#hear break

[piecesofmeyoullneverknow]

I’ve always been a good girl. Have always had a strong moral compass. Have always known what’s right or wrong. And have always done the “right” thing whether or not anyone would know or would ever find out or not.

But you.

You are the one selfish thing I’ve done. You are the one “mistake” and bad thing I’ve done for me, knowing being with you is 100% wrong.

I just enjoy being with you.

- Pieces of me.

(P.S.)

[piecesofmeyoullneverknow]

Trust me as much as it’d hurt, I’d rather fall and have you not catch me than the other way around. I know the pain, I’ve been there before and I couldn’t do that to anyone.

Believe me. - Pieces of me

(M.M)

[piecesofmeyoullneverknow]

Is it sad that I place my phone on my heart in hopes that you’ll feel me missing you and hope you text.

Pieces of me

[poemswritten-inbed]

[heidipietschmancreative]

Crooked Halo (2019)

[salva-yourlife]

So this is probably the last time Ill here you tell me to go away, dont come over, I cant, idk, or your shitty apologies of idk because the alcohol mixes me up in your feelings and releases certain things you try shutting off but they come out and you cant help Im learning to just shut the fuck up Today I woke up with no feelings, I woke up nothing I didnt look at my phone hoping you called I didnt care that I slept alone  I didnt shower  I didnt dress myself with matching colors I didnt bother to put on cologne  I didnt bother to do my school work I am not bothering to pay attention in classes I do not care if people try waving at me  I do not care if they want to talk to me I just look at them with my eyes of lostness  I show them nothing  They ask me whats wrong and i simply say  nothing I am becoming lifeless  I do not care not about you or myself and this is the only way to help you forget about me so you dont struggle to love one person  I hope I dont come across your thoughts and have you worry about me because if you care about me I will only keep digging myself deeper, dont text me saying im pathetic because I wont know if you are lying or telling the truth  I wont listen to the rumors about how you are happy and that he is with you because I wont believe it I wont bother to wish you happy birthday because youll know I still care, instead ill light a letter on fire that I wrote for you but never gave to you I wont wake up on the 24th of every month because that was the day you promised you would not leave and you proved me right again that everyone leaves no matter how much one says they care I still dont believe you when you said youll be there for me when ever I want to talk because you rather be with him  I dont want to think about you this weekend because ill show up at your small town and at your parents door step  I hope your parents realize how happy you are and let it be  I hope my parents stop asking about you and stop blaming you for ruining me I really just wish they stopped bringing up your name at the dinner table because I wont eat  I just wish you never bullshitted the reason for leaving me and texted him the next day you say you cant talk to me because you are leading me on but you would keep bringing up the what ifs, if we ever got back together  You are the one that admitted to missing me after you had blocked my number You are the one that kept me at your home that night and wanted me to hold you till you fell asleep I am the one that didnt sleep because I knew you would wake up feeling wrong for loving me again when your mouth tells him the same words  You messaged me and said sorry but I corrected you to tell me thank you   You called inviting me to breakfast and of course my mind wasnt thinking and said I would  You see where this is going? No where, so leave the thought of “us” alone because I know I cannot forget it So dont try finding me because that guy who loved you is lost in the notes he wrote to you and in the bottles you keep finishing and in every menthal you burn out after he stress you out and throw at the ground  I have to imprint it in my head that the only reason you come around to me is because I'm convenience for you  That I will go around the world for you and you know that

This is different verso. 7 

[flowermincat]

Con una mierda "Te extraño" ... Si aun que seas un idiota incomprendido ..😡💔

[inthemidnighthours-blog1]

There was nothing more crippling than realizing that my ragged beating heart had emptied itself of all the love it could manage, the contents spilled everywhere on a stupid blue eyed boy -on you

Yet it did and the tragic part is I’d do it again.