Welcome to my Blog! My name is Hazel (she/her), currently 27 years old, and I write (anime/game) multifandom reader insert fiction! Mostly SFW, I sometimes write or reblog NSFW. block #Hazel_sin If you're a minor.
Interacting with my NSFW work as a minor / ageless / blank blog will result in a block. Thank you for understanding.
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Current active fandoms:
❥ JJK ❥ Haikyuu!! ❥ Genshin Impact ❥ BNHA ❥ Twisted Wonderland ❥ Demon slayer
On my masterlists you'll also find:
❥ One Piece ❥ Naruto ❥ Inuyasha ❥ Bleach ❥ Kuroshitsuji ❥ Magi ❥ Black Clover ❥ Free! ❥
Please leave a comment / reblog when you like something! It's the greatest thanks a writer can get.
Heylo, look who is alive again!
I am back at work today, after 3 months off due to my mess of a mental health. School has blocked almost every site but for some reason this hellsite (affectionate) is still accessible for me. I have been thinking about writing a lot lately, and usually I get a lot of writing done at school, so who knows!
My mental health, thanks to time and medication, is doing a whole lot better. I am still not exactly there yet, but definitely feeling better than I have felt in YEARS, which is absolutely insane.
I cannot promise a glorious comeback, loads of writing, events and interactions, but I can say that I keep missing this place, I have my eye on a lot of things to read and my eyes on even more things to write... so we'll see how that goes!
Big kisses xoxo Hazel
So in the midst of preparing for my grandfather's funural we've gotten the news that a friend from Uni has ended her life. I didn't have much contact with her at all in the past few years because of some personal differences that made us drift apart but it still hits really hard, especially with my current mental state. It's a lot of loss to bear in a really short time and I am struggling. Just posting here because I needed to vent it out, let you know ♡ hug your loved ones, tell em you love em ♡ and I am giving you all many big hugs ♡
I lost my grandfather last night. Combined with my antidepressants/ anti anxiety meds slowly equalizing, I am feeling the strangest mix of emotions.
I would usually deal with it in writing, but the past few weeks, I have had so little energy to do so. I want to be back, but it'll be a little while longer, Im sorry ♡
let’s party!! one thing about me is that is love a little event and since it’s my birthday month i felt like hosting one :3c
so: raffle time! but you gotta play some bingo first before you can participate. lemme give you a rundown on how it works.
what's the prize?
✰ a total of three 1k (or longer) fics from me! i don’t take requests so this is a rare chance to see something specific written by me
✰ the 3 winners will receive a wishlist form from me in which they can go wild
✰ haikyuu x reader only! gender of reader is for the winners to decide, i’ll write for all of them.
✰ not limited to sfw only (that being said: mdni)
details & rules (it looks like a lot, but i promise it's easy)
✰ to participate in the raffle, you gotta fill out the bingo cards! there’s ten of them in total at the end of this post. some are writing prompts, some are for reading, some to spread some kindness. you can grab and combine any that catch your interest.
✰ 1 bingo equals 1 point. if you manage to fill out an entire card, you’ll get 10 points, so 10x your name in the draw pot for the raffle. this means you can get up to 100 points in total if you fill out all ten cards completely.
✰ it’s not first come, first serve! you got two weeks to have fun with your bingo cards.
✰ this event is mostly about making fandom a little better for everyone, whether you’re a writer or a reader, no matter how you participate in it. this means you don’t have to show me proofs how you got these bingos. putting my trust in you that you won’t cheat <3
✰ since the prizes are gonna be fics by me, i would feel better knowing you actually like my works enough to follow me. however, it’s not a must to be a follower to participate. again, it’s more about fandom than me.
✰ writers picking up the writing prompts: it up to you how you use them! can be drabbles or headcanons, small fics, big fics, moodboards, not limited to haikyuu only. really whatever sparks your inspiration. you don’t even have to publish it or tag me in it (though i’d love to see ofc hehe), this is for YOU and your inspiration.
✰ do NOT bring any ai into this. i'll rip you to shreds
✰ once you’re finished, either reblog this post with your bingo cards or send me an ask with them (i won’t publish them, just for me to keep track)
✰ i’ll draw & announce the three winners on Jan 27th and will contact them through dms for their wishlist :3
I had SO many plans to write loads and do loads for this event, but I had to prioritize self-care and loads of naps for my mental and physical health this month 🫡 I am proud I did just that, but a little saddened, cause this event was AMAZING! :D Lale, thank you for spreading love and investing time the way you do!!
February slots: 0/4 taken
Paid via: paypal, kofi
Waiting time: approx. 1-4 weeks (i'll start working not earlier than feb 1st, so counting from then)
Fandoms I can cover rn: Blue Lock, Chainsaw Man, Haikyuu, Jujutsu Kaisen, Kaiju no. 8, My Hero Academia, One Piece
Examples of my style you can find in my masterlist or ao3.
How does the process look?
Send me an ask or DM with a vague idea of your commission (fandom + character(s)/ship + the core topic). I'm going to ask you for your email or discord username for discussing details and further contact.
You pay after I've completed your commission. For longer fics (5k words and more), I'm going to ask you for 50% of the final price in advance.
I'm going to post the commissioned fic on tumblr and ao3 (possibly on bsky too). If you want to keep it private, inform me beforehand.
How does the pricing look?
I ask for $10 per 1000 words (and this is the minimum I work with). So, 2000 words would be $20, 5000 words - $50, 10.000 words - $100 etc etc.
This guarantees you the minimum word count. If I exceed it, you're not required to pay me more.
Grabbing you guys by the shoulders so tightly as I say you have to reblog things regardless of how old the posts are, this is the show and tell website
A/N: Part 2 of "Vitamin Darling", my childhood friends to lovers drabble collection, all thanks to my love for Denki. In this chapter, we find out how Denki taught you more than one lesson, when you were seven years old.
Warnings: f!reader, mention of minor skateboard injuries.
Word count: 1,135
𓆩♡𓆪 ── back to Vitamin Darling masterlist
You're seven years old when Kaminari Denki takes you by the hand and drags you to the empty parking lot behind his house. It’s the summer of your first year of primary school, and although it is terrifying to start anew, the burden is lightened by your best friend; Denki is just as nervous, but he has been there to hold your hand the entire time. Such are the benefits of ending up in the same class together.
Ever since you met him in kindergarten, Denki has been somewhat of a constant in your life. Your mother and his have gotten so close that they've started going on shopping trips without the children being involved, your father and his have become permanent tennis buddies, and even your cat seems to like the yellow-haired boy more than he likes your brother. Granted, your brother is a bit of a butt-head, so that's not too surprising.
Denki places the skateboard down onto the concrete ground and beams at you expectantly. It’s impressive how much he has changed in three short years. No longer a blubbering mess, the boy has gained some confidence.
"It's because you're my friend," he explained as he was pushing you on the swings in his backyard, a few weeks ago. "Things aren't as scary when you've got good friends, ya know?"
Denki is half an inch shorter than you are, but sometimes even you have to admit that you look up to him. It’s like he has an infinite pool of positivity to draw from, these days, and it's contagious, like he's some type of happiness vitamin. Besides, Denki says he can feel a growing spurt coming. Supposedly, he can feel it in his toes. Personally, you think it's just another wart growing on his big toe, but you don't have the heart to tell him he should probably throw out his old shoes and get new ones. The bright blue converse sneakers on his feet have holes in them, but he says they're his lucky pair - they help him skate better.
He's still looking at you expectantly as his right foot rolls the skateboard back and forth, and he’s holding out a hand now.
"I can hold your hand while you try it out, if it's too scary," he offers.
With a petulant huff, you roll your eyes and confidently stride up to the board.
"Who says I'm scared?!"
Denki grins, as he usually does, and explains where to put your feet.
Skating is one of the only things you don't do together. There's a couple of boys in your class who are quite good at it, and they taught Denki how to do it after school at the beginning of the year. That was three months ago, and it's starting to gnaw at you how much you're feeling left out. It doesn't make sense to you, either. Surely, if you put your mind to it, you can master this and join them from time to time. After all, if boys can do it, how hard can it be?
As it turns out, it's not as easy as it looks. The wheels on the board are far too slippery. Are they even supposed to roll that fast? You've barely put your foot on when the board slides forward and puts you on your ass.
Denki is on you like lightning, and he's chewing his lip like he usually does when he's worried about something. He looks like he's about to ask you if you're okay, so you wave him off and mutter something along the lines of "stupid board" and "I just wasn't ready yet".
He explains how it's important to keep leaning forward instead of backwards, so the board can't get ahead of you. It helps, a little, but it still takes eight tries for you to successfully balance yourself. Once you've got it down, however, Denki looks at you with so much pride, you don't even care how much your tailbone is hurting right now.
His smile instils you with so much confidence that you kick forward with a matching grin stretched across your face, but the force of the kick and your sense of balance don't match up, and the board is kicked backwards while your body is catapulted forward. The salopette you're wearing does nothing to protect your knees as you skid across the concrete.
Back at Denki's house, the boy wastes no time to pull out a box from underneath the sink. He’s watched his mother do this countless times over the past few months. He has the battle scars across his knees, elbows and chin to prove it, so he knows what he's doing as he cleans the scrapes on your knees with antiseptic.
It stings. Whether your knees or your self-esteem have taken a bigger blow, you can't really tell. What you do know, is that it's unfair. It’s unfair because, of the two of you, you were the first to learn how to swim and the first to learn how to ride a bike. How is this any different? And why now, when your friendship with Denki is on the line? What if he ends up spending all of his time with the other kids, because they know how to skate and you don't? Your knees hurt, but the thought of losing your best friend hurts even more, and it's enough to make your bottom lip wobble.
Cool air hits your knees. Denki is blowing on the antiseptic that’s covering way more skin than just the scrapes. He's not entirely sure why he should blow on antiseptic, but he's seen his mom do it every time, so he's positive that it's absolutely, super-duper necessary.
"You were so cool today," he mutters as he meticulously sticks Pokemon themed band-aids to your knees. "Remember how I told you it took me a whole week before I was able to stand upright on a skateboard?" He continues, "Wait until I tell the others that you were able to do it in one day, they'll go nuts."
The wobbling of your lip stops, then, and you look up.
"You don't think I looked dumb?" you ask.
Denki's eyes grow wide.
"Dumb?!" he exclaims, and it's loud. He's always loud. But not in an annoying way, you think. He's Denki, so he's allowed to be loud.
The yellow-haired boy grins again, and suddenly your knees don't sting anymore.
"You could never be dumb," he states, as if it's something that he knows to be true. "You're my best friend," he continues, "And you're the coolest person I know."
When you're seven years old, Kaminari Denki teaches you how to master a skateboard. He also teaches you that the right people will always include you in what makes them happy.
Im probably going to cancel my valentine's event plans. My meds are making me an eepy being and I haven't written since the secret santa cause my brain is too foggy or too anxious. So it's best to just take my time and do no event (they take a lot of energy) and focus on some things i want to write more ♡
[Also some people left really nice messages in my askbox, ill get back to you soon i am just cherishing them a little while longer, they made me really happy]
