#helluvaboss episode 7

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I Have Feelings And Observations pt 2

here he realizes: he fucked up. That's his ex up on stage- a nasty ex. He did not know he'd be there.

he realizes again: he fucked up. After standing up for Moxxie he put himself in the spotlight he did not want. He's panicking; fizz knows way too much about him and doesn't hesitate to completely bash him.

this part is the absolute worst for blitz. this is what he wanted to avoid, he didn't want to drag stolas down into his shit. He didn't know his exes would be there and he didn't think past his own goal of watching M&M.

this is total guilt and shame. he feels awful and watches for a reaction but...

Stolas just hides his face. Blitz is absolutely shattered.

"you sold your life for a thrust" and that's essentially what happened. Blitz feels awful about it. He of course doesn't show it but he knows he's responsible for dismantling stolas' family.

he's *pissed.* He's pissed at himself for dragging stolas out here. He's pissed that his exes were there. He's pissed and embarrassed. and guilty.

"Y'knowwhat this was a mistake." His mistake. All his mistakes. In one room, literally taunting him.

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[artdoer93]

BRYCE you quotable genius!!

Ty everyone who dropped by my art stream ❤❤

[mcmcmuke]

heres some roughs i did for ep 7 of helluva boss,,,,,,,, it was so cool being able to animate a shot in a villain musical number!!!!!!!

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I Have Feelings And Observations

He was excited at first thinking about inviting stolas.

After thinking about what might happen (people noticing stolas is with him and not his ex wife or someone higher ranking) he's not happy about it.

I just really liked this part

he did not want their first date to be under these circumstances. he didn't even want this yet, because he's "afraid of loving people" and isn't ready to confront his very real feelings yet. Plus, his reason for asking isn't even *about* stolas. It's about keeping an eye on M&M (reason why? I also have opinions but that's a separate post I might or might not make).

god i love this owl

he doesn't know how to react

"oh yeah. I guess this is, huh." he's so deflated, not because it's a date with stolas, but because he did not want it to be like this. he already doesn't think he deserves the position he's in, and this just makes him feel worse about it.

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"I just thought we'd have a blast here, you know?" normally he wouldn't care to lie for stolas' feelings. For some odd reason, he does this time. He already feels guilty for potentially bringing (even more) shame to Stolas by being seen with him, in public, romantically/casually. He wants this to go off without a hitch.

After he checks on M&M, he turns to Stolas and continues the conversation. He's shitty at small talk but he's not ignoring him or being short with him on purpose. This is unmarked territory for him- they've never really tried to have a normal conversation outside of this and talking about business. It may not look it, but he's actually giving an effort here.

fuck it'll only let me do 10 images at a time. 1/???

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I Have Feelings And Observations pt 3

I just noticed- why did they drive back? Stolas has several ways to get back home without Blitz. Did they talk on the way? If so, what did they talk about? What was the purpose of this?

haha he's so tall <3

He's so mad at himself. He can't believe stolas is still trying to spend time with him even after he caused so much trouble. He also can't fathom the idea that stolas might *just want to spend time with him.* He's positive that all the owl wants is to fuck or something, and in his mind i'm willing to bet he sees it as payment for said trouble he's caused. He doesn't know how to think through that much though so instead he just

leaves.

you can barely see it but there are higher quality pics of it on twitter. He's smiling here. Stolas is sleeping. This is a private photo in his gallery. It's not posted anywhere. He likes being with Stolas just as much as stolas likes being with him- he just can't admit that to himself or anyone. If he lets himself accept it, it'll be gone.

That's all I've really got other than theories on why he follows M&M so closely, why his white marks aren't there when he was a kid, why his face is marked out etc etc.

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