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“. . .“hell is other people” has always been misunderstood. It has been thought that what I meant by that was that our relations with other people are always poisoned, that they are invariably hellish relations. But what I really mean is something totally different. I mean that if relations with someone else are twisted, vitiated, then that other person can only be hell. Why? Because. . . when we think about ourselves, when we try to know ourselves, . . . we use the knowledge of us which other people already have. We judge ourselves with the means other people have and have given us for judging ourselves. Into whatever I say about myself someone else’s judgment always enters. Into whatever I feel within myself someone else’s judgment enters. . . . But that does not at all mean that one cannot have relations with other people. It simply brings out the capital importance of all other people for each one of us.” - Jean-Paul Sartre, quoted by Kirk Woodward, “The Most Famous Thing Jean-Paul Sartre Never Said.” Rick on Theater, July 9, 2010.
Insert your own joke here.
wild how anorexia makes you fucking die.
like. you kinda wouldn’t know. from tumblr context?
you’d think it gave you immortality.
bountiful joy & endless, delightful dick.
pep in your step & riches beyond your wildest imagination.
but nooOooOooOOOO shitfuckshitttttfuckfuckshitt no myyy bones are disintegrating into shards of stale shattered toffee and fragments of fossilized candy corn.
the grocery store has become a nightmare. it gets worse with every exposure.
strangers see my sugar bones and scream in sudden anguish.
my skeleton upsets them; i learned to hide it but they don’t have the dignity to avert their gaping gawking gaze.
i do not double check the bodycount.
i practiced counting badly.
no point. no matter. too many. too little.
how could i. i just trust them. what other choice is there? i don’t want to hurt anyone. i don’t want to hurt anyone. i never wanted to hurt anyone. more than anything. i just wanted my friends to be ok.
and that’s how they got me.
feeling depressed so i'm becoming a girlblog again to feel something
Motivational Music in the Morning ... #NotMyGod, #HellIs ... from #OBVERSES [Official Audio Track] (2023) #MMitM1
You know the ring of hell when you are reading through a manuscript you haven’t looked at in a while, and find yourself adjusting every other sentence because it all sounds too mundane and not good enough?
That’s where I am now. I have 8 days to get it done.