So here I am again. Anyway, this makes me stronger naman. (I hope so). I think he changed again like what other guys did. Omyy. But this time, if ever it will happen, I’m gonna blame myself. I believe so. I have taken him for granted. He cared so much. I think I finally felt the feeling of regrets. A regret of not valuing someone who loves me. Gosh. What I’ve done? :’( Please, I think I can’t lose him now. I miss him so much. I want everything to go back how it used to be. I realize I need him. Whyyy. I want to hug him. But how will I do that now? Hee. This is how I feel, but in reality, my pride conquers it. I mean, of course I can’t say this to him. I can’t do anything but to wait for the time that he wants to talk to me. Actually, I have no idea what he’s thinking about doing this. I hope he’s not for the revenge. I hope this will not be my karma. Even though he’s not saying any word, with his silence, I can feel something fishy. When I called him, I have noticed the difference of his voice tone as he talk to me. You said you’ll always be there for me, please keep that. Your words are the ones I am holding on to because I believe you. I’ll wait until everything will be okay between the two of us. I hope I am incorrect. I hope my thought is not true. I hope I’m thinking all wrong