#hazel asks

[gazeldhazel]

do you think starting hrt made you more "emotional?" i kinda suffer from Desensitized Young Adult Syndrome™️ and hope that when i start hrt i start crying and shi

I don't think it's specifically the actual hormones that make you more emotional. for some people they were already alive before they started hrt. but for some girls, like me, to even say they were alive before they realized they were a girl would be. exaggerating their willingness to participate in the real world. I'm pretty sure I've dissociated most of my life away. I'm pretty sure I've cried ten times more in the few years I've been a girl than my whole life prior. I finally feel comfortable in my own skin. or at least I'm trying to learn how to. It's not the hormones, but the process of transitioning. and like any transition, it's fairly unique to each person, but it sure does rhyme. so I hope that you can be who you want, anon. and I hope you can cry.

[hazel-of-sodor]

I just realized that I dont think I've ever told y'all about the most irreplaceable engine in my collection.

...Hazel...the black five is incredibly common. Not this one.

Several years ago I found a listing for a Black Five in Ebay. She was extra detailed and cost more than I wanted to pay, but for some reason...I fell in love. I won, flinching at the price...until I got a message from the seller. She was from Britian, and the seller was a former BR Driver...a former steam driver.

This was his model of his old locomotive. She had been modified to reflect the engine he used to drive. He had got a new tooling to replace the model, so he was selling the old one, but had wanted the person who bought her to know her significance.

5138 (by then 45318) had been scrapped in 1967, but over half a century later her driver still kept a model of her, only replacing it when he got a model more accurate to her. I have the physical representation of a driver's love for their engine, and she is irreplaceable.

[husbandograveyard]

long fics? Short fics? Long headcanons? Short headcanons? another format all together? 2nd person? 3rd person? 

what do you guys prefer to read? 

for me: 

Nowadays I prefer headcanons because I am able to focus longer, but if I have the time I do prefer a long fic thats well thought out, maybe even multiple chapters. Just me, my tea and my f/o.  2nd person fem or GN reader is what I read most, but as long as there aren’t too many descriptions (as there shouldn’t be in a reader insert anyway) I am not that picky. I cannot read first person for some reason. It just doesn’t work well. I can read it for OC fics and character fics, just not for reader insert.  Speaking off, mostly reader insert and I have ‘moods’ in terms of the genre and series I’ll read with. Some days i crave fluff, some days I crave angst. I rarely read nsfw, which is why you don’t see me reblog that. Series can spam over year long obsessions or 3 day moodswings in which i usually crave 1 niche character that has no fics written about them at all. So then I write stuff myself. 

How about you guys? comments / asks / dms / reblogs all acceptable for answering UwU 

[hazel-the-librarian]

I started following you because you post a lot of oc about magic, and you don't seem like you're trying to prove anything.

I dont know about posting "a lot" of original content on magic...

Actually I need to go in and make a new tag for my original content...

😵

The bar is set pretty low nowadays on tumblr unfortunately for what "a lot" is in regards to content creation......but I try to post things that are revelant to my practice and I think others might find interesting....

I'm just well, I'm just me, nothing to prove about that.

I like discussion I like finding out more and I even like being shown I was wrong.... THATS HOW YOU LEARN.

I do this because I love my practice and I love I interacting with others and meeting new people.

[megdonnellys]

ooo what story is hazel for if you don’t mind sharing??

omg no ofc i don’t mind sharing!!!!! hazel is my manifest oc!! it’s not that popular, but it’s this show on nbc, where basically a flight goes missing for five years and when it comes back none of the passengers have aged a day and thought it was a normal flight!!

hazel was on the flight, and comes home to an interesting family situation. she’s always had some… drama with her sister and basically has to adjust to a new world where all of her friends are suddenly graduating college when she was just getting ready to go. it’s very angsty and very sad because my poor hazel just needs a BREAK but, her love interest is olive stone and they are so pERFECT together :)))

i also have a plot bunny posted here!

[superlustersnew52]

❝ You can’t just take away my freedom! ❞(Hazel Hyde)

“Now now, you should know better than to lie to me,” Helen grinned at him and giggled.

[wild-stdreams]

How will Hazel and Maisie's friendship change in the series?

I mean first and foremost prepare yourself for heartbreak over these two. There are so many songs about breakups and just general emotional pain that serve as Maizel inspo to me (catch me plugging the Delirium playlist right now) my favourites being I Have Questions by Camila Cabello, Funeral by Zara Larsson and Even if it Hurts by Sam Tinnesz. 

When Maisie returns Hazel is hella pissed. She’s spent nearly two years missing Maisie, but when she returns that pining for her best friend suddenly turns into a realisation of ‘hang on a second, she abandoned me’. Everyone else is just glad she’s okay (except for Matty who doesn’t trust Maisie one bit) and they all welcome her back with open arms so Hazel is forced into seeing Maisie everywhere constantly, with the people who helped her with the grief of losing her dad and best friend in one night, which is only going to make her angrier.

Eventually Hazel will start to forgive Maisie when she realises what Maisie has been through in the time that she was away, and when she finally accepts that it wasn’t Maisie’s decision to leave. But at the end of Paroxysm something will come to light that might threaten their entire friendship altogether… but as the biggest plot twist of the story I can’t really reveal what that is. 

So basically, in short it’s gonna be a combination of Maisie begging for forgiveness, Hazel being stubborn AF, and a hell of a lot of miscommunication and secret keeping. 

[gazeldhazel]

hey ummmmmmmmm hi

sopping wet baby.. hii.. hi hi..