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The Bangs of 2002

#rip pearl #rip bangs #2002 #bird #pearl cockatiel #hazes face

I haven't picked my face in a while!! & I did my eye makeup Bc I'm going out tonight for my friend Kendall who is moving away:(

#chipped teeth #weird selfie #hazes face #bfrb #derma tag

Hi it’s me,, ilaza fhornberry part of your average family I have a dad, and a mom, and a zebra panda cousin, he’s conflicted

ahaha we the buckWild thornberriss

#selfie #I'm sorry #zebra panda #nonesense #hazes face #wild thornberrys

Top- 3/13/17 Bottom- 3/17/17

I struggled with taking the bottom photos, please forgive my drama queen eyes 👀

+The good news is that I broke my record! I went a whole month without clawing up my face. As you can see from the top photos, my scars were starting to fade and it was a very happy feeling that I am glad I was able to witness that kind of healing, I am very proud of myself. +The bad news is that I spend a very significant amount of energy and time trying to cope with my OCD. Resisting the urges, replacing self destructive rituals with gentle skin care routines, combatting the rising anxiety by taking extreme measures to avoid and prevent triggers, etc. +So of course this relapse has been very disheartening, as they all are, but at the same time very grounding. I’m trying to just stay positive & continue to the self lovin’ stuff my therapist and I have been working on for 2 years now. **I have to remind myself that these are the moments that really count- when I am so disappointed, disturbed and discouraged. Bouncing back from this is what I have been training for. **Recovery isn’t a linear process. I’ve learned this lesson thousands of times, and this time won’t be the last. My skin will heal again, and bleed again, and that’s going to have to be okay. It’s not fair for me to hate myself when I am putting so much honest effort into helping myself. That’s definitely never come easy for me, so I have to try to forgive myself for my setbacks & not abandon myself.

*And if you can relate to this, I hope that you know that you deserve to forgive yourself, too. Keep trying, keep writing, keep reading, keep dreaming & keep reminding yourself that you were designed to win this battle, we will heal

#dermatillomania #excoriation disorder #body focused repetitive behavior #bfrb feel #obsessive compulsive disorder #trichotillomania #mentally illness #compulsive skin picking #ocd #hazes journal #hazes face #definitelyderma #Delusional Parasitosis #derma tag

Ok I need help

My bf bday celebration this weekend And he wants to go bar hopping with a bunch of his friends Most girls around here I guess are use to the cold and wear v sexy things so I want to look pretty or something Just enough to blend in… no jeans or sweaters I could wear this with black tights to cover my wounds/scars? And I’d have to bandage my shoulder so that infection heals

What do you guys think? I hate being this insecure ahhh I shouldn’t have worn boxers to dry on dresses lol