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Feelings can be heavy, but writing can be light. ✨ Sometimes, we write not for others, but to release the weight inside. Words become our relief, carrying away emotions we can't quite name. You don’t need applause, just the calm that comes with sharing your truth. 💖
Healing Mother-Father Wounds
Fragments of Trust – A Poetry Series
This is a collection of short, emotionally raw poems born from the aftermath of broken trust. Each piece is a fragment—of memory, pain, hesitation, and healing. For the ones who gave too much. For the ones who now flinch at softness. For the ones still learning how to trust again, starting with themselves.
“Before You Find Me”
Sometimes when I think of you,
my hands start to shake.
Not from excitement,
but from the quiet terror
of letting anyone close again.
I worry I’ll hide too well—
keep my heart locked
in some deep, unconscious effort
to never feel pain again.
As if safety could substitute
for love.
It sounds foolish, I know,
but pain rewrites the body.
Now when someone says I love you,
I flinch.
It hurts in my chest,
like my heart can’t bear
the weight of being wanted.
So I pray—
for God to soften the edges,
for a good therapist,
for courage to face the ghosts
before you find me.
I want to meet you
without shaking.
I want to trust
without armor.
I want love
to feel like warmth again,
not a wound reopening.
Until then,
I am learning
how to stay still
when kindness reaches for me.
- E.F.
Where is the off switch, please? 🧠
Good on Paper, Until You Read Me
They love my smile—it’s sweet, it’s wide,
like sun that kisses pain goodbye.
But none of them see what’s trapped inside,
the parts I’ve taught my grin to hide.
They love my curves, the way I sway,
how I move like velvet melts away.
They trace my hips with hungry eyes,
but never ask what lives inside.
They swear I flirt without a clue,
say I breathe slow like lovers do.
But I just laugh, and tilt my head,
while thoughts I never speak get said.
They think I’m magic—confident, sure,
the type of girl you can’t ignore.
But truth be told, I second guess,
I wonder if I’m still enough undressed.
Not just in lace or sheets or skin,
but when the silence settles in.
When I’m not moaning—when I’m still,
do you love me then? Or just the thrill?
‘Cause yes—my sex is something real.
I give like I know how to heal.
I write my name across your chest,
then wonder if you’ll clean the mess.
They say I taste like something rare,
like sin and honey in the air.
But when the high begins to fade,
will you still want the girl you made?
Not the dream you dressed in gold,
not the story someone told—
but the woman who’s afraid to show
how deep her deepest rivers flow.
I’m good on paper—bold and clean,
the girl who fits inside a dream.
But touch me slow, and you will see,
you’ve barely even read half of me.
So come correct. Or close the book.
I’m more than thighs and how I look.
More than moans or pretty face—
I’m soul, I’m weight, I’m heat, I’m grace.
–Mynyhan Kinard
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