxedos. Just you, in a t-shirt and jeans at first, standing beside him in the city hall courthouse. Your closest friends, your grandfather, and a love so real it felt like the very foundation of the life you were building together.
Back before the multimillion-dollar contracts, before either of you were B-list celebrities—hell, even before you were D-list heroes.
People had called you foolish. They’d whispered that it wouldn’t last, that Keigo would leave you someday.
Find someone younger, someone prettier, someone who wasn’t…
you.
But Keigo never strayed. Never looked at another woman the way he looked at you.
Not once.
You knew the kind of childhood he had survived, the scars buried beneath his charm, the silent desperation in the way he clung to you when nightmares crept in. You were his family. And he was yours.
Maybe that’s why this hurts so much.
Because when the rest of the world turned its back on you, when the media vilified you, when complete strangers condemned you, Keigo had always been your safe place.
And now?
Now you were each other’s greatest source of pain.
At least there were no kids to get lost in this mess. No innocent lives tangled in the wreckage of what the two of you had built and lost.
Just two people, bound by love and tragedy, trying to navigate the wreckage without losing themselves in the process.
And yet, even now, late at night, you still hear him.
That warm hum, soft as a whisper, waking you from the edge of sleep. It takes a moment before you recognize it—his voice, murmuring wedding vows in the quiet. The same ones he spoke to you five years ago in that tiny courthouse, when the only thing you had to your names was each other.
"I don’t have much, but everything I am, everything I have, it’s yours. It always will be."
Keigo has offered a vow renewal more times than you can count. And every time, you refuse. He doesn’t understand.
He thinks you deserve more, that he didn’t do right by you back then. That now, with money, status, and power, he can finally give you something extravagant—something worthy of you. But that courthouse wedding? That day, five years ago? It was perfect.
You’ve told him that before.
And Keigo, with that quiet, unreadable stare, had only shaken his head and whispered, “That was the bare minimum.”
He doesn’t get it.
And moments like this—when he stands in front of you, ring box in hand, eyes pleading even when he doesn’t say a word—it’s so damn hard to be mad at him.
Because Keigo Takami, for all his recklessness, for all his stubbornness, has never once stopped loving you.
The rings clink softly against the table, the weight of them heavier than it should be. Your sigh feels like it’s been building in your chest for years, clawing its way up your throat, but when it finally escapes, it doesn’t bring relief. It just leaves you empty.
You rub your face, fingertips pressing into your temples, before retreating into the corner like you always do when you’re overwhelmed. The space feels too small, too tight, but the pressure grounds you. Keigo shifts in your periphery, body tensing like he’s about to reach for you, and you know that if he gets too close, you’ll break.
Your mouth fills with saliva, hot and acrid, your body rejecting the wine and venom swirling in your stomach. Before Keigo can take another step, you bolt, vaulting over the table, sprinting to the kitchen sink just in time.
Everything comes up in sharp, burning waves—wine, acid, poison—and you grip the edges of the sink, gasping between shuddering breaths. You don’t even realize you’re crying until Keigo is there, gathering your hair into his hands, his fingers gentle against your scalp.
The silk press you got last week—because you didn’t have the energy to deal with your hair, because life has felt so heavy—slides smooth between his fingers. He holds it back carefully, rubbing your back in slow, familiar circles, keeping his touch light like he knows any more might send you over the edge.
He doesn’t say anything when you try to push him away, just turns on the water and helps you rinse your mouth. The sink is steaming, curling around your face like fog, and when you spit again, the heat clings to your skin. Your body feels drained, exhausted down to your bones, but Keigo stays close, watching you carefully.
You can see the concern in the way his eyes flicker over your frame, the way his jaw clenches. You know you look bad. You feel worse. The dark circles under your eyes are deeper than usual, your limbs too thin, your clothes hanging looser than they should.
And then his gaze shifts—past you, past the sink—to the countertop.
To the empty bottles.
You don’t even like wine like that.
Keigo’s expression doesn’t change, but you can feel something inside him shift.
He doesn’t say anything—doesn’t need to. He just hands you a cup of water, watching like a hawk as you take small sips, as you swallow down the Tylenol he places in your palm. Then, without a word, he starts emptying the bottles. One by one, he pours them down the drain, his movements sharp, controlled. You don’t try to stop him.
You just watch.
When he’s done, he tosses the bottles into the trash with finality, dusting his hands off before turning to you. His shoulders drop, just slightly, before he nods to the kitchen table.
“Sit,” he murmurs.
You hesitate, but your body is too tired to fight him.
The smell hits you first—warm, savory, familiar. A bowl of noodles, steam curling from the surface, two soft-boiled eggs nestled in the broth. Light spice, mild enough for your stomach. Next to it, a glass of green tea.
Your favorite.
Keigo slides into the chair across from you, setting his own bowl down. He doesn’t rush you, doesn’t push—just eats with you, slow and steady, letting the weight of his presence do all the talking.
The food smells too good to ignore. And you don’t want to be alone right now.
So you eat.
He watches, not too obviously, but you can feel it. The tension in his shoulders eases when you take another bite, and by the time your bowl is empty, your eyelids are heavier, your body slumping against the chair.
You don’t protest when he leads you to the couch, wrapping you in soft blankets from God knows where. He pulls you against his chest, and for the first time in what feels like forever, you let yourself sink into the warmth of him.
Your couch is too hard, because you never bothered making this place comfortable. Most nights, you sleep on the hardwood floor because it’s easier than trying to rest in a bed that doesn’t have him in it.
Maybe you got married too young. Your frontal lobes weren’t even fully developed yet.
Or maybe this was always bound to happen.
You already know how this will go.
Keigo will stay until you make him leave. He’ll linger for a few days, maybe a few weeks, before finally stepping back. Then the gifts will start showing up at your door—never at your agency anymore, at least he learned that much.
And then, eventually, he’ll come back.
And when he does, you’ll scream as you push him away. Because his feathers will be scattered across your apartment, lingering on the floor, stuck to your clothes, hidden in the creases of your couch.
And no matter how much you tell yourself to, you won’t have the heart to throw them out.
Because you still love him.
“Hm.”
Your laugh is barely more than a breath, but it still surprises you. It rumbles against Keigo’s chest, and you feel the way he tenses beneath you, like he’s trying to commit the sound to memory.
When he glances down at you, you tell him it’s because noodles and green tea were all you guys could afford back then, before the fame, before the headlines, before everything got so complicated.
Keigo nods, his lips pressing into a firm line, but there’s something in his eyes—something distant, something almost mournful. “The food act you started is doing really well,” he says after a moment, his voice steady. “Lots of donations are coming in. People are getting at least two hot meals a day.”
You smile, a small, fleeting thing.
Of course, Keigo made sure of it. Whatever you wanted to do, he always fronted the money, always stepped in as the face of it. Not because he wanted credit, but because people were more willing to listen to him than a woman who looked like you.
You don’t even need to say it out loud. He already knows.
A snake.
That’s what they called you.
Strange, considering the soft curve of your cat-like ears atop your head, the way your tail flicks when you’re irritated, the sharp, clawed nails you keep polished and neat. Maybe it’s your eyes, slitted and gold lined, too predatory for their liking.
Maybe it’s your teeth, sharp enough to tear through flesh, or the venom you can spit through the gaps between them, burning hot as it hisses against the air.
Or maybe it’s just because they needed an easy way to hate you.
Whatever. You don’t care anymore.
You’re just so tired.
Waking up has been hard. Brushing your teeth feels like a chore. Standing too fast makes your head spin.
Maybe it’s just too many bad days, piled on top of each other, weighing you down.
Or maybe it’s something else.
It’s weird—the way you’ve started signing Keigo’s last name again without thinking. You mean to use your maiden name when handling business, but the moment the pen touches paper, it’s his that spills out in ink.
Because it doesn’t feel like your name anymore.
Not after the media found out about your marriage.
Not after they twisted it, stripped you of any identity outside of him.
It became his name. And you?
You weren’t even a partial owner.
You sigh, pressing your forehead against his collarbone, letting yourself drift for just a moment. You and Keigo go way back—back before the tabloids, back before the industry swallowed him whole, back when you had braids and he hadn’t yet fallen into the machine that chewed him up and spit him out as Hawks.
Back when it was just you and him, sitting on the floor of your first apartment, no furniture, barely making rent, sharing instant noodles and laughing like the world wasn’t out to break you.
Keigo sits up a little, his arms still around you but tense now, his golden eyes locked onto your face, searching for something.
Anything.
“Can I ask you something?”
You don’t respond immediately. Your gaze is fixed on the silver screen, but you’re not really watching anymore. The cartoon you grew up on plays like white noise in the background, a relic of a simpler time—back when the only thing you had to worry about was making ends meet, back when it was just you and him against the world.
Back before the lights got too bright. Before the whispers got too loud.
Before loving each other started to hurt.
You understand why he doesn’t want to go back to that apartment, why he hates the memories in those old walls. You do, but at the same time, you don’t. Because back then, you had each other. More than you do now, more than when you both became names with too much weight to carry.
Before the cameras, before the meetings and hushed conversations about his image with you. Before your interviews turned sharp-edged, laced with bitterness neither of you knew how to swallow.
Before there were meetings about your marriage. Before your image turned sour.
You know why he works so hard to give you a soft life, but you refuse his money, refuse to go half on anything. You both got married without a prenup, so as far as you’re concerned, he can keep his things, and you’ll keep yours.
But Keigo is a selfish man.
He wants everything.
Not the house, not the cars—those are just things, and he’s never cared much for things.
He wants you .
Not as a trophy wife, not as a possession, but as the one person who’s ever really seen him in a room full of people. The one who showed him what his heart was worth. And even though yours is torn to shreds, even though you’ve spent so long pushing him away, he wants to be there with a sewing kit and new fabric, trying to stitch you back together, piece by piece.
"Would you run away with me?"
Your head turns slowly, eyes meeting his. "Run away to where? America? Some place where they don’t know my face or name?" Your voice is flat, tired. "You’d never be able to leave, Keigo. You have a duty here."
Keigo takes a deep, almost steady breath, eyes flickering with something unreadable before he clarifies.
"Run away with me for today. For Valentine’s Day. "
Your playful smile vanishes. You frown, turning back toward the screen.
"I hate when you joke like that."
"It’s not a joke."
The way he spits it—low, urgent—makes something in your chest ache.
He isn’t talking about some grand escape. He isn’t asking you to drop everything, to disappear with him to some foreign country, to run from the weight of your names.
He’s asking for today.
One day where there are no cameras, no expectations, no headlines.
Just you and him, like it used to be.
"It’s not a joke," he repeats, softer this time.
"You can't breathe air into my lungs if I don't want it, Keigo."
"Then I'll be a vacuum cleaner and press reverse."
"There you go again—forcing me into what you think is best for me."
"Please, just come home."
"I'd rather be in hell than alone."
You haven't been back since the night you left. You packed a suitcase with the same clothes you arrived with, taking nothing more than your hero costume.
And now you were gone.
It killed Keigo to come home and see the place torn apart, to live in the wreckage of everything you left behind. For a while, he did. That’s why he moved into the penthouse—because the house, as beautiful as it was, hurt too much.
Acres of land, a guarded estate, a quiet escape in the countryside—it was supposed to be a dream. Now, it’s just a memory.
But that night stays with him. The night you begged— fucking begged —him, his wife, who should never have had to beg for anything in her life. And yet, you did. Standing there in your designer black dress, glittering under the dim lights, mascara running like an unchecked faucet, pooling at the base of your throat as if your own tears were branding you, drowning out your voice.
Begging him to stay. To choose you over the public. Because you needed him.
And he didn’t.
—————
Keigo doesn’t notice the way your hands start to shake as the commotion around you grows louder. He doesn’t notice how the weight of the room feels like it’s pressing into your skull, the voices, the shuffling, the endless chatter about the schedule and the press and the fucking charity event drowning you like a tidal wave.
He doesn’t notice the way you break.
Not at first.
You're already on your knees, sitting in the middle of the bedroom floor in your black designer gown, the shimmer of it making the streaks of makeup down your cheeks look even darker. Your chest is rising and falling too quickly, your breathing uneven, like the oxygen in the room is running out. Your nails are digging into the fabric around your arms, and you’re begging him, voice hoarse from holding everything in for years.
"Please."
That’s all you can manage at first. You don’t know what else to say, how else to convince him, how else to make him see you.
"Please don’t go."
Keigo exhales slowly, standing tall in his gilded tux, his hands adjusting the cuffs like he’s getting ready for war, and in a way, he is. The hero industry is a battlefield, and he’s always been a soldier. Always been good at following orders, at knowing when and where to strike, when to play the game.
You’re not part of the game.
You never were.
"You know I can’t just not go," he says, like he’s trying to be reasonable, like this is an explanation instead of an excuse. "This event is important."
You let out a sharp, bitter laugh.
Important.
"What about me ?" you whisper, gripping your dress tighter.
His jaw tightens. "Don’t do that."
"Do what , Keigo?"
He sighs again, rubbing the back of his neck, his wings fluttering once in irritation. The movement sends a loose feather drifting to the floor between you, and you hate how that simple sight makes something in your chest ache .
" This ," he gestures at you vaguely. "Acting like I don’t—"
"Like you don’t what ?" You cut him off, eyes locking onto his. "See me? Hear me? Like you haven’t left me behind over and over again?"
He stiffens at that.
"You always have somewhere else to be, Keigo," you whisper, your hands releasing your dress to clutch at your chest instead, like you can physically hold yourself together.
"Always someone else to be with. Always something more important than me."
"That's not fair," he snaps. "You know that’s not true."
"Do I?" Your voice cracks, and you shake your head, laughing wetly, eyes burning. " Tell me , Keigo—when was the last time you chose me ?" He looks at you, but he doesn’t say anything. Not even one word.
Because he knows.
He fucking knows .
And for not the first time tonight, you feel empty.
Because what’s the point of screaming at a wall? What’s the point of pouring your heart out into hands that are too full to hold it?
Your voice is quieter now. Depleted.
"I’m done."
That makes his entire body tense, golden eyes snapping to yours, lips parting slightly in disbelief.
"What?"
"I don’t wanna fight anymore." You sniff hard, wiping your eyes, smearing the mess on your face further.
"I just wanted love and comfort. That’s it."
Keigo moves forward, like he’s about to kneel in front of you, but before he can, there’s a loud knock on the door, followed by frantic voices calling his name.
They need him.
You don’t say anything. You don’t move. He hesitates, but only for a second. Then he sighs, leans down, and presses a quick kiss to your ruined cheek.
"We’ll talk about this when I get home, okay?"
Your breath catches in your throat.
And just like that, he’s gone.
The door closes behind him, and the noise follows, his footsteps fading down the hall as the staff and managers rush after him.
You don’t move.
You just sit there, staring at the empty space he left behind, blinking slowly as another hot tear slips past your lashes, burning as it carves a path down your cheek. It drips from your chin, landing against the fabric of your dress. And in the silence of the house you once called home , you whisper,
"I need you."
But he’s already gone.
You don’t move at first when you hear all the cars drive away.
Because your mental state was just that bad —so bad that the thought of standing under a thousand flashing lights, surrounded by cameras and whispers, made your stomach turn. Because you knew how it would go. You’d smile, pose, play the part, and by morning, they’d have spun some new evil story about you. As if you craved attention so desperately that you needed everyone’s eyes on you—even at a charity ball.
And Keigo stood there, dressed in gold, the picture of perfection, while the staff bustled around you, stepping over your crumpled form on the floor of your own home. As if you weren’t there. As if you were just a nuisance, inconveniencing a man who had far better things to do.
Honestly, what did he ever see in you?
The rumors never stopped. That he must have been tricked, roped into this marriage. That Hawks, the patron saint of the hero world, hadn’t just cleaned up the streets—he’d done an act of charity by taking in a disaster of a woman like you.
And maybe, tonight, he believed it.
He dismissed the staff. His managers. But it was too late.
The damage was already done.
He tried to explain earlier. Tried to tell you why he couldn’t just not go. That you needed to pull yourself together. And that’s when something inside you snapped.
"I’ve been pulling myself together for you for seven years, Keigo. Seven."
From the very beginning, people told you that you’d never measure up. That you needed to hold on tight to him before he came to his senses. And now, standing in the middle of this too big, too cold house, you finally hit your breaking point.
You couldn't breathe. You couldn't think. The world spun too fast, too violently, and he—he couldn’t even take a moment to comfort you?
Really?
He’d rather stand there and watch you unravel?
The two of you were screaming now, voices ricocheting off the high ceilings. But you weren’t even angry anymore. Not really.
"I don’t want to fight, Keigo. I just wanted love. I just wanted comfort."
His phone wouldn’t stop ringing. People were banging on the door, reminding him that he needed to go. And you—you just stood there. Silent. Watching.
"We’ll talk about this when I get home," he told you, pressing a kiss to your tear-streaked cheek before walking out the bedroom door.
And you let him go.
The moment the door clicked shut, a single, burning tear slipped down your cheek, curving along your jaw as you whispered, "I need you."
But there was no one left to hear it.
The house was empty. Silent.
No one called. No one checked in—except Rumi and Taishiro, asking where you were, saying Keigo mentioned you weren’t feeling well.
Oh.
So that’s what he told them?
The ring on your finger feels heavier than it ever has.
The same ring he slipped onto your finger with that cocky, love-drunk grin, promising you forever. The same ring he kissed every morning before slipping out the door, murmuring, see you later, babe . The same ring that sat between your fingers as you traced the grooves absentmindedly, convincing yourself that he was worth waiting for.
Now, all you can think about is how much you regret ever putting it on.
Because what did it mean ?
Nothing.
It was just another thing in your life that Keigo Takami had made you believe was sacred—only for him to turn around and treat it like an afterthought.
Defends you to the death one moment but can’t even put the world on hold for you the next.
Talk about mixed fucking signals.
Even the lights in your bedroom feel too bright, burning into your retinas as if the whole house is mocking you, exposing you, watching you break apart piece by piece. You stumble toward the bathroom, desperate for a moment to breathe, to clear your face, to wipe away the evidence of how thoroughly you’ve lost .
But then you make the mistake of looking into the mirror.
And you don’t even recognize yourself.
The woman staring back at you is a ghost, her makeup smeared down her cheeks like war paint, her lips trembling with unshed rage and despair. The whites of her eyes are bloodshot, her cheeks raw from the heat of her tears.
Smoke curls from her lips with every breath.
You open your mouth, and your venom pools there, thick and acrid, sliding over your tongue like a warning. You could spit it into the sink, watch it swirl down the drain like all the other things you’ve had to swallow in this marriage.
But why should you?
What’s the point of restraint? What’s the point of trying to be good ?
Keigo abandoned you tonight. Just like he always does.
So instead of spitting into the sink, you turn and head straight for the bed.
One spit-take is all it takes to watch the expensive Egyptian cotton sheets dissolve into nothing.
Oh.
That feels good.
Something clicks into place inside you, something sharp and reckless and angry.
Your fingers curl into tight fists as you storm through your walk-in closet, scanning the racks and shelves until your eyes land on something perfect.
An old baseball bat.
The weight of it feels right in your hands, the smooth grip grounding you.
And then you swing.
The bedroom window shatters on impact, the sound ringing through the house, glass raining onto the floor like diamonds. You turn on your heel and move to the next target—the kitchen cabinets, the overpriced mahogany that Keigo’s designer picked out. You slam the bat into them again and again, the wood splintering, the doors hanging off their hinges.
Then it’s the TVs.
Every. Single. One.
Because why the fuck does every room need a television ?
You swing at the first one, watching the screen crack and flicker, glass shards scattering across the hardwood floor. Then the next, and the next, until there’s nothing left but broken plastic and shattered screens.
But that’s still not enough.
The sinks.
You crank the faucets on full blast, watching the water spill over before you spit into them, the pipes sizzling and corroding instantly.
Keigo’s favorite car sits in the driveway, gleaming under the moonlight, freshly purchased, still smelling like new leather and money.
Too bad about the broken windshield.
Your bat swings once, then twice, then three times for good measure, before you shove the damn thing into neutral and push it over the edge of the property’s cliffside driveway.
It tumbles down the rocky slope, scraping against jagged edges, until it lands with a loud splash in the saltwater below.
Huh.
Guess he’ll find it there later.
You step back, shoulders rising and falling with each breath, but you’re not done. Not yet.
The wedding china.
The plates, the dishes, the goddamn gravy boat.
You hurl them at the wall, watching them shatter into pieces, and for the first time, your hands shake —because that hurt. That was a gift from your grandfather. That was yours .
You swallow hard, eyes burning, but you don’t stop.
Your wedding dress is in the attic, stuffed away in a box that smells like dust and memories. It was a short thing, gifted by Nemuri from her first failed attempt down the aisle, something borrowed, something meant to be special.
Keigo’s tux is there too. An old rental, something he nearly threw away.
You whisper a quiet, sorry, to the dress before setting it ablaze.
Better for it to burn than to live in that dingy old box forever.
But Keigo’s tux? That, you take downstairs.
You nail it to the front steps.
For when he gets married again.
And then, finally, you slide the ring off your finger. It’s lighter now.
You don’t look at it as you place it on the nightstand, as you go back upstairs and pull out an old suitcase. You pack only what you came into this house with. The clothes from your old life. And your hero costume.
For good measure, you slice up Keigo’s expensive jackets, the ones he always threw over your shoulders in public when people were watching, but never when you actually needed them. All this money can’t buy you the arms that you wish would hold you more than just at night when you’re falling apart and can’t feel anything. Then you flood the bathtub with them.
And spit.
The fire crackles, eating through the fabric, the flames licking up the ruined cloth, filling the air with the acrid scent of burnt leather and regret.
Do you feel better?
No.
But it helps .
And then you leave.
You step out of the house barefoot, your pretty dress stained with smoke and dust, your expensive heels clicking against the pavement as you walk . And you don’t stop. Not until you reach your grandfather’s old house. The porch steps creak under your weight as you sink down, too exhausted to even push open the door.
Your body is spent. Your soul is empty.
So you just curl up on the steps, resting your head against the worn wood. And for the first time that night—
You close your eyes in peace.
—————
Keigo watches you from across the room, his golden eyes tracing every flicker of emotion that crosses your face. He sees it all. The hurt. The betrayal. The night he can never take back.
And the worst part?
He knows—knows deep down in his bones—that there’s nothing he can do to fix it.
No matter how hard he tries, no matter how many times he rewinds the memory in his head, searching for the moment where he could have done anything differently.
Because he did come home that night.
Heart pounding. Mind racing.
At first, he thought someone had attacked you, that some villain had stormed the house, tearing it apart, leaving nothing but chaos and destruction in their wake. But then he saw it.
The tux.
Nailed to the front steps like a goddamn headstone.
And then he stepped inside.
The walkway, the living room— empty.
Not in the way that an unfinished house is empty, but in the way that something once full of life had been stripped bare, gutted from the inside out. The only things left were the shards of glass scattered across the floor, catching the moonlight like cruel little stars.
His stomach had twisted at the sight, his fingers tightening around the doorframe as he forced himself to move forward, to climb the broken staircase, to look .
And when he did—When he stepped into your bedroom—His knees nearly buckled beneath him.
Black stains marred the pristine white carpet. It took him a second to understand what they were.
And then it hit him like a freight train.
Your tears.
You had knelt there, crying so hard and so long that the venom from your mouth had dripped onto the floor, burning into the fibers. His gaze had swept the room, taking in the smoldering remains of your shared mattress, the burned sheets, the shattered windows. His jackets—shredded beyond recognition.
And there—on the bedside table—
The ring.
The one thing he never thought he’d see off your finger.
And then he checked the closet. Your clothes—all the ones he had ever bought you—were still there. Neatly folded, untouched. The only things missing were the clothes you brought with you the day he gave you the keys and you moved in together.
The same keys he now kept locked in a safety deposit box. Along with the keys to your first apartment. Because some part of him had always held onto the hope that maybe—just maybe —you’d come home.
But that hope had been a fool’s dream, hadn’t it?
He hates the person he was then. Because even if people needed him, he took vows to you.
And he broke them.
Maybe there was no adultery, no scandal, nothing that would make the tabloids scream betrayal. But what does that even matter?
He still failed you.
And he doesn’t blame you for wanting out. For wanting away from him.
But fuck —he’d been an idiot.
An idiot to not try harder. To not fight tooth and nail until his last dying breath to make it right. To not chase after you, to not choose you the way he should have from the very beginning.
And now, standing here, watching you—
He wonders if maybe the right thing to do is to finally let you go.
To stop being selfish.
To give you the space you deserve to heal , to move on, to find someone who truly understands you. Someone who isn’t afraid to tell the world no for you, who will always put you first.
Someone who will love you better than he ever did.
And God—
He hopes that whoever it is, they love you more than anyone in the world.
Because you deserve it.
You always did.
"Okay."
Keigo blinks at you, his golden eyes narrowing slightly in confusion. Okay? That’s it?
"Okay?" he echoes, like he needs confirmation, like he hadn’t just spent the past few minutes bracing himself for another argument, another rejection, another reminder of how much he fucked up.
" Yes, okay," you say with a yawn, stretching your arms over your head as your hair flattens slightly against the pillow. "That's what I just said, right?"
He doesn’t respond right away. Just watches you, still half-buried in sleep, your voice groggy, your body warm beside his. He doesn’t know what he was expecting— screaming? A shattered vase? —but it sure as hell wasn’t this.
"I don't see the point in wasting a beautiful day," you add, voice softer now, as if admitting something you’re not sure you should. "But I'm tired. I need a nap."
And so you do.
Just like that.
You turn over, curl up under the blanket, and drift off. Keigo watches you for a moment longer before finally settling in beside you. His wings fold close, the weight of everything still lingering heavy on his chest, but for the first time in a long time, he lets it be. He lets you be.
And maybe it’s not forgiveness. Maybe it’s not even healing.
But it’s something.
The sun is well into the afternoon sky by the time he stirs, rousing you gently with a touch to your arm, murmuring your name in that low, familiar voice.
You wake slowly, stretching again before swinging your legs over the edge of the bed.
"Five more minutes," you grumble. Keigo chuckles.
"That’s what you said an hour ago."
You throw a weak punch at his arm before shuffling to your bedroom. At first, you tug on a plain tee and jeans, running a brush through your hair before stopping. Your eyes flick to the back of the closet, to something you haven’t worn in a long time.
A soft pink dress. Short and flowing. One you used to wear on dates before you got married.
You hesitate for only a second before pulling it out. It feels almost foreign in your hands, but when you slip it on, it fits just the same. A little piece of the past, like muscle memory. Your hands move on their own—pulling your hair into a high ponytail, swiping on a light cat eye, painting your lips a deep maroon before adding a slick gloss over it.
Your eyes flicker to your feet next. Heels? No, too much. Sandals? Maybe.
Instead, you grab a pair of flat tennis shoes, white, and slip them on over your hot chili pepper socks. A tiny smirk tugs at your lips. You used to wear them all the time, and Keigo always teased you for it.
When you finally step outside, the sunlight kisses your skin, and Keigo—
Keigo is already waiting.
He stands there, casual as ever, golden eyes sweeping over you in quiet admiration before his hand disappears behind his back and reemerges holding a large bouquet of flowers.
You stop short, eyes flicking between him and the bouquet.
"Where did you get those?"
He grins, his classic, cocky smirk making its first real return in what feels like ages. "I have my ways."
You roll your eyes, but there’s no real bite behind it. You take the bouquet from him, inhaling the soft, floral scent before carefully opening the sliding glass door and placing them in a vase with fresh water. But before you turn away, you pluck a single sweet pink rose, tucking it between your fingers.
When you step back toward him, his arms are already open, waiting—
And without hesitation, you wrap yourself around him.
His arms tighten around your waist, lifting you with ease like he used to, like it’s routine , like it’s muscle memory .
And for a moment—just a moment—everything feels familiar again.
Keigo lifts you into the air with ease, the wind rushing past as you hold onto him, your heart steady against his. His wings beat strong and sure, carrying you higher, away from everything—the city, the noise, the expectations.
For once, there is no mission. No duty. No answering to anyone.
Just this. Just you.
The sun is warm against your skin, golden and high, as he finally descends upon a quiet field nestled between rolling hills. A place untouched by the rush of the world. He lands effortlessly, his boots meeting the soft earth with a quiet thud before setting you gently down beside him.
There’s a small rental station tucked under the shade of a willow tree, and Keigo pulls out his wallet before handing over a few crisp bills. In return, he’s given two sleek bicycles, their frames shining in the midday sun.
"Hope you still like bike rides," he muses, smirking as he swings a leg over his.
You roll your eyes but can’t hide your own smirk as you do the same.
And then you’re off—pedaling down winding dirt paths, the wind catching your hair, the scent of fresh earth and wildflowers filling your lungs.
The river beside you glistens, its waters clear and cool, flowing endlessly along the curves of the land. Keigo rides ahead at times, turning back to call out teasing remarks, daring you to keep up, but other times he slows just enough to let you ride beside him, your hands brushing every so often as your laughter fills the air.
At a small wooden stand along the path, an old mountain man greets you with a weathered smile, his hands rough but steady as he hands you fresh fruit and skewers of grilled meat. Keigo pays him generously, thanking him before leading you to a shaded spot where you both eat, savoring the simple flavors.
Then, with a sly grin, Keigo wipes a stray drop of juice from the corner of your lips with his thumb. His touch lingers, eyes golden and soft, and for a moment, he swears you both are younger again—two reckless souls, dressing up for each other just for fun, holding hands simply because you wanted to, not caring if anyone else saw, because you see each other, and that was all that ever mattered.
He never thought he’d get to have this again.
After the meal, he takes your hand and leads you somewhere even more breathtaking—a secluded stretch of Japan’s most beautiful flower fields. Endless waves of color spread before you, vibrant reds, soft lilacs, golden yellows, and blushing pinks painting the earth in an explosion of life.
"A private tour," he murmurs, nudging your side as he watches your expression, drinking in the way your eyes widen with wonder. "Just for you."
And it is just for you.
No cameras. No reporters. No agency calls.
He left his phone at home on purpose—no tracking, no interruptions.
Just this.
Just you.
As the day winds down, the sky begins to shift, trading its bright blues for something softer, richer—deep oranges and soft pinks flood the heavens, painting the clouds in their warm embrace.
You both lay stretched out on a picnic blanket, the fabric worn but comfortable against the cool grass. The scent of flowers drifts through the air, mingling with the fading heat of the sun. Your head rests in his lap, your body relaxed, skin kissed by the sun, glowing beneath its last golden rays. His fingers move gently, threading delicate stems together, weaving a flower crown with practiced ease.
You hum quietly, running your fingers through the soft grass, feeling the earth beneath your touch, the moment settling deep into your bones.
"Hold still," Keigo murmurs, placing the finished crown atop your head. You glance up at him, catching the way his golden eyes soften, the way his lips twitch into a barely-there smile.
"Perfect," he whispers.
And for the first time in a long time, he truly believes that this moment —just this —is all he’s ever needed.
You move suddenly, shifting up in his lap so quickly that his wings ruffle in surprise.
"Hey, dove, what are you—"
"Shut up, birb brain," you mutter, licking your lips before grabbing his face.
Keigo lets you, just like he always does. It’s something that used to unnerve him when you first met, when you started dating, but he’s long since grown used to it—the way you inspect him like a cat, your sharp eyes scanning every inch of him as if you’re searching for something out of place.
Your fingers thread through his hair, combing through the strands, checking for anything you don’t approve of. He doesn’t move, barely even breathes, just lets you do what you need to.
Your pupils dilate, then shrink, then dilate again as you stare into his golden eyes. He’s watched this before, felt it before, how your scrutiny is never cruel, never careless—it’s careful, meticulous. Like you’re cataloging him, making sure he’s still here, still whole.
Then, without a word, you turn him slightly, brushing your fingers over his back, plucking loose pin feathers and laying them out in your lap like little trophies. Keigo exhales through his nose, resigned, watching as you note each one with silent judgment.
"You need to moisturize," you murmur, rubbing one of the smaller feathers between your fingers. "And let Touya help you if you're gonna be a bitch about it." Keigo gawks at you, wings twitching.
"I haven’t seen him in forever—"
"Don't lie to me." Your nose wrinkles, and he knows there’s no fooling you. "Tell him a man who's died twice doesn’t need to kick the bucket to a cigarette addiction." He groans, rubbing the bridge of his nose.
"Yeah, yeah, I’ll pass it along."
You let him go suddenly, like you’re done with your little assessment, and flop back onto the blanket without another word. Keigo blinks down at you, rubbing at his jaw where your fingers had gripped him, before shaking his head with a huff.
"Y’know, sometimes I think you might love my feathers more than you love me," he teases. You smirk, closing your eyes.
"Hate to break it to you, birdie, but they were my first love."
Keigo snorts, leaning over you, his shadow stretching over your sun-kissed skin. "Guess that makes me your side piece then, huh?" You hum, cracking one eye open.
"Mm. Keep up the good behavior, and I might just promote you."
He grins.
"Guess I better work hard then."
You burst into laughter, the sound spilling out of you uncontrollably, catching you both off guard. It startles Keigo for a second before he starts laughing too, that boyish, unrestrained laugh you used to hear all the time—before everything.
And it keeps going, your laughter feeding off each other, bubbling over until your stomach aches and your cheeks are warm.
You can't help but smile when you see him like this. Keigo—he feels ten feet off the ground, weightless in a way he hasn’t felt in years.
Your hands find his, holding onto them from where you’re lying between his legs, your head resting in his lap. The flower crown in your hair fights to stay in place, petals shifting gently as the wind plays with the strands of your hair.
It’s such a perfect moment—the flowers around you, the sky melting into brilliant hues, the way your skin glows, alive and healthy.
The setting sun casts a golden glow over Keigo’s face, catching in his windswept hair and making his eyes burn with a warmth that melts straight into you. The wind hums through the open land, rustling the flowers around you, making them bow gently as if nature itself recognizes the weight of this moment. But none of it matters—not the sky, not the wind, not the fading light.
Right now, it’s just you and him, existing in a perfect kind of stillness.
Your laughter lingers in the air, soft and unrestrained, a sound Keigo would bottle up and keep forever if he could. He watches you, completely enthralled, because he’s seeing something sacred, something only he has the privilege of knowing.
And when you smile at him—genuine and unguarded—his heart stirs, light as air, as if it’s grown wings of its own.
Being with Keigo feels almost like freedom, like the weight of the past and the uncertainty of the future can't touch you here. Like for once, you are both untethered, just two souls caught in each other’s orbit, unburdened by the world beyond.
His hand finds yours, his thumb grazing the back of your knuckles in a quiet kind of devotion, and you squeeze back, grounding yourself in him.
The wind carries the scent of wildflowers, the last of the sun’s rays spilling over the horizon, but you don’t care.
You only care about this—him, you, together.
And in this fleeting, fragile moment, it feels like nothing could ever take that away.
Then you wipe a tear from your eye, and Keigo watches the way your little teeth poke out from behind your soft lips, a detail he never stopped loving.
"It’s moments like this," you say, voice quiet, almost hesitant,
"When I believe I can fall in love with you again."
Keigo swallows hard, his throat working against the lump forming there. He tries not to blink, not to close his eyes, terrified you’ll disappear in the fraction of a second he does. Instead, he leans down, his hands tightening around yours.
"Would you?"
The laughter dies.
The warmth in your face fades, your expression sobering as you hold his hands back. Silence stretches between you both, heavy and aching. Keigo feels it settle in his bones, a sharp contrast to the golden, fleeting happiness you’d just shared.
And then you finally answer.
"I could…" you say, voice barely above a whisper.
"But I won’t."
Keigo tries not to react, tries not to let it show. But there’s too much history between you, too much weight in the air. You both know each other too well for him to pretend.
"Keigo, I’m—"
"Don't."
You pause, mouth slightly open, but you let him speak.
"Don't," he repeats, softer this time. "You have every right. I just…"
His eyes flick over your face like he’s memorizing it all over again. Then, slowly, his hands rise, cupping your cheeks, his touch impossibly gentle. His thumbs glide beneath your eyes, collecting the tears that had started to gather, his warmth sinking into your skin.
The breeze whispers through the field, making the flowers sway, bending in reverence to the moment passing between you both.
"You just wish things were different, right?"
He nods, dipping his head closer, his throat betraying him when he swallows hard.
"I do."
"Me too."
Keigo opens his eyes again, and for a second—just a second—he sees you. The real you. The earnest girl he fell in love with, the girl he thought he’d grow old with, the one he’d everything for.
And you see him. The boy who made his dreams come true, the only man you could ever love like this.
There will be no others. Not for you. Not for him.
"A bird cannot love a fish," you murmur, your voice barely carried by the wind.
Keigo flinches. His wings shudder, and a soft, wounded noise escapes the back of his throat.
"Please, don’t…" he whispers. "Not that saying again."
So you don’t.
You just stare into his golden eyes, and he stares into yours—where he finds himself lost, and where you find yourself found.
The sky above is vast and endless.
And you know you shouldn’t.
You both know you shouldn’t.
There’s too much pain here. Too much time lost.
But Keigo leans in anyway, until your noses touch, your foreheads press together, and you stay like that, frozen in something between longing and regret.
Your hands move slowly, framing his face, nails skimming his skin just enough to make him shiver. He breathes you in, your scent hitting him like a memory too vivid to be anything but real. His favorite drug. You feel his warmth seep into you, melting the cold hollowness that has lived inside your chest for too long. You both feel it.
How could something so right feel so wrong?
As promised here is more info:
You and Keigo were once the hottest couple of the hero world—until, without warning, you filed for divorce.
The media spun the story every way they could, branding you as an opportunist, a traitor, a villain who played the long game. But Keigo? He never once spoke against you. If anything, all he’s done is defend you—both in the public eye and from it.
Now, months later, he’s supposed to be at a high-profile Valentine’s Day event, flashing that easy smile for the cameras.
Instead, he’s at your doorstep, dodging vases and sharp words from Rumi, who seems more than happy to keep him from getting too close. But Keigo’s never been one to back down. No matter how many times you evade him—setting fire to his car, disappearing behind locked doors—he keeps showing up, keeps reminding you of what once was. Because no matter how much you try to push him away, there’s one thing neither of you can deny:
You still love each other.
Your history is tangled, your wounds are still fresh and raw, but fate has a cruel sense of humor. You may no longer wear his ring, but in the eyes of the public, you’re still bound together. Keigo is still holding out hope that you don’t actually want to let him go.
And maybe you don't really want to...
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